IS mostly likely.... I going to learn independent!! Going to be like xia be a loner in sch.

Well 3 more weeks of school!!

Haiz...exams coming
how to revise all?.....while ppls kept piling work on you?
HAiz zz z zzz


PS: Someone find joy in hardship, well let me be the one. HopefullY....
got the direction of my life!! YEAH!!

Gotten new mobile number, Hey hey miss me can call me!! Hahha I am siao...
Ya is true, i will be very bored in school.

Tml in CL with lesey, and MAy fang...... zzzzzzz...loner in the world of shitsss....

Dec I looking forward to it with eagerness.

Hey sec friends( PING PING, TIFF TIFF and KANG KANG),

TCW coming back on the 7 dec, yeah!!
Seeing stars and moon, along the bench, sipping down cocktails ......with great accompany and talks.... ideal !!!
Or
Under the blazing sun, playing volleyball?

Or midnight mahjong ?


mahjong perks me up.
Terrence said his place is forever OPEN for mahjong man!! Hahah...so funny...

To a friend,

"Running away is not the ideal solution to solve the problem."

Perhaps you will not read my blog, I just wish that you do consider your decision carefully perhaps with a second thoughts. You should have try or strive before thinking of......well. You are not the only one, Who is not struggling in that place?

Well I am not asking u to stay behind for my own selfish reason, with/without u, perhaps at first I might not used to it. At most, alone also steady one mah.....I also been through this stage.

Whatever decision you make, I respect it.
I understand, if given a choice or capability =$$$$$$ I will have stay in UK to complete my degree in a course I love.

Well I can only said I live in a world of reality. Harsh Reality indeed. Kudo to your courage and belief.

To another friend:

" I promised I Definitely be there!! No matter how hard it will be, I will ace through. I will be there to encourage you, the same way you did to me. See ya in that place 2 years from now."

PS: TO those who is wondering anything wrong with me..... I am VERY FINE...NO worries... Let me straighten up.... Yeah!!

NANO Term paper...8000 words... I will beat U man!! I will...i know.

Long weekend ahead.....
Going out on sun i suppose....

Well today is friday... Math tutorial i dunno how to do for the double tutorial. JUz finish my nano tutorial.....

Have to do programming tutorial.... tml

now i shall do my nano project...... sick man....

shld i delete this blog.....pretty addictive to blog reading....

i think i should .....

i shld terminate my internet subscription....
so many temptation... youtube.....wadlau leh............
how how........

rubbish post................

i am crazy

Read this :

There are 283 days till my next birthday starting from today. My 21st birthday...which falls on a sunday!
Radiating how am I going to celebrate?...Random Thoughts anyway.

Oh Yah...
The description of my Birth tree is pretty associated well with my character.

Your birth tree is

Cypress, the Faithfulness

Strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, happy,content,optimistic, needs enough money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied (hmmm....this i no clue about it), faithful, quick-tempered (TRUE),unruly, pedantic and careless.

DO u all agree? HAhha I am cypress tree....

Tired....
Lost in the world of notes....
Someone please shine the light to lead me out.

I need to clear away some of my stuffs.
Not now... i am tired
ZZZZ

I hate MArketing.....
I hate Projects....
I am stuck in the assignment which need to be handed up on Wed....TML :<<<
Waste my time thinking ....wad to crap....GOD KNOWS PAPer clip got product lifecycle meh?

WAH THE HELLL........

HAiz...i guess my entire week is to be spend on projects!!

MOoddy

Slacking weekend

My long weekends were spent on nothing but playing.
I completed GOong on Youtube....OMG ....the SHIN is very shuai and the princess is very pretty and cute. I want to be like her loh.
Love Goong so much.....someone send me the songs

Sunday went to lesey's birthday celebration...at essential brews followed by Halo bar. FUN !! Nice food, accompany and everything. Took alot of pictures... but i looked horrible ..cos i never slept well the day before...slept at 2am...watching goong mah...

Boring!!

Marketing assignment.... Argh!!

Another week coming to an end, another indication that my projects' due dates are drawing nearer to me. My nano term paper still left untouched. :( Monday I need to piang on it.

Well, I flunk one of my tests (physic paper I failed)while the rest were i just hit the pass margin. I am very disheartened, especially I had put pretty much efforts in my physic, what I get in return (failure). Perhaps my study method is wrong, something need to be change. It is really irritating, fingers crossed I can pass all my modules this sem. Really!!

Another disheartening blog entry, when am I going to blog a happy entry regard to study matter? I am radiating!!!

Sad sad sad miserable.....
...
..
.
well life still move on..................
That is how my life works...

Finally, I cleared all my horrible midterm tests. Haiz, hopefully I can passed man.

After the horrible physic paper (like buying TOTO like that) which ended at 9pm...sucky timing. I was totally drained, dragged myself to bukit panjang mac to meet up with my buddies. Well my effort never gone to the drain, we shared our thoughts and worries together. They really gave me the energy to move me on.

