Ah Per...sitting down so tired
SLing
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Boring Weekend!!
Saturday: Woke up late.... So nice.
Nice sun therefore went to Leaze park and ran. Nice weather running without any sweat, coming out. After a short run, went to city center to get some apples. As the stadium having soccer match, city center was packed with Black and white referees. Haha soccer freaks.... roaming noisy on the streets celebrating!!! Went to Elton's square to shop, Miss Selfrige having BUY one get one free. SAw a knit mini skirt, intend to buy but must find another clothing so to get one free. HAiz ended up walking out of that shop emptyhanded. Same for TOPSHOP, so angry saw an earring but did not manage to find another one in order to enjoy the offers. I was pissed, went home and complaint to D & O. They told me should asked them so that they could shop for their special friend as well. Next time la guys.
3pm reached home. Ate some crackers, watched "Pride" without any sound. Reading subtitles...."-_____-".
5pm went to school, and meet my colleagues to go to one of my boss house for dinner. The dinner was Chinese meal consists of 3 dishes ( eggplant, tofu & chicken wings) and one mutton soup( so oily). Long time never got to eat Tofu... kinda miss Tofu. Played PS2 with his son, the smart kid whom I think he has no life. Learned so much stuffs at such a young age... 3 yrs old learn German. He had an eye toy, like a camera which able to capture your image into the TV and used as a controller. Very fun...although is KId's game. Went home... got a big bag of bananas... Now my fridge is full of bananas.... can feed monkeys.
Reached home 11pm.... talked to D & O. Gave them the bananas....haha got the info that we were going to Oxford tml. Must wake up at 7am.... sianzzzzzz sitting train again. Then went to my room, turn on COM... search internet how to store bananas. Hahah freeze the bananas....Nice it will not turn bad. Can ate with oats!!
Sunday: WOKE UP AND GET READY TO catch the rail.
Dashed all the way to the central station.... end up the train delayed. We are early...... therefore waited in the cold. Finally the train came, it was Virgin train. Not bad!! Sat the train to Oxford....In between passed by YORK, Leeds, Birmingham, etc. The train journey was 5 Hrs. Finally, reached OXFORD with the hurting ass. We spent only 2 hours in Oxford, haha never see much.... We dashed frantically finding for Sainsbury's. Brought reduced food, the sky went dark. We decided to go home because i need to work. On the way home, the train was so packed. We did not manage to find any seats, hence we sat somewhere near the toilet, like toilet keepers. Haha chatted with Delwyn throughout the whole journey, get to know slightly better. Haha!! Hopefully, after spending the 5 long months together, we 3 of us will meet up often like what you have promised to.
Nice sun therefore went to Leaze park and ran. Nice weather running without any sweat, coming out. After a short run, went to city center to get some apples. As the stadium having soccer match, city center was packed with Black and white referees. Haha soccer freaks.... roaming noisy on the streets celebrating!!! Went to Elton's square to shop, Miss Selfrige having BUY one get one free. SAw a knit mini skirt, intend to buy but must find another clothing so to get one free. HAiz ended up walking out of that shop emptyhanded. Same for TOPSHOP, so angry saw an earring but did not manage to find another one in order to enjoy the offers. I was pissed, went home and complaint to D & O. They told me should asked them so that they could shop for their special friend as well. Next time la guys.
3pm reached home. Ate some crackers, watched "Pride" without any sound. Reading subtitles...."-_____-".
5pm went to school, and meet my colleagues to go to one of my boss house for dinner. The dinner was Chinese meal consists of 3 dishes ( eggplant, tofu & chicken wings) and one mutton soup( so oily). Long time never got to eat Tofu... kinda miss Tofu. Played PS2 with his son, the smart kid whom I think he has no life. Learned so much stuffs at such a young age... 3 yrs old learn German. He had an eye toy, like a camera which able to capture your image into the TV and used as a controller. Very fun...although is KId's game. Went home... got a big bag of bananas... Now my fridge is full of bananas.... can feed monkeys.
