“Sometime the road ahead is paved with anything but good intention.”
That is the PHRASE for my life. Though I have no idea what my road ahead will be like, but I hope it will be fun, happening and fulfilling in terms of academic and personal life. Hmm get what I mean, Opps!! The following 3 years should be my last schooling days, which I will be treasuring every day. Although mugging for exams or rushing for projects and reports will be a pain in my ass, I will try to ENJOY it.
Very sorry, I had not blogged for the past weeks. Opps is past-weeks…. With a big “S”.
Apologizes, due to the fact that my house internet connection is 56k, which is pathetic slow and inefficient. Haiz…. Dun blame me okie.
Past weeks:
Fun? Some sort …. Get to meet up some friends over 2 bbq gatherings in a row. The first one was “WOW”. I really enjoyed every minutes of it, although in the beginning I was smoke screened by the Ying’s family. Ha-ha… dun worry I understand… pity S.W and myself. Chatting over the moonlight, while eating plenty homemade bbq foods with a small sip of red wine. A million thanks to the Ying’s family for being such a host, catering very delicious foods for this group of jolly foodies. Haha…
The second one was with my lecture mates. Haiz I did not really enjoy that much. Perhaps is due to the very wrong location or wrong selection of dates or maybe I was simply just tired. I just felt very out of position. Thanks to Eileen and Jaclyn, very encouraging words, I will find my way no matter what.
The official tomb sweeping day for the Tang family was held on GD Friday. The almost whole clan gathered once a again. Very big family… seized the chance to catch up with my kazzies. It had been a while, I had seen them especially kiwi and slayer. Great changes in both of them, one grew slimmer while the other one became the diva with golden locks. Both looking great… especially slayer not that Uncle anymore. Perhaps before slayer enter NS, 4 young and promising tigers of the TANG clan should meet up for dinner bah. Self praising OMG…. Slayer very free one hoh…. Organize LAH!!! This Friday I am FREE!!!
The past Saturdays were cooping at my aunt’s place playing PS with my little cousin. He is so pro with the K.O game. I was K.O after his 2 powerful strokes. SO paiseh… lose terribly to a primary one boy. After the K.O game, was a pillows fight with my little cousins. Too bad H.J was not there, or else her fat ass will be on my lap most of time. I miss her….jia you pan niu for ur first exam…
Shopping is my main target now…..
Getting my ears pierce soon… must get them done asap….tml lah
Shoes going to worn out soon….. time to get some wedges or flats…. I am too tall for heels, though H.T said must learned to wear heels. I think if I wear heels, my centre of gravity is too high, very easily will make a big fat fall.
Bags….any suggestion to purchase a very unique bag? I want those very coloured ones not the usual ones.
I am going for my sleep cum talk show…. GD nite !! ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZ
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Saturday, April 08, 2006
After a few drastic stressfully and anxiety-packed days, I finally received a letter from NTU. Past few days, I seemed to lose the grip of my life. From the moment I knew most of friends got letters from NTU and NUS respectively, my heart was filled with covetous and anxiety. I could stop myself from thinking of the bad things: if I could not enter, I had waste a year slogging my life at some workplace, adapting myself to 8 to 6 kind of life which I hate the most. I totally sianz, dun know how many tears I wept during the past 3 days. U should have imagine how sadden I was. My poly friends kept assuring me that I should be able to enter, even my lecturer who called to ask me to go back to NP for an interview to assist the school in renewing their license assured me that based on my good result should be having no problem in entering NTU/NUS.
Working hard, developed a strong passion in the engineering field. I finally have gotten directly into Environmental Engineering second year. Although I was unable to have a chance to became a chemical engineer. However environmental engineering was a perhaps a better choice for me, since every chemical/ oil industry require an environmental engineer to assist them in dealing those waste produced from their production process. The coming 3 years going to be very thorny, especially I had to direct entry to second year. My senior currently studying the same course had been complaining that is very difficult. Hopefully my 3 years in NTU will be smooth sailing, and last thing try to enjoy the last period of my study years. Play Hard and work hard!!
Although yet to receive news from NUS, high chances I should be studying in NTU. In other words, I do not have chance to know any future doctors.
PS to HUiting: Hey I know why u wants to get into NUS chemistry, cos u want a doctor boyfriend right? But in NTU, Weiwei is waiting for U…..How?
Last but no least, I finally was able to graduate from a school without any regret. From PSLE to O-level, I cried my way home. PSLE turned out to my turning point of my life. I was expected to get at least 220 and above based on my prelim. But I gotten 204, my mum who have high expectation of me then, wept at the very moment when she heard my result. I cried on my way home and I never stepped another foot back into my primary school. I hate myself and my primary school. O-level: Another disaster. Since my bad experience with PSLE, I worked super hard during my secondary years. I was topped in Literature and India History for my lower secondary years, eventually got into triple sciences stream. But I found out biology was not my cup of tea, dropped biology and focused on my other subjects. O-level turned out to be flop, gotten very good results for all the subjects except English. I failed English, due to that I was unable to enter JC. I cried again on my way home and again never stepped my foot again in that horrible school.