Though everyone is facing difficulties in one way and another, I believe we will improve. Be it as academic or NS matter or even silly relationship problem hahah, i believe we shall able to handle them well. Viola, chatted until 1.30 am, had to take cab home...but is worth for those good times.

Today went out for project meeting,i was stoning there bascially. Really dunno what to contribute in the discussion,i was such a lousy groupmate. After meet up with my parent and bro, went about in bugis and chinatown.

It had been a long time since I went to chinatown, although chinatown is somesort of oldie place more suitable for those old folks. However for me, I do enjoyed going there, brought back old memories and let me feel connected to my roots.

Plus point: I ate ice-kachang and almond paste at the same time interval, YAyaya!!. I am so glutton. Hahahah....who cares....
And Mum brought me a short, so happy.......

Well, I am braver now. I shall not break down so easily, i hope so.
Like my uncle said, take things easy, look at the bright side.

I hope i shall not cry over study matters again.
Return the bubbly side of me, i dun wish to be frowning all the times, worrying about school work.....

Ciao everyone.

Did something which i cannot forgive myself, I was so stupid. Yeah I know I was......
Mistook an hour paper as 2 hour, can u imagine how painful i was feeling.

I think if i was still the old me back in poly, i will be cursing and swearing like crazy. Now I am somehow of immune to failure, biggest hurdle in front i shall jump as high as i can.

Jia YOu!!! Cheer me on for my physic and programming .......
Coming weekend... I shall chill out.
SUnday holland V....

Well, went back to school for some project meetup and consultation.

Nanotechnology.... now get a clearer picture. Hopefully can make a visit to IMRE, then chiong all the way for my term paper. Fingers cross, luck needed to complete my term paper.

The girls told me math is difficult, especially M.F who shared the same standard as me. SO now i have to round up my nano, and start on my math. I know i am way behind, hope i can attempt the past papers without much disappointment.

Someone is missing me loh.....dun think wrongly, he is a close buddy of mine ( I am chio mei Haha). In fact tons of my friends had been missing me hahha, since I had been freezing my social life so long. Felt so honoured!!
Well, I will try my best to take some time out and go for a cuppa with you and the gals. I missed you guys also...very loh!!

Seems to me everyone is concerned about me, in particular my aunts. They are right, dumped away those horrible thoughts...... just passed will do......
freakish tests....taxing ...

I shall work hard not for those A grades but merely for those passes.
Let me pass for all my modules in particular to physic, math and programming.

I am not those geeks who intend to further my studies.

I am just a simply girl next door who trying to get a degree and after that work,continue to live with a simple life in a HDB flat surround with friends and family. Nothing ambitious wah.... so god aim me to pass all my modules and smoothsailing get me through my 3 years course.

Thanks Kuzzies ( xia, wenjie and shuying) Hahha wenjie jia you for ur promos..... I believe u can ..... better do better than us... smarties panties... ahahah!!!

I am determined to start my revision for my nanotechnology. (9 chaps of quantum physic) Kill me....
4pm....mugged till 1am Hopefully can complete at least half....
I know i am ambitious ..... ahhaha...hopefully bah

Tml perhaps going back to NP to study....

Hope i am not tempted to watch DVDS...over there...
Still thinking whether i shld go....

Missy's programming, physic and math all untouch?
High chances...I am going to fluck...all....

Haiz..blame on my low IQ....
Increase my brain power bah!!

Projects and Projects.....
I have not start my revision.....
DIE la

FAilure
Failure F#$^&*( You.......
I am not a failure.....
I will JIA You.....
Yes I will...

Even I was feeling horrible today, a few seconds with you brighten my mind.......I appreciated that!

But now i shall erase YOu from my mind.... for the time being........
Fantasy shall escape from reality.......Now is reality...fantasy is 4/12/08.

Lets Jia You Together!!

Rubbish Post!!!

Photo Whoring:

Michael's:
 

Zhi Wei's:
  

Photowhoring!!


Mine's:
 

Lesey's:
 

Eunice's:
 

Jia Wei's:
  

Woohoo smashing great time, ever had since I surrendered my social life to sucky NUS.
SHit to the sickening studies....heck care!!

Lalala, went to Newton food centre to have dinner. Though the food was not that amazing, overall still not that bad.

Haha the usual us.... left out HT. See Ya on 8/10/06!! Okie?

AFter the meal, we decided to go for a drive to CHANGI. Saw airplanes......
Well we decided to have some drinks along the Changi beach bar. HAHha I shall lets the photos do all the talking.


CHeers!!!


LS and SL.... Miss her, especially in NUS.


Eunice and Me.... Miss her too....


Guys chilling out....botaks!!

Stay tuned for the next entry where we played photowhoring!!