Reached home 11pm.... talked to D & O. Gave them the bananas....haha got the info that we were going to Oxford tml. Must wake up at 7am.... sianzzzzzz sitting train again. Then went to my room, turn on COM... search internet how to store bananas. Hahah freeze the bananas....Nice it will not turn bad. Can ate with oats!!
Sunday: WOKE UP AND GET READY TO catch the rail.
Dashed all the way to the central station.... end up the train delayed. We are early...... therefore waited in the cold. Finally the train came, it was Virgin train. Not bad!! Sat the train to Oxford....In between passed by YORK, Leeds, Birmingham, etc. The train journey was 5 Hrs. Finally, reached OXFORD with the hurting ass. We spent only 2 hours in Oxford, haha never see much.... We dashed frantically finding for Sainsbury's. Brought reduced food, the sky went dark. We decided to go home because i need to work. On the way home, the train was so packed. We did not manage to find any seats, hence we sat somewhere near the toilet, like toilet keepers. Haha chatted with Delwyn throughout the whole journey, get to know slightly better. Haha!! Hopefully, after spending the 5 long months together, we 3 of us will meet up often like what you have promised to.
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Have u put urself in my shoes?
Angry and depressed
Am i useless? I sounded so.. I am learning.... After all that is not my field...
It is totally new to me.... Did u ever think of my thoughts?
I admit i was wrong to certain degree...... I should have imposed some thoughts after everythings i did. But did u remind me? Just simply gave me some instructions and expected me to do everything without any guidance. Important details have stated there.... yet still raise stupid questions about it. Treat my report like shit huh, then please do not ask me to send u the results at the end of the week.
You said u hardly seen me smile... Because i do not know how to smile in front of you. Really do not how to smile.....i felt so little. Like an ant crawling on ur mightly palm, can be die in any moment.
SUddenly i felt so weak.. i thought myself as a strong person. I was totally wrong.... i need someone to relie on. Learning to take things into my pride and stride, be a totally different person.
Working hard... desperately!!
People at first thought i was here to have a holiday. Enjoy myself all those stuffs.... after the all bombardments i had, people felt guilty........ totally treat me differently. Taught me stuffs patiently... Very grateful but i ended up being beaten up actually was ur wrongdoing. Due to ur wrong perception of my aim here...caused me to be carry a face without smile to see him.
The less educated peoples sensed my unhappiness... although they are cleaners. They are kind, warm people. They will come to me, and said " Pin, smile.... do not frown!". Sometime i wish i am a cleaner living in no stress working life.
Am i useless? I sounded so.. I am learning.... After all that is not my field...
It is totally new to me.... Did u ever think of my thoughts?
I admit i was wrong to certain degree...... I should have imposed some thoughts after everythings i did. But did u remind me? Just simply gave me some instructions and expected me to do everything without any guidance. Important details have stated there.... yet still raise stupid questions about it. Treat my report like shit huh, then please do not ask me to send u the results at the end of the week.
You said u hardly seen me smile... Because i do not know how to smile in front of you. Really do not how to smile.....i felt so little. Like an ant crawling on ur mightly palm, can be die in any moment.
SUddenly i felt so weak.. i thought myself as a strong person. I was totally wrong.... i need someone to relie on. Learning to take things into my pride and stride, be a totally different person.
Working hard... desperately!!
People at first thought i was here to have a holiday. Enjoy myself all those stuffs.... after the all bombardments i had, people felt guilty........ totally treat me differently. Taught me stuffs patiently... Very grateful but i ended up being beaten up actually was ur wrongdoing. Due to ur wrong perception of my aim here...caused me to be carry a face without smile to see him.
The less educated peoples sensed my unhappiness... although they are cleaners. They are kind, warm people. They will come to me, and said " Pin, smile.... do not frown!". Sometime i wish i am a cleaner living in no stress working life.
Thursday, November 03, 2005
a story of tree leaf and wind
Tree
The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees.Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure,doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal.
I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason,made her accompany me for 3 years.She watch me chase after gals,and I have make her heart cry for 3 years.
She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so. My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend.
The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heartache is as bad as hers. When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out.After going outfor a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on mychest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.
During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says...
"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"
Leaf
During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon.Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal.
