LAME is the word.
I cannot figure how lame they can be, perhaps there isn't much entertainment to keep them busy. These few days were crazy, making so much unneccessary noises. Fighting over small little things, wth. Now I was dragged into the pictures, shit! Crazy......
I am VERY ANGRY.......
On the bright side, I gotten my result back. I passed all my modules, lousy cap score but still I am able to proceed to next sem, very contented leh. Lousy cap score all thanks to my programming... which I somehow expected it to be a C grade!
8 jan is another 3 months long battle.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
LAME is the word.
I cannot figure how lame they can be, perhaps there isn't much entertainment to keep them busy. These few days were crazy, making so much unneccessary noises. Fighting over small little things, wth. Now I was dragged into the pictures, shit! Crazy......
I am VERY ANGRY.......
On the bright side, I gotten my result back. I passed all my modules, lousy cap score but still I am able to proceed to next sem, very contented leh. Lousy cap score all thanks to my programming... which I somehow expected it to be a C grade!
8 jan is another 3 months long battle.
I cannot figure how lame they can be, perhaps there isn't much entertainment to keep them busy. These few days were crazy, making so much unneccessary noises. Fighting over small little things, wth. Now I was dragged into the pictures, shit! Crazy......
I am VERY ANGRY.......
On the bright side, I gotten my result back. I passed all my modules, lousy cap score but still I am able to proceed to next sem, very contented leh. Lousy cap score all thanks to my programming... which I somehow expected it to be a C grade!
8 jan is another 3 months long battle.
Friday, December 22, 2006
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Muthu's curry
Yesterday was a friday, met up with L.s and 540 and went shopping at bugis. We covered almost the entire of bugis street and icon. The best part of all, both girls forced me to try out a tube dress. Yupz, I did try and it fitted nicely. Haha first time wore a tube dress, so lousy right? Haha! But is fun!! Little girl growing up give me time lah!! ( I know is slow.... Hehhe). Oh ya, we also went to mango sale, although is 50% off but still their clothings are still very expensive. Both of them chosen a couple of clothings and went to fitting while I was waiting outside like their boyfriends in tow, haha!! End up they brought none, because nothing of the clothing really suited them.
HT joined us for Dinner at Muthu's Curry. We ordered fish head's curry, tandoori chicken, mixed vegetable skewers( look like shit serious),2 naan, rice and drinks. The total price is about $72, quite reasonable. Somemore the food is pretty good, especially the fish head curry and the tandoori chicken. First time eaten indian cuisine in a restaurant, perhaps we should invade Little India to look for cheaper and nicer indian cuisine... should be worth a try.
After the heavy meal, we walked to marina square ( Mango again), cos 540 want to look for her hiphop jacket. Then we went to eat icecream, 540 treat, thanks !!!
Had a long chat over the icecream, great laughters and jokes. I enjoyed it!!
Looking forward to coming sat outing!! Beach Game!! East coast Park!! Hahaha...kayaking... Yeah!!... And to catch up with the poly frenzs....hope all of them turn UP !!
HT joined us for Dinner at Muthu's Curry. We ordered fish head's curry, tandoori chicken, mixed vegetable skewers( look like shit serious),2 naan, rice and drinks. The total price is about $72, quite reasonable. Somemore the food is pretty good, especially the fish head curry and the tandoori chicken. First time eaten indian cuisine in a restaurant, perhaps we should invade Little India to look for cheaper and nicer indian cuisine... should be worth a try.
After the heavy meal, we walked to marina square ( Mango again), cos 540 want to look for her hiphop jacket. Then we went to eat icecream, 540 treat, thanks !!!
Had a long chat over the icecream, great laughters and jokes. I enjoyed it!!
Looking forward to coming sat outing!! Beach Game!! East coast Park!! Hahaha...kayaking... Yeah!!... And to catch up with the poly frenzs....hope all of them turn UP !!
