Now till I am aware that how a person can be so mean!!
On the exterior, she seems pleasing to eyes.....
But, on your back she treat u as a competitor. She expected U to be way behind her....Well... U got HUGe backup lining up like mountains.... I dun have ...
But I did everything from scratch.... atleast I did not flirt or doing anything slutty to exchange for that thing...... I am contented.

I simply dislike YOU pathetic screams or yells into my ears. STop acting U are the only angel in your tiny tiny world....Spoiler to eyes lor...hurting my ears

Listening to her pleas and complaints on those stuffs she dunno how to do?
I used to, perhaps lend her a listening ear to ease her discomfort.
Now I rubbed salt to her wound, hahaha I know I am bad. But who is bad right at the first place?

U r the one throw me to another world, NOw i am contented with my surrounding. Unlike You .....Blame on urself.

From right now, I shall abolish you. Wadever u did or spoke, is none of my business.
U mean nothing to me.....HHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!

In the mist of doing those lab reports, a thought strike my mind.

Sometimes I wonder why on earth, I have choosen this course for my degree? Am I so interested in those water qualities? Did my passion for my course has slowly dying off? Am I going to continue working in this pathetic small industry? Am I fit to be a water engineer?

From a chem-eng student to env-eng, what is a vast difference? Perhaps to most of us, there seems to be not much difference....Well, based on what I am been exposed to now, enviroment science is totally not my cup of tea. It is so boring!!

I am starting to regret for not appealing!!
Starting to get remorseful for not doing my best during my poly days!

Well, back to my reports. I hate reports....BOD,COD, TSS, TS blah blah....
Tonite I shall finish off them!!

PS: I dislike NUS library!! The books are superduper OLD!! Unlike NP's one... every books are new!! Bloody school....#$%^&*(

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3 days of CNY, unstoppable feasting on the new year goodies.
Numbers of days left for my revision are decreasing.
Reports still undone yet.
God save me,

I am struck AWWWW!!!!!


SICK MAN!! Wondering when I can totally enjoy CNY totally?

Hi how is everyone?

V-day just passed, another ordinary day for me with the exception of some brownies and chocolates given by my uni friends.

Well CNY is around the corner, kinda of excited over it. I missed CNY last Year while I was oversea then. This year is different, at least for me, I totally not in the mood for CNY. Blame on the tons of work piling on my work/study list. MUM is very furious with me, for not helping her in cleaning up the house. Well... now left my own room to clean up..... hurrily get it done and I shall zoom off to my isolated world again.

Perhaps I shall ask my papa to bring us to CHinatown later in the night. I have not been to chinatown yet. Started to feel, i treat my home as a hotel. Things will become to be better, in time to come.

Laugh off those worries!!!

PS: In uni, I have been laughing non-stop ever since I mix around with Cyndi, PAuling and Pat. This in a way making the atmosphere less tense.

SO far so gd....

My replies to those who are concern with my progress.

Wah CNY is around the corner, while I am loaded with tons of works. My study break is during the CNY holidays, which is so sickening.

Ciao off to do my report

Yesterday was a woke-up call,
from now onwards I must pay extra attention.

Extra efforts have to put into my work.
No time for other stuffs!!

This Blog shall be closed from now onwards!!!
Till until I am released from the clutches of exams.

Perhaps Chinese is so that important, till now then i realized it. Understanding chinese description for engineering terms is pretty okay, at least I roughly able to understand it. However translating english engineering text into chinese, is extremely difficult. There it goes.....

However I am not feeling disappointed, even though I think I flopped in Yesterday's exercise. But it is an eyeopener, something I will prepared myself for in the coming years. Perhaps now is not the right time for me to head for this path, give me some time and get myself prepare for it. Chinese Market is so that big especially for my water treatment industry. However How am I going to survive with my CMI chinese standard?? My chinese writing skill is getting rusting....

Monday heading to Boon Lay.... Another chance...
Though not my ideal choice but it is an established firm, again related to my work.
Hopefully I am able to settle this asap.
Clinch the deal and make it an wonderful experience for me ......

Well now back to study the statics.....
Horrible ...
Busy like shit....
How to celebrate CNY like that...room unclean and untidy .....
Living room is decorated with CNY flowers Leh... but I felt so sianz...

I need luck for tml thingy!!
Big Luck!!

Hopefully I will be accepted, then will be woohoo!!!

lab reports chasing me down the street.......
Horrible ....worse no reference!!! Unlike last time.... which is history now!!
everything is from scratch.....bleah!!!
Engineering is about LAb reports right? YA!!! But is too much!!!


Chatted with my aunt over the phone, she sounded stressed over her job. Hope she can take things easily and dun be so agitated so easily.... Perhaps my gan chiong pattern is inherited from my mum's side. Thanks for her advise, hopefully thursday things going to turn out to be alright. Wish me best of luck....

If I have this in my hand, I will be over the rainbow.

Actually I am a big fan of potatochip, especially kettle chips, mark and spencer's chips. The best ever chips flavor is balsamic vinegar, heavenly. Light and crispy!!!

Another junkfood: The soft dough rasberries white chocolate cookies by sainsbury's. Saliva drooling.... so fruity and soft.

Unfortunately none of my craving junk-food is avaliable in spore.

If next week is not so hectic, I will have gone shopping.
I am surprised by the act of a friend whom i considered to be those hi-bye friend.

Quite disappointed with myself, if i had been more hardworking in finding ..........
But hopeful i will be getting replies.. and offer!

Assignments stacking up like a mountain....
6 modules.....

Soon a week going to end, works are slowly piling up. However I am still that slack, oh boy!!

Well spoke to wee over the phone, he sounded pretty excited about his ozzie trip. Really envy him, able to do something more related to our passion. I guess everyone's path is so that different. Sometime I really respect him, atleast he roughly know the direction of his life. Whereas I rather clueless, what actually I am seeking for my life, i dunno. Perhaps getting a degree is my objective.

That is relatively sad, for a person with no aims. Her confidence level is decreasing, in a such result-orientated world. I want back my confidence, so i can roar loudly as a lion instead of acting as a timid mouse. I want to be a sociable person like what I was like in poly. I dun want to be the "me" back in secondary school days!!

Haha,back to wee. wish him all the best!! Hope he is able to find happiness and laughter in the ozzie's land. I guess wait till 2009, we shall meet each other again together with the rest of YEP gang, sharing ur experience with us!

Originally we suppose to graduate together, now is going to be graduating around the same time but at different places and different majors. To my friend, Take care and enjoy!! :)

Perhaps alot of u guys out there, may said how interesting your uni life is. For me, I felt i like a part-timer. Sandwiched between the yr 2 and yr 1 ppls, yr 1 ppls are more friendly unlike the yr2s... Luckily i have my "part timers" friends to lean back on. I gradually enjoying their accompany, lets work hard together!!! 2 and a couple of months to go!!

Found a very dated-back photo taken in 2004 during my cptc days:

Look at it,really brought back alot of memories. I was only 18 or 17, so innocent!!
HT a friend who also my listening ear back in poly.