I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt.Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend.Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right? Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is,he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him.
The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years. Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay.
"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"
Wind
Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone orwith her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.
One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.
Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away. It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree. I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly.
"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"
Author Unknown
The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees.Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure,doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal.
I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason,made her accompany me for 3 years.She watch me chase after gals,and I have make her heart cry for 3 years.
She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so. My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend.
The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heartache is as bad as hers. When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out.After going outfor a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on mychest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.
During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says...
"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"
Leaf
During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon.Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal.
I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt.Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend.Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right? Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is,he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him.
The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years. Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay.
"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"
Wind
Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone orwith her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.
One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.
Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away. It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree. I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly.
"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"
Author Unknown
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
ANother test
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Daylight saving time... Have u heard of it?
What is DAylight saving time?
Newcastle starting from today... We are using daylight saving time. Because winter coming so daytime is very short. Hence they shift one hour later than the usual time. ANother words.....newcastle's time is only 8 hours later than singapore's time. Hahha tommorrow start work at 8am yet actual is only 9am. Clock's need to change to an hour later.... self deceiving........
Got that???
Understood?
Hahah!!!!
Going for a nap.... Tata!!
Newcastle starting from today... We are using daylight saving time. Because winter coming so daytime is very short. Hence they shift one hour later than the usual time. ANother words.....newcastle's time is only 8 hours later than singapore's time. Hahha tommorrow start work at 8am yet actual is only 9am. Clock's need to change to an hour later.... self deceiving........
Got that???
Understood?
Hahah!!!!
Going for a nap.... Tata!!
Saturday, October 29, 2005
THis song reflects the feelings i having now.... Meaningful lyrics
Angel 作詞：陶吉吉/娃娃 作曲：陶吉吉
鏡子中 看見一張陌生的臉 那眼神如此黯淡 笑一笑
只牽動苦澀的嘴角 我的寂寞誰知道 像條船在水上飄
北斗星也看不到 誰能夠揚起了帆 遠遠離開這黑潮
Angel Angel 盼望你在我身邊
Angel Angel 請你 緊緊抓住我的手
有時候 我想不會有人了解 心理面藏著的痛
我害怕 用真心面對這世界 只好越來越沉默
一個人(一個人) 在人海漂 說話的人找不到
誰給我溫柔(擁抱我) 擁抱 當我感覺心快要碎了
Angel Angel 盼望你在我身邊
Angel Angel 是否 聽見我在呼喚你 能不能
告訴疲憊的我 你永遠為我守候
Angel Angel 請你留在我的身邊
Angel Angel 請你不要放開我的手
鏡子中 看見一張陌生的臉 那眼神如此黯淡 笑一笑
只牽動苦澀的嘴角 我的寂寞誰知道 像條船在水上飄
北斗星也看不到 誰能夠揚起了帆 遠遠離開這黑潮
Angel Angel 盼望你在我身邊
Angel Angel 請你 緊緊抓住我的手
有時候 我想不會有人了解 心理面藏著的痛
我害怕 用真心面對這世界 只好越來越沉默
一個人(一個人) 在人海漂 說話的人找不到
誰給我溫柔(擁抱我) 擁抱 當我感覺心快要碎了
Angel Angel 盼望你在我身邊
Angel Angel 是否 聽見我在呼喚你 能不能
告訴疲憊的我 你永遠為我守候
Angel Angel 請你留在我的身邊
Angel Angel 請你不要放開我的手
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
i WOKE UP TOO EARLY.....
sKY IS still dark..... sun is not even out. I did not sleep well, which deflect my purpose of going to bed early. Haiz..i miss my cozy bed in singapore, and blacky licking my fingers when she came to my bedside.
Ate breakfast le... Toffee Apple yogurt with a grannery grain bun.
Listening to Brian Mc knight.
REading an article on " how to shop like a man"
Here are the details : It's official. Men are better shoppers than women. New research says that, because they are born with the caveman hunter- gatherer gene, men are more efficient shoppers. Women tend to visit every shop that's open, then faff about for ages in a state of perpetual indecision, before buying something that doesn't fit them . Men on the other hand , know what they want and go in for the kill.