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Friday, December 08, 2006
Yesterday, went cycling at ubin with uni friends. 7 girls and 2 guys. Well, the cycling part was dangerous, one of the girl got a very deep wound on her leg. Cycling up and down the sandy path, several of the girls were literally pushing their bikes up and down the slopes. Incredibly tiring I can said. Another strong indictation that I am getting old, perhaps 10 years back I was able to cycle up slope without getting down the bike and pushing it up slope. Totally upset with myself for the lousy physical state i am in. However,the weather was not good, it rained toward the end of our trip. Hence we seeked shelter over a seafood eating place. More bonding sessions were make over the meal. The main topic for the bonding session was BGR. Wah this topic again, how come uni friends love this topic so much? Haha. God Knows.
In the mist of the meal, they threw me a question which led me to a deeper thinking. "What criteria do u look into a man to be your boyfriend?". Seriously I never thought of this question before, to me perhaps the attractive factor is more important. Back in poly days, I told a close friend of mine, I dun know anything about mutual attraction or LOVE. She was dumbfolded. Haha. Perhaps I treat every guys I know as friends or buddy. Well let all to FATE and god bah.
After the cycling trip, I was supposed to go back home to grab my stuff for the chalet. Due to a sudden change of plan, I decide to give the chalet a miss. Joined w, w and b over at bugis. These 3 amazing guys whom I know from poly, neither I was from their level nor very close with them. They still never left me out for the entire evening, very grateful for that. Laughing at B's crazy jokes until the tears almost come out, sometime is good to have so funny friends to brighten your days.
I never thought NS was so unbearable, taxing and mental stressing. Once i heard b mention how touched he was when he first made phone call back home in NS, I thought of the time I was in UK. Every phone call I made home,I was basically crying. U will not realized how much you will miss your family and friends. Your parents are the best, always willing to do things for you.
From the both of them, I learnt something, everyone has a difficult period of their life. Once we are able to cross that hurdle, we will grow up. As for these 3 amazing guys, I dunno when is the time I shall see u guys again. Well yesterday is a great evening, I enjoyed every minutes of it. Hahha, u guys are amazing really, a brunch of jolly fellos.
In the mist of the meal, they threw me a question which led me to a deeper thinking. "What criteria do u look into a man to be your boyfriend?". Seriously I never thought of this question before, to me perhaps the attractive factor is more important. Back in poly days, I told a close friend of mine, I dun know anything about mutual attraction or LOVE. She was dumbfolded. Haha. Perhaps I treat every guys I know as friends or buddy. Well let all to FATE and god bah.
After the cycling trip, I was supposed to go back home to grab my stuff for the chalet. Due to a sudden change of plan, I decide to give the chalet a miss. Joined w, w and b over at bugis. These 3 amazing guys whom I know from poly, neither I was from their level nor very close with them. They still never left me out for the entire evening, very grateful for that. Laughing at B's crazy jokes until the tears almost come out, sometime is good to have so funny friends to brighten your days.
I never thought NS was so unbearable, taxing and mental stressing. Once i heard b mention how touched he was when he first made phone call back home in NS, I thought of the time I was in UK. Every phone call I made home,I was basically crying. U will not realized how much you will miss your family and friends. Your parents are the best, always willing to do things for you.
From the both of them, I learnt something, everyone has a difficult period of their life. Once we are able to cross that hurdle, we will grow up. As for these 3 amazing guys, I dunno when is the time I shall see u guys again. Well yesterday is a great evening, I enjoyed every minutes of it. Hahha, u guys are amazing really, a brunch of jolly fellos.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
I am a healthy baby today. Not exactly actually. Hahha
Woke up at 10am, went MAC for breakfast then I went swimming. I swam almost 15 laps, whole body was aching like crazy.
Came back home around 1pm, cooked myself a kimchi soup with tofu, sprouts and egg. Bathed and went out again to meet Ping. Took 188 to vivo city, the bus journey was long, I fall asleep just nice. Haha!!
Vivo city is not nice in my opinion, so many people!!
Hence we went to orchard, and gotten some presents for MK and TIff. We ate PASTA for dinner, I had seafood pasta,while Ping had creamy scallops pasta. NICE.....
