Does anyone like me who has a phobia standing on the weight scale? Are you curious about your weight yet reluctant to know the actual figure? I had not been weighting myself for a long period of time even since I started working. According to report, they said once you are inadaptable with the new environment, you tend to pile on more weight. This implies to those who just entered the working life; that is me.

Being a temp worker for almost 4 months, I hardly kept to the strict diet I had back in UK. Apart from that, I have not gone jogging once. Freakily terrible, what on earth I was busy myself with?

Weekdays occupied me with the 8 to 6 job, reached home with the objective of relaxing in front of TV set. Had dinner, fruits, chocolate cum snacks and sometime (most of time) I will cooked Maggie mee for supper.

Weekends, I usually had my meals outside. Hang out with friends or family.

Ya, in no time, I shall return to the fatty me. Please don’t say I am very slim, give me some motivation. By saying
“SHuling you are terribly FAT!!”

Pray hard I will stick to my exercise and diet routine I had in UK. Perhaps when you are too free or lonely, you tend to be more conscious about your surrounding and lifestyle.

Over the weekend, I met up with my primary school friends at Just Noodles followed by Ben & Jerry’s. It’s had been 8 years since we ever contact each other. Initially I was worried that everyone will be like on guards, hold within their own boundaries. It turned out to be vastly different; we bonded pretty well, sharing with each other‘s stories. Giggling at the past’s jokes/ rumors, the feeling was great. It’s really what we are back in south view primary school, everyone was native and innocent. There were so many things to be catching up that we eventually reached CCK at 1am. Well girls, lets meet up again okie?

working sux to the core!!

I am frantically bored at work. Yesterday was a terrible day; I was scolded by one of higher position person for surfing the net and using msn excessively in front of everyone. Being the first one being scolded by her, I felt indirectly at fault when she scolded kok lay after me. First time being scolded in working field, so embarrassed hoped this is going to be the last time.

I am going to end my work on the 14/7/06. The third week of July will be on camp, while the rest until school open will be staying at home relaxing (or on a short gateway to Malaysia). Have a relaxed mind before bury myself with the agony of studying/examinations.

CLICK ON THE PICTURE!!

Finally I have graduated from my poly schooling; it is time to move on to my university education. Hopefully I will be doing fine over there for the upcoming 4 years. The road ahead is not easy, I hope I can yield satisfaction and joy from it.

Finally NP graduation photo: Click here!!!

Yesterday was Wednesday; my favorite day of the week. There is project runway and Singapore idol airing on that day. Sadly Daniel was eliminated, though I hope to be san Antoine, really cannot stand his winning ego. Pissing me off every week, yesterday his design looked so Moulin rouge while Daniel’s design was the ordinary but with a trace of vintage.

I missed the Singapore idol, spare some time packing my clothing and battery charger for my genting trip. Cannot wait, Road cum feasting trip. Today is my graduation day, so troublesome i don’t have any makeup collection, hence I just put on lipstick. Shit later I will be looking damn shag, unable to sleep well and no makeup camouflage. Sick!! Most likely I will doze off while waiting for my turn. zzzzZZZz….

Oh ya, yesterday I did something wrong, must said very sorry to her for unable to help her. Very sorry, please do not blame me.

Yesterday was Wednesday; my favorite day of the week. There is project runway and Singapore idol airing on that day. Sadly Daniel was eliminated, though I hope to be san Antoine, really cannot stand his winning ego. Pissing me off every week, yesterday his design looked so Moulin rouge while Daniel’s design was the ordinary but with a trace of vintage.

I missed the Singapore idol, spare some time packing my clothing and battery charger for my genting trip. Cannot wait, Road cum feasting trip. Today is my graduation day, so troublesome i don’t have any makeup collection, hence I just put on lipstick. Shit later I will be looking damn shag, unable to sleep well and no makeup camouflage. Sick!! Most likely I will doze off while waiting for my turn. zzzzZZZz….

Oh ya, yesterday I did something wrong, must said very sorry to her for unable to help her. Very sorry, please do not blame me.

