Saturday, April 08, 2006

After a few drastic stressfully and anxiety-packed days, I finally received a letter from NTU. Past few days, I seemed to lose the grip of my life. From the moment I knew most of friends got letters from NTU and NUS respectively, my heart was filled with covetous and anxiety. I could stop myself from thinking of the bad things: if I could not enter, I had waste a year slogging my life at some workplace, adapting myself to 8 to 6 kind of life which I hate the most. I totally sianz, dun know how many tears I wept during the past 3 days. U should have imagine how sadden I was. My poly friends kept assuring me that I should be able to enter, even my lecturer who called to ask me to go back to NP for an interview to assist the school in renewing their license assured me that based on my good result should be having no problem in entering NTU/NUS.

Working hard, developed a strong passion in the engineering field. I finally have gotten directly into Environmental Engineering second year. Although I was unable to have a chance to became a chemical engineer. However environmental engineering was a perhaps a better choice for me, since every chemical/ oil industry require an environmental engineer to assist them in dealing those waste produced from their production process. The coming 3 years going to be very thorny, especially I had to direct entry to second year. My senior currently studying the same course had been complaining that is very difficult. Hopefully my 3 years in NTU will be smooth sailing, and last thing try to enjoy the last period of my study years. Play Hard and work hard!!

Although yet to receive news from NUS, high chances I should be studying in NTU. In other words, I do not have chance to know any future doctors.
PS to HUiting: Hey I know why u wants to get into NUS chemistry, cos u want a doctor boyfriend right? But in NTU, Weiwei is waiting for U…..How?

Last but no least, I finally was able to graduate from a school without any regret. From PSLE to O-level, I cried my way home. PSLE turned out to my turning point of my life. I was expected to get at least 220 and above based on my prelim. But I gotten 204, my mum who have high expectation of me then, wept at the very moment when she heard my result. I cried on my way home and I never stepped another foot back into my primary school. I hate myself and my primary school. O-level: Another disaster. Since my bad experience with PSLE, I worked super hard during my secondary years. I was topped in Literature and India History for my lower secondary years, eventually got into triple sciences stream. But I found out biology was not my cup of tea, dropped biology and focused on my other subjects. O-level turned out to be flop, gotten very good results for all the subjects except English. I failed English, due to that I was unable to enter JC. I cried again on my way home and again never stepped my foot again in that horrible school.

Finally Ngee Ann Poly, has able me to graduate without any regret. Very thankful, great friends were make………. Thank YOU!!

I will like to thank Dr Ming ( Newcastle) for giving me advise on choosing the course. Very thankful, I will treat U dinner when u come to Singapore. Let’s go Makan.

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