Ola OLA ola.... well yesterday was my secondary classmates gathering. Most of them turned up especially him, I did felt honoured when he mentioned that he was giving me face by turning up at the gathering. I sensed that he was been isolated most of time during the gathering, i was a badie as i sticked to my own comfort zone, hardly spoke to him either. Which make me felt so guilty, i donot wan to lose this friend, but sometime his way of spinning tales really do freak me out at some point. perhaps if there is some time left..... i maybe may ask him out for a dinner to patch up the missing 4 years of our lifes.

To this special friend:

I know you are indeed special, thank for making my secondary life so interesting. If without you, i perhaps still be a little girl staying in her own boundaries or sticking close to her close friend without any thoughts of mixing around. I know you have your difficulties for being absent for so long, perhaps i will never know what are they, neither do i wish to know. I just hope we can just be friends and hang out often. I am neutral.... whatever had happen did happen just let it passed..... Gain a close friend is a greatest present i can give to myself. Hope you share the same thoughts as me.

Shuling