Ran into MK, and went to JAp Fastfood for his beef bowl. Walked around TAka....and went home.
TML: I will be in ubin....cycling.
PS: COunting Down 5 days to JAP BUFFET!!! :)
Woke up at 10am, went MAC for breakfast then I went swimming. I swam almost 15 laps, whole body was aching like crazy.
Came back home around 1pm, cooked myself a kimchi soup with tofu, sprouts and egg. Bathed and went out again to meet Ping. Took 188 to vivo city, the bus journey was long, I fall asleep just nice. Haha!!
Vivo city is not nice in my opinion, so many people!!
Hence we went to orchard, and gotten some presents for MK and TIff. We ate PASTA for dinner, I had seafood pasta,while Ping had creamy scallops pasta. NICE.....
Ran into MK, and went to JAp Fastfood for his beef bowl. Walked around TAka....and went home.
TML: I will be in ubin....cycling.
PS: COunting Down 5 days to JAP BUFFET!!! :)
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Grabbed some old time photos from Xia's blog.
Haha! Seeing all these photos really brought back tons of memories.
Sometimes is a blessing to be born in a very big family, because whenever we went on holiday together it will be blasting fun. I know this coming Genting trip shall be another fun one. Hopefully next time we can go to places further than Malaysia together.
The famous 4 1986 tigers in the Tang's family. Can you believe 4 of them are born within almost 2 weeks apart from each other? I am the last one :), the last one from the left. (So small.... But I am tall now compared to the early bloomers....sorry Xia and Kiwi) (Kill me for that!! Opps)
Xia and me together with some older cousins
1995's the LA trip considered one of my best trips. We went LA, Las vagues, Mexico and Hong Kong. A very long and enriching holidays with the family. PS: I was primary 4 or 5 then so chubby!!
The Forever lively cousins. I love this photo!! Miss the old times we spent together playing innovative games. Hahha
Thailand, another family trip at Dec 2002.
Thailand's trip. Look for me... a world apart right?
The recent photos of us.
Haha! Seeing all these photos really brought back tons of memories.
Sometimes is a blessing to be born in a very big family, because whenever we went on holiday together it will be blasting fun. I know this coming Genting trip shall be another fun one. Hopefully next time we can go to places further than Malaysia together.
The famous 4 1986 tigers in the Tang's family. Can you believe 4 of them are born within almost 2 weeks apart from each other? I am the last one :), the last one from the left. (So small.... But I am tall now compared to the early bloomers....sorry Xia and Kiwi) (Kill me for that!! Opps)
Xia and me together with some older cousins
1995's the LA trip considered one of my best trips. We went LA, Las vagues, Mexico and Hong Kong. A very long and enriching holidays with the family. PS: I was primary 4 or 5 then so chubby!!
The Forever lively cousins. I love this photo!! Miss the old times we spent together playing innovative games. Hahha
Thailand, another family trip at Dec 2002.
Thailand's trip. Look for me... a world apart right?
The recent photos of us.
Monday, December 04, 2006
The start of my Holis
Exams are finally over, Praying hard That I never fail any of my papers. Passes for all please!!! All Ds or Cs will be okay's as long they are all passes!!
I had been having a terrible cough for almost three weeks. Although I had a long history with cough, I drank the cough syrup which I brought at my previous workplace but no cure. Today paid a visit to the Chinese Physician, he said my body is too weak and my lungs need some medication. He told me to take plenty of rest,avoid cold drinks and fried foods. My mum was liked lamenting to the physician, any medication to make me stronger (i suppose to be fatter) cos i seems so weak like that.
Haha mummy is funny, I think I just lack of sleep, rest and exercise.
Now I shall go and watch TV.
Second Life I want to play but I cannot install the game. Tomorrow I shall reformat my laptop cos now i was not the administer. WTH!!!
I had been having a terrible cough for almost three weeks. Although I had a long history with cough, I drank the cough syrup which I brought at my previous workplace but no cure. Today paid a visit to the Chinese Physician, he said my body is too weak and my lungs need some medication. He told me to take plenty of rest,avoid cold drinks and fried foods. My mum was liked lamenting to the physician, any medication to make me stronger (i suppose to be fatter) cos i seems so weak like that.