Yesterday I was undergoing Monday blues, at some point of time I dread of going to work. Dragging my heavy body and headed to workplace, to my dismay even my buddy was not coming to work left me and ah lay. The entire office was very quiet; my department left me and another colleague. As a typical temp worker since my bosses were not there, my entire morning was catered to net surfing, constantly being bombarded by xia asking for comments on the items she eyeing on. Though she labeled herself as Banned, to me she seemed unbanned, frantic shopper (mad woman) rushing to be in the spree before it’s closed. Hahah. Today she no longer working in that army camp, no one kept me entertain. So boring!! Sob sob!

Went home as usual, Mum was sick. No one accompanied me to continue watching the HK serial; hence I watched the superband and the dance show on channel 5 with daddy. Superband was nice, especially J3 and “Lost way Soldiers”. I prefer “lost way soldiers’, though J3 is my seniors, well do not really know them either. Watched the Japan vs Australia match, joined in only after the first half because I do not wish to abandon Tay Ping Hui. Well it is exciting to see the Japanese panicked while the Australians scored.

TONIGHT SEE HOW THE KOREANS FARE!!!!

Look at this photo:



Is it disgusting?


Damn I had been through it yesterday, though time had change. My ear holes were produced using a powerful gun sending one of the earrings through my massive thick earlobe. It was definitely hurting, terribly painful. I wonder how on earth people can endure the pain having their nipples or groins pierce. They must be jumping up and down yelling %^&$%^&* after piercing.

If you ask me, whether I wish to have another piercing. Definitely no man! Pray hard I will not need to undergo another piercing.

Well yesterday afternoon I had a fond for beancurd, ginko dessert, unexpectedly my mum read my mind. She cooked a big pot of that yummy dessert for us; I had a large share of it. Taste so fantastic!

Today something happened in the office, a not very pleasure day to me. The place I am sitting now is going to make way for the new management support officer. In other word, I may be retrenched. Shitty day indeed, hopefully my job end at end june if not
I will be broke and rotting at home like a wailing ghost. No job = no $$, no $$ = stay at home, Stay at home = Maid, Maid = Scolding from MUM for no doing anything at home. Rescue me from the agony of being a maid, and being broke.

In this cold weather, i wish i got a chance to have this.

Ginko, barley and beancurd plus a hard boiled egg......superb!!!

Ten reasons of not going to the marina square steamboat.

1. Not air-conditioned
2. Sulky customer service
3. Unhygienic food
4. Horrible location
5. Horrible food
6. Toxic: Cancer-prone way of cooking
7. Touting at the MRT station
8. Food available not worth the price except for the live prawn
9. Next day will fell sick after eating, either sore throat or food poisoning
10. Rowdy crowds
    
    No more…. This kind of place……………………………………
    To my friends/ cousins: Please do not suggest this place, spare me the agony!!
    
    PS: To huiping…….
    
    End of July coming hor….. Ben & Jerry Café should be open le hoh……. My HMMmmmmmm there can?
    Heheheh……. Hopefully there is something interesting about this café or we go Jap buffet in suntec…….
    
    The last treat before we go in UNI!!!!! Yayayay Woohooo!!!.... ask the gang along….!! The reason Is MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

A piece of thought: Why on this world there someone so cruel to me? Is he up above watching/ observing me under his watchful pair of eyes? Am I behaving good or bad today? Am I mistreating my family again? Am I bullying my friends? Or am I deceiving myself again?

Whatever that happens, I am handled by myself. When I am tired, I just throw in the towel, regardless of the consequence. Tired and called it a day, that what I want my life to be. Simple and easy, but how many people on this earth is able to enjoy this kind of life. Spend a lazy afternoon reading a novel, with a soulmate sharing my woes, or with my pals / family playing mahjong, while meanwhile whip out a sinful dessert and share among my loved ones. That’s the life…… but I have to endure at least for another 5 to 6 years in order to have all this.

After sharing my thoughts to someone, I no longer felt that guilty. Actually it was not my fault of making u felt lonely, I did interact with you remember? I was with in comfort zone, YES! I prefer their accompany, that’s the bottom-line. Maybe I am no used to your presence or your ego making me uneasy. Please forgive me for being so cold; meanwhile give me some time to accept your ego and spinning tales.