SLing' opinion: Agree to a standard extend only. Men only shop if they need to, they do not look as shopping as a hobby yet as a chore. Maybe this statement only apply to typical men. Metrosexual men love shopping just like women. :D hehe.
I admit i would buy something on impulse .... hence i am learning to know when to walk away.Like buying grocey, i tends to shop on the off chance that something nice might catch my eyes. Now i will know what to buy beforehand , go in , get it and score the chore off my to-do list.
Haha..... Sounded like a maid or ur mum. doing grocey is a pain, imagine rushing to the market during ur one hour pathetic lunch hour. getting all the stuffs... rush home ...put all them in fridge ..run to the lab...find out u are still 5mins early. Wow.....F2#%^ out of my mouth ....Put on the gloves and lab coat ..continue with the boring work. :P
Ate breakfast le... Toffee Apple yogurt with a grannery grain bun.
Listening to Brian Mc knight.
REading an article on " how to shop like a man"
Here are the details : It's official. Men are better shoppers than women. New research says that, because they are born with the caveman hunter- gatherer gene, men are more efficient shoppers. Women tend to visit every shop that's open, then faff about for ages in a state of perpetual indecision, before buying something that doesn't fit them . Men on the other hand , know what they want and go in for the kill.
SLing' opinion: Agree to a standard extend only. Men only shop if they need to, they do not look as shopping as a hobby yet as a chore. Maybe this statement only apply to typical men. Metrosexual men love shopping just like women. :D hehe.
I admit i would buy something on impulse .... hence i am learning to know when to walk away.Like buying grocey, i tends to shop on the off chance that something nice might catch my eyes. Now i will know what to buy beforehand , go in , get it and score the chore off my to-do list.
Haha..... Sounded like a maid or ur mum. doing grocey is a pain, imagine rushing to the market during ur one hour pathetic lunch hour. getting all the stuffs... rush home ...put all them in fridge ..run to the lab...find out u are still 5mins early. Wow.....F2#%^ out of my mouth ....Put on the gloves and lab coat ..continue with the boring work. :P
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Today I meet a nice gentleman..... And earn myself a free lunch
Have not eaten salmon for a very long time..... Today I got a free lunch from my supervisor thanks to the person from the funding company who came over to visit our fuel cell. That meal I ate about 5 pounds inclusive of drink. Yummy..... Although the dining companions abit boring... I just tucked in and simply enjoyed my goodie meal. Heck care to them.... just eat...the typical me... right wenjie?? WEnjie: FAtso!!
Now listening to Peter Gabriel " Book of love" is very nice..... Took from the " shall we dance" soundtrack... Very calming.... Nice vocal. I love it
Now my place had internet connection.... But hardly seen anyone online... Maybe too late... But must compromise me wad.
Read the newspaper " The independent" cost about 60ps..... Not very nice I found... Unlike strait times... I missed the straits times.. Badly LOL. Especially the Wednesday or thursday issue where it come with the URban feature. That is my favorite. Haiz.... go back to Singapore must really cherish what Singapore had offered me. Bottomline: " HOme is the BEST PLACE TO BE>>> REGARDLESS WHETHER THE scenery is so DAMN beautiful"... Haha!!!
Now started to adapt to my hectic lifestyle... Weekends is packed with activities... Weekdays are working days and shopping for foods days.... So pathetic... Need to think what to cook and what to buy..... I miss hawker centres.... Especially my favorites YANG TOU FOO. Here tofu cannot afford...Only available to those expensive Chinatown stores....75ps each. Which I think is not worth like.
Now listening to Peter Gabriel " Book of love" is very nice..... Took from the " shall we dance" soundtrack... Very calming.... Nice vocal. I love it
Now my place had internet connection.... But hardly seen anyone online... Maybe too late... But must compromise me wad.
Read the newspaper " The independent" cost about 60ps..... Not very nice I found... Unlike strait times... I missed the straits times.. Badly LOL. Especially the Wednesday or thursday issue where it come with the URban feature. That is my favorite. Haiz.... go back to Singapore must really cherish what Singapore had offered me. Bottomline: " HOme is the BEST PLACE TO BE>>> REGARDLESS WHETHER THE scenery is so DAMN beautiful"... Haha!!!