Haha mummy is funny, I think I just lack of sleep, rest and exercise.
Now I shall go and watch TV.
Second Life I want to play but I cannot install the game. Tomorrow I shall reformat my laptop cos now i was not the administer. WTH!!!
Monday, November 27, 2006
Friday, November 24, 2006
Feeling like crying......
Mugging week coming to an end, I hAVE not completed study finish one single module.
So upset for my math...everything.... spent 2 days trying to understand what the hell does double integral and surface integral are all about? Did the tutorials, but for the past exam papers i totally at lost. Blabbershit.... IN my entire life I never felt so helpless before. Monday havig my math paper, helpsheet unprepared, i still left 5 more chapters to clear.... sianzzz
My instinct told me I am going to die for sure........
Hopefully I manage to obtain pass!!!
Mugging week coming to an end, I hAVE not completed study finish one single module.
So upset for my math...everything.... spent 2 days trying to understand what the hell does double integral and surface integral are all about? Did the tutorials, but for the past exam papers i totally at lost. Blabbershit.... IN my entire life I never felt so helpless before. Monday havig my math paper, helpsheet unprepared, i still left 5 more chapters to clear.... sianzzz
My instinct told me I am going to die for sure........
Hopefully I manage to obtain pass!!!
Monday, November 13, 2006
Sunday, November 12, 2006
I am feeling kinda of upset again, crazy thoughts of escaping from the harsh reality had been flowing inside my mind. The inner side of me calling me to give up has been louder than ever it had been.
Programming practical exam is on wednesday, which i have not really study for it. I wonder How i am going to pass this sucky module programming. Seeking for other alternatives to escape from this harsh reality, sometime i wonder if i have not chosen this route, life will be more enriching. I maybe will feel much better.
Did I mention every moment i spent in that school, I do not have a sense of belonging. I was putting an expressionless mask on my face, facing everyone in school. I totally do not enjoy it, sometime when i was in doubt, noone to turn to. Joining cindi and M.F was my greatest joy during nano lec, was the moment i most at ease.
If everything can turn back the time, i will not have choosen this place. I rather choosen some route specially designed for poly students. Perhaps that particular place will have allow me to be real me instead of putting a mask on everyday.
Holiday i shall check this out, waste a year so what? Here what i am doing now,is definetly not the things i looking for my 3 years ( lonely and panic over whether i can make it.)
If i over there, i at least know people whom i can mug with. I am really remorseful now. ( I dun know whether is it a correct choice. so shall decide when dec come. Bombarding my frenzs abt that.)
As people getting older, they usually escape from failure. They also seem to protect/ kept to themselves more, thus making new friends is difficult. ----- I am older but more unsensible...... GOD make me more grow up...
Programming practical exam is on wednesday, which i have not really study for it. I wonder How i am going to pass this sucky module programming. Seeking for other alternatives to escape from this harsh reality, sometime i wonder if i have not chosen this route, life will be more enriching. I maybe will feel much better.
Did I mention every moment i spent in that school, I do not have a sense of belonging. I was putting an expressionless mask on my face, facing everyone in school. I totally do not enjoy it, sometime when i was in doubt, noone to turn to. Joining cindi and M.F was my greatest joy during nano lec, was the moment i most at ease.
If everything can turn back the time, i will not have choosen this place. I rather choosen some route specially designed for poly students. Perhaps that particular place will have allow me to be real me instead of putting a mask on everyday.
Holiday i shall check this out, waste a year so what? Here what i am doing now,is definetly not the things i looking for my 3 years ( lonely and panic over whether i can make it.)
If i over there, i at least know people whom i can mug with. I am really remorseful now. ( I dun know whether is it a correct choice. so shall decide when dec come. Bombarding my frenzs abt that.)
As people getting older, they usually escape from failure. They also seem to protect/ kept to themselves more, thus making new friends is difficult. ----- I am older but more unsensible...... GOD make me more grow up...
