I miss the carefree days, I had over there!!
Very relaxed.....
I want to go back to there!!
The past 5 months maybe was a dream, But I got IT!!

I hate the reality I am facing now!!
Aimless like a drifting sail in the middle of South China Sea.
Do not how far my port is?
Which Port I can go into?
Uni of society's port, NUS's Port or NTU's Port!!

Saturday

Today is a lazy Saturday; my whole body is in a restless mode. Initially wanted to sleep abit longer, however was being woken by my bro’s alarm clock. Felt irritated, felt like punching his sickening sleeping face. In the end, I turned to those past magazines to release my anger.

Yesterday was a fulfilling day; Shalalala!! What a wonderful day!! Watched 2 movies in the brand new Cathy Cineplex, totally free of charge! Half Light and 13th District were the 2 movies I watched. Half light was a thriller cum mysterious movie starring Demi Moore; I am not a great fan of thriller cum mysterious, overall was pretty okay. But 13Th district was Damn Nice!! It was a French movie, action packed ad reline rushed that kind of movie. The actors’ stunts were stunning totally fabulous, ten times better than Jackie Chan’s. The director of 13th District was the fellow who directed Five element. Although the movies came free of charge, the bad news was I had treated my companion a Subway daily Special meal. Indirectly, I paid for yesterday outing. But I truly enjoyed it. Millions thanks to myself!! Hahha!!

Gotten my result, I was very pleased with myself. I got distinction for my attachment( Yipee!!); which I thought was impossible right from the start. However my overall GPA was much lower than my peers, in other words, my chance of getting into local universities was not that prospect. All thanks to my damn first year in poly; which I did so horribly!! However time cannot turn back, now all I can do is to pray hard. Pray that I can succeed in entering local university, regardless which university or what courses, I will be satisfied.

Argh!! Let me enter!!!!!

Ok!! Enough of venting my frustration, back to packing my room and tidying my photos………. Maid Sling transformation!!!

Siao!!!! Ignore me.........

My life is so boring and monotonous. I recently got a job working as a temp at Singtel’s credit management. Job scope is handling faulty cheques, which is eye straining. Working environment is pretty okay, although almost all of my colleagues are aunties. The downside is I cannot access to internet, because my access to the internet is firewall. Suck!!

Thinking of signing up for any mobile plan instead of using prepaid card. Why this thought? Reason is very simple; sometime I think that my friends circle is very small. Seldom friends will send message or give me a call to catch up. I feel very lonely, disappointed with myself; how come my making friends skill is so lousy. My place in my friends’ minds not the first few priorities; I am not asking much just allow me to feel my presence is significant not invisible. I think that is the basic respect for each other. Perhaps everyone is waiting for the other party to make initiative. My answer is I had already made a couple of initiative, I am sick and tired. I just want to widen my circle of friends!!!!

Yesterday saw CL on the bus back home; she is as pretty as ever. Think back we had been just friend for more than a decade. Been in the same schools for all our education up to this point, but due to character and mentality differences we just remain just friends. I spoke to her about the topics on friends.

“Perhaps people’s main objective is studying not making friends, those people tends to be very self-centered. There is not forever a friend in their minds”

All the co-promises are all- rubbish……………. I hate them!!

If given a chance to remain schooling, I will make myself to make more lasting friends.


For the cousins:

I think maybe night cycling is inappropriate and abit crazy. Perhaps we should go out this coming Saturday or Sunday, can?

If all insist on Friday….. I will join u guys at the evening; work commitment. IS okay !!

Activites :

Early morning/ afternoon: LAn game or kbox ( xia’s fav) or wadever. ( crapping, walking and wasting time )

I dun know whether kbox having Klunch during the weekends? Please spare some thoughts for my pocket!!! I know u guys are damn rich …… hahah!!!

IT has since been awhile

It has been awhile since i last blogged. Somehow missing in action for quite some time. Been away for a period of time, homecoming was something which I was looking forward to each day. However back in Singapore for almost close to 2 weeks, I started to miss the life i had in UK. Although life was boring over there, I missed the freedom and the carefree life I had over there. Missed the healthy food I ate especially the sandwiches ( the nicest bread and miller yogurt). Hahha

Over the past 2 weeks, I met up with my relatives and friends. Plenty serious thoughts came across my mind.
Familywise still okie, still manage to stay connect with them. Bonding was making through watching canto series (black & white ones) and daily sessions of mahjong. Very typical canto family? hehe....

Friendwise, so far I just met up with my poly 6 girl gang. I dun really enjoy that dinner gathering cum sanging kTV...... Perhaps being away.. no much connection or common topic. Never mind, strive to improve....