Finally Ngee Ann Poly, has able me to graduate without any regret. Very thankful, great friends were make………. Thank YOU!!
I will like to thank Dr Ming ( Newcastle) for giving me advise on choosing the course. Very thankful, I will treat U dinner when u come to Singapore. Let’s go Makan.
Working hard, developed a strong passion in the engineering field. I finally have gotten directly into Environmental Engineering second year. Although I was unable to have a chance to became a chemical engineer. However environmental engineering was a perhaps a better choice for me, since every chemical/ oil industry require an environmental engineer to assist them in dealing those waste produced from their production process. The coming 3 years going to be very thorny, especially I had to direct entry to second year. My senior currently studying the same course had been complaining that is very difficult. Hopefully my 3 years in NTU will be smooth sailing, and last thing try to enjoy the last period of my study years. Play Hard and work hard!!
Although yet to receive news from NUS, high chances I should be studying in NTU. In other words, I do not have chance to know any future doctors.
PS to HUiting: Hey I know why u wants to get into NUS chemistry, cos u want a doctor boyfriend right? But in NTU, Weiwei is waiting for U…..How?
Last but no least, I finally was able to graduate from a school without any regret. From PSLE to O-level, I cried my way home. PSLE turned out to my turning point of my life. I was expected to get at least 220 and above based on my prelim. But I gotten 204, my mum who have high expectation of me then, wept at the very moment when she heard my result. I cried on my way home and I never stepped another foot back into my primary school. I hate myself and my primary school. O-level: Another disaster. Since my bad experience with PSLE, I worked super hard during my secondary years. I was topped in Literature and India History for my lower secondary years, eventually got into triple sciences stream. But I found out biology was not my cup of tea, dropped biology and focused on my other subjects. O-level turned out to be flop, gotten very good results for all the subjects except English. I failed English, due to that I was unable to enter JC. I cried again on my way home and again never stepped my foot again in that horrible school.
Finally Ngee Ann Poly, has able me to graduate without any regret. Very thankful, great friends were make………. Thank YOU!!
I will like to thank Dr Ming ( Newcastle) for giving me advise on choosing the course. Very thankful, I will treat U dinner when u come to Singapore. Let’s go Makan.
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Tidying my room as well as clearing some old stuffs.
Came across my old diary; which contained some of my favorite poems.
Here is one which I wish to share:
Title: FUNNY HOW LOVE CAN BE
Like a shawl of invisibility,
that arranges over unknowning eyes,
Temporaily blinding the heart's windows,
before showing at the right time in a nice surprise.
Or like a dubious but mightly form of anesthetic,
that suddenly befalls upon a ready tongue.
Rendering the stuttering tendency,
to one who had been stung.
Like a tsunami of amnesia,
that may totally sweep away all else.
But to selectively spare a certain plot of land,
where yearning buds of love blossom by themselves.
Or like an all-knowing being in a squarish screen,
bringing every stray strand of hearts closer.
Manifested in those arcane symbols amid a technological wonder.
Like a miraculous fifth season,
that goes between hot, cold, wet and dry.
Completely unpredictable and extremely volatile,
to shine laughter on a heart,
or with rain to make it cry.
PS: Though I am a hopeless in relationship, but I am not in a hurry.
Recently felt very restless, regarding the NUS thingy. IS it game over for me? How come some GPA lower than me able to enter those weird courses which we are uncut to choose in the very first place? Puzzled!! When I receive the enrolment package? WHen?????
Bright note: I received my 3 week temp job pay!! Yesh finally I contributed some $$$ to my CPF account. What a loafer I am, finally make some contribution to the society by paying $0.50 to CDAC. Heheh....
Came across my old diary; which contained some of my favorite poems.
Here is one which I wish to share:
Title: FUNNY HOW LOVE CAN BE
Like a shawl of invisibility,
that arranges over unknowning eyes,
Temporaily blinding the heart's windows,
before showing at the right time in a nice surprise.
Or like a dubious but mightly form of anesthetic,
that suddenly befalls upon a ready tongue.
Rendering the stuttering tendency,
to one who had been stung.
Like a tsunami of amnesia,
that may totally sweep away all else.
But to selectively spare a certain plot of land,
where yearning buds of love blossom by themselves.
Or like an all-knowing being in a squarish screen,
bringing every stray strand of hearts closer.
Manifested in those arcane symbols amid a technological wonder.
Like a miraculous fifth season,
that goes between hot, cold, wet and dry.
Completely unpredictable and extremely volatile,
to shine laughter on a heart,
or with rain to make it cry.
PS: Though I am a hopeless in relationship, but I am not in a hurry.
Recently felt very restless, regarding the NUS thingy. IS it game over for me? How come some GPA lower than me able to enter those weird courses which we are uncut to choose in the very first place? Puzzled!! When I receive the enrolment package? WHen?????
Bright note: I received my 3 week temp job pay!! Yesh finally I contributed some $$$ to my CPF account. What a loafer I am, finally make some contribution to the society by paying $0.50 to CDAC. Heheh....