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
I have a new cousin, Cheers!!!!
Can't wait to see her!!
Happy, guess the coming CNY will be very happening!!
Mom said she got the same nose as me..... in other words flat nose ... why she has to do with my damn flat nose... FUNNY!!!
Sidenote: I am feeling old,hahha... I used to be the only granddaughter of my mother's side till HuiJoo came along, and now is Her!! Hahah!!
So now is 3 granddaughters, and 5 grandsons in the CHIA's Family.... Yahoo!!
Cannot wait for holidays to come, so that I can join the guys in their mahjong/PS games or act as little kid to join my little cousins' kiddy games ( Hide and seek)...OMG but fun!!
Can't wait to see her!!
Happy, guess the coming CNY will be very happening!!
Mom said she got the same nose as me..... in other words flat nose ... why she has to do with my damn flat nose... FUNNY!!!
Sidenote: I am feeling old,hahha... I used to be the only granddaughter of my mother's side till HuiJoo came along, and now is Her!! Hahah!!
So now is 3 granddaughters, and 5 grandsons in the CHIA's Family.... Yahoo!!
Cannot wait for holidays to come, so that I can join the guys in their mahjong/PS games or act as little kid to join my little cousins' kiddy games ( Hide and seek)...OMG but fun!!
Monday, November 06, 2006
Almost Done with Nano
Today is the date due for the crazy nano paper...due time is 5pm. My group mates are making a mad rush to the submit our paper and the burnt cd-rom. Hopefully both of them are able to make it on time. FInger crossed!!!!
Well next on my list, are my nano test and programming practical exam which are coming in the following week. Followed by that a week of exam break (revision) then the follow by exams week.....(nightmares!!)
Nano test and programming practical exam i think both are equally hard. Both midterm tests i just managed to pass. Double efforts have to put in both to pull up my grades, hopefully can get pass for all modules.
As days passed, I have been trained to take things easy. For example for today's lessons, I wish to say.... I totally dun understand, neither i am building sandcastle nor i am talking. The reason is something too chim for me, more readings required.... I am a slow pacer learner. Haiz too bad for me... Have to slowly catch up if the time is ticking slower than its seems to be.
Today someone asked me, whether am i considering to change my course or withdraw from NUS..something like that. I was pretty surprised when she asked me this question, therefore I asked her what make her think that. She mentioned that most of the poly ppls in my course are having second thoughts, this applied to her as well. Mind you she is from JC, in my opinion she should able to do much better than us... SHe also found alot of things she dun realli understand especially the crazy physic and programming.... haiz.. everyone is having second thoughts. FAcing this kind of second thoughts question, i kinda immuned to it.
Now i just remained focus for this month, all this crazy works shall end..
Perhaps This is my last post for my rumbling about my studies. Hopefully when the next semester opens, I will be more positive in my studies and thinkings.
Work hard for the pass .... how pathetic can it be...
Next post shall be the fun I have during my dec holis....starting from 4 dec....
Ya... Shopping, singing, clubbing , travelling, laughing, playing, chatting .... and many more.... dun forget exercising.... i put on weight le .... return my golden weight!!!
Well next on my list, are my nano test and programming practical exam which are coming in the following week. Followed by that a week of exam break (revision) then the follow by exams week.....(nightmares!!)
Nano test and programming practical exam i think both are equally hard. Both midterm tests i just managed to pass. Double efforts have to put in both to pull up my grades, hopefully can get pass for all modules.
As days passed, I have been trained to take things easy. For example for today's lessons, I wish to say.... I totally dun understand, neither i am building sandcastle nor i am talking. The reason is something too chim for me, more readings required.... I am a slow pacer learner. Haiz too bad for me... Have to slowly catch up if the time is ticking slower than its seems to be.