Thanks for spending time listening to my craps....meanwhile I helped you wasting ur force leave... HAHha

After a long battle between NTU and NUS.......
I had decided to choose NUS.
Reason is simple: NUS envirnoment engineering is more focus on chemical engineering. That is the main decision.

ps: Seniors are nice looking..... LOoking forward to camp!!!

Serene & YY join the chemical eng & env eng society camp eh.... looking forward to see you guys there!!

Ola OLA ola.... well yesterday was my secondary classmates gathering. Most of them turned up especially him, I did felt honoured when he mentioned that he was giving me face by turning up at the gathering. I sensed that he was been isolated most of time during the gathering, i was a badie as i sticked to my own comfort zone, hardly spoke to him either. Which make me felt so guilty, i donot wan to lose this friend, but sometime his way of spinning tales really do freak me out at some point. perhaps if there is some time left..... i maybe may ask him out for a dinner to patch up the missing 4 years of our lifes.

To this special friend:

I know you are indeed special, thank for making my secondary life so interesting. If without you, i perhaps still be a little girl staying in her own boundaries or sticking close to her close friend without any thoughts of mixing around. I know you have your difficulties for being absent for so long, perhaps i will never know what are they, neither do i wish to know. I just hope we can just be friends and hang out often. I am neutral.... whatever had happen did happen just let it passed..... Gain a close friend is a greatest present i can give to myself. Hope you share the same thoughts as me.

Shuling

Can anyone please spare me an ideal eating place ideal for holding a gathering? Recently I had been busy meeting up friends, up on the list is this Saturday at meiling’s place bbq. Following by the kuzzie’s meet up at marina on this coming Monday and then 3rd june going to meet up some of the poly friends and also celebrating kc’s birthday. 3rd june I am in charge of organizing but till now I still have not think of a place to hang out yet. People I have not inform them, shit I hate to be one organizing. Hard to accommodate everyone’s preference, some on tight budget while some is pretty okie with anything but never voice out where they wish to go to. Any cool hangout places especially we intend just to have a dinner… that all.

Decision making is irritating and tiresome. I have to make the correct decision and expect this decision will not make me regret in the future. Why like this so troublesome and headache?

If you have no idea what I am lamenting in the above section, allow me to update you. I, Missy Tang received an offer from NUS environment engineering. Yah that environment engineering again… not some other courses. So which one should I choose, NTU allow me to direct 2nd year while NUS start from year 1 while NUS is global recognize plus a friend will be studying with me ( an accomplice) . So which should I choose?

Vexed Very Indeed…………

Backpacking to the middle earth, is it a super doper cool suggestion?

The past week I met up with some of my secondary friends, it had been a long while since we had seen each other once again. At first it was pretty weird, 3 years never had a good old chat with one another was indeed damn crazy. Been absence from each other’s life for 3 years, I totally had no idea how to kick off the conversation. Things were not that bad as I had imagined, we had an incredible time updating each other’s business. No matter serious matters or crappies were shared among each others. To me, I found it totally enjoyable, knowing everyone’s whereabouts, discussing and listening to people’s thoughts. The plus point of that meeting was a backpacking trip to the Middle earth was suggested. Let’s give each other 3 years or so, completed our studies or establish our careers. Save some funds and go backpacking the middle earth. Meanwhile I am looking forward to the 27th bbq, is mahjong’s time as well as drinking time. Cheers!!

Finally… I am writing a new post. That was since ages; yeah this sight is too common. I do admit I am not a frequent blogger. Maybe my life isn’t interesting for me to blog about.

Last week I met with a minor accident, on my way back from work. It was a hit and run car accident, I was the poor victim. Right-hand side of my body was slightly hit by the passing car. Then my pity right foot was rolled under by the front tyre. Luckily not much damage, no bone fracture or whatever. Hence now temporarily unable to wear heels or do anything which brings great strain to my foot.

Now I … watching jewel in the palace all night long..