Today someone asked me, whether am i considering to change my course or withdraw from NUS..something like that. I was pretty surprised when she asked me this question, therefore I asked her what make her think that. She mentioned that most of the poly ppls in my course are having second thoughts, this applied to her as well. Mind you she is from JC, in my opinion she should able to do much better than us... SHe also found alot of things she dun realli understand especially the crazy physic and programming.... haiz.. everyone is having second thoughts. FAcing this kind of second thoughts question, i kinda immuned to it.
Now i just remained focus for this month, all this crazy works shall end..
Perhaps This is my last post for my rumbling about my studies. Hopefully when the next semester opens, I will be more positive in my studies and thinkings.
Work hard for the pass .... how pathetic can it be...
Next post shall be the fun I have during my dec holis....starting from 4 dec....
Ya... Shopping, singing, clubbing , travelling, laughing, playing, chatting .... and many more.... dun forget exercising.... i put on weight le .... return my golden weight!!!
Thursday, November 02, 2006
I never went for my math tutorial today, well reason is simply I have not finish my tutorial. So Tml shall join the chem eng's ppl one.
Now listening to matchbox twenty " HAnd Me" ..... Nice." All the troubles down"
Jus now had lunch with the chem girls ( L.s, H.T, Eu). SO nice of them to stay back to have lunch with me. Gleeming!!! They sounded quite sadden with all their endless reports. I can guess neither one of us are happy over here. Sense of tiredness on our faces.... and mentally strained... JIA YOU!!!
Well, 6 dec shall be our date. REALLI LOoking deperately forward to it.
Back to my math tutorial .... !!
Now listening to matchbox twenty " HAnd Me" ..... Nice." All the troubles down"
Jus now had lunch with the chem girls ( L.s, H.T, Eu). SO nice of them to stay back to have lunch with me. Gleeming!!! They sounded quite sadden with all their endless reports. I can guess neither one of us are happy over here. Sense of tiredness on our faces.... and mentally strained... JIA YOU!!!
Well, 6 dec shall be our date. REALLI LOoking deperately forward to it.
Back to my math tutorial .... !!
Angry for several reasons:
1) Lost as usual
2) Nano paper I am tired with it.... Drag and slow not solving the problem!!
3) Competition issued from a person who u think u are relied on...WTH? I think that person is crazy..... Now I aimed to put in my best effort... Somehow next time I will not be working as an engineer either, perhaps I can be a fashion designer...(project runway) Hahah....
4) Lousy Time Management.... Sorry to my buddy!!
5) Body malfunctioning..... Excessive eating.... Heck care about my wellbeing...
6) Basically I hate myself for putting myself in such a shit.
Happy For several reasons:
1) Do U all know my aunts and uncle are very tech savy!! Haha...we communicate through MSN, SMS and phone calls! So advance!! Luckily they are there to share my woes and encourage me to move on. Love u all!! Muack!! Can't wait to see my littles dearie kuzzies. I really missed them !!!
2) Positive Thoughts.....
3) Someone planning activites to keep me occupy during my dec holiday...YAyaya....(Will I be riding a plane this holis???) hahah!!!
ANticipating for the worst yet looking forward for the JOYS after the nightmares!!!
1) Lost as usual
2) Nano paper I am tired with it.... Drag and slow not solving the problem!!
3) Competition issued from a person who u think u are relied on...WTH? I think that person is crazy..... Now I aimed to put in my best effort... Somehow next time I will not be working as an engineer either, perhaps I can be a fashion designer...(project runway) Hahah....
4) Lousy Time Management.... Sorry to my buddy!!
5) Body malfunctioning..... Excessive eating.... Heck care about my wellbeing...
6) Basically I hate myself for putting myself in such a shit.
Happy For several reasons:
1) Do U all know my aunts and uncle are very tech savy!! Haha...we communicate through MSN, SMS and phone calls! So advance!! Luckily they are there to share my woes and encourage me to move on. Love u all!! Muack!! Can't wait to see my littles dearie kuzzies. I really missed them !!!
2) Positive Thoughts.....
3) Someone planning activites to keep me occupy during my dec holiday...YAyaya....(Will I be riding a plane this holis???) hahah!!!
ANticipating for the worst yet looking forward for the JOYS after the nightmares!!!