Now started to adapt to my hectic lifestyle... Weekends is packed with activities... Weekdays are working days and shopping for foods days.... So pathetic... Need to think what to cook and what to buy..... I miss hawker centres.... Especially my favorites YANG TOU FOO. Here tofu cannot afford...Only available to those expensive Chinatown stores....75ps each. Which I think is not worth like.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Seening a strip tease..... a guy one loh.... nothing fancy!!
Hi all, it is tueday.... i finally have internet connection at my cosy home. Finally thanks to olsen for giving me the password to connect to their personnal paid accounts. Haha..... dear friends or family want to hear my nice voice pls download SKYPE.... ( i prefer)....... i usually be at home 5pm (NCL's time)
SAT: we went to edinburgh ( Scotland)...... very nice country!!! Scenery is fantistic, so beautiful, streets are clean that UK... so culture with guys wearing quilts... so sexy... HEhe... people blowing the scottish instrument i have no idea what is that instrument.... not bad. The place is very romanatic .... very ideal for honeymoon.. too bad i am not. Haiz..too bad... nice to cuddle and kiss over there. ( another personnal view.... pls ignore my rubbish thinking)
Return to newcastle about 8pm.... ate dinner till 10pm... went over to Keith's place. SOmewhere near our place.... just walk there... ( drinking party). //// ( nice ==== free flow of alcohol and chips and music and dancing show put up by the drunks)
Meet up with the SIngapore society...... ( the guys are sociable but not the girls folding their arms and kept munching the chips)..... This one particular guy...which i found abit disgusiting.... D & O also think so... He cannot drink.. get "high" super easily.... His face will be bloody red... he will go to every guy smooching their faces or cuddling them. OMG...... he even stripped in front of everyone..... nice figure....people got gym one lol.... strip until left his orange brief... so old worse than my dad's one. My godnesss....wad a pity i never bring alone my canon.... haiz what a waste... never mind there is plenty of chances... i think cos he get high easily.... haha.
The next question popping in your head is what about me...... right? For someone who hardly touch alcohol back in Singapore....hehe.... i drank some..very light one... I aware of the consequence and unable to pay the price lor. Hence i was holding to my cup for the whole night, sitting myself beside Olsen ( poor olsen so tired ( we wake up at 6am to scots so tired lor) he ignore the loud music and sleep!! SO pro!! Everyone thought he drunk haha).... back to me>>> OKie. I drank 1 cup of cherry wine ( like soft drink), next someone named " eric"= funny personality who pouring wines to everyone and insisting everyone to drink.... yet he was not lor.. Unfair!! Next he poured me a PORTs ( something like red wine... alcohol percent higher).... WAd Ports... again .... my fridge has one loh... belonged to D & O... they brought for our every friday's movie night one lor.. OKie drank.... taking sips at a much slower pace cos abit strong...... Then eric came to me " wad still the same huh...... u been holding on to the cup for a long time huh" I simply just gave a wide grin....Later they had Chon YA ... (that japanese green tea wine) Delwyn had a cup..... He offered me a sip... the first taste is sweet so sweet but the aftertaste is bitter damn bitter..... i ate chips..hahha freee one lol.... so happy. Drank like so little... delwyn said my face was red le.... hearing that i stopped drinking hahah.... Because i do not know my alcohol level. That is all folks.... for the drinking parts
Sunday: Feeling tired so never travelling ( Olsen the ah PA said he is tired.... I also felt so.... so stay at home and rot.... i liked)
I wake up at 10 am so nice..... then crawled out from the blanket and cooked some pasta for lunch.... and headed to the city centre to do grocey.... MArket was not opened... sianzzzz.... luckily the supermarket had some cheap veggies and fruits.. Brought alot of stuffs and went home to cook omelttte with mince meat and broccli soup..... ate that had a homely feeling so nice.... then read some magnizes ( found on the rail)...
Monday: work..... abit work to do
Tue: work..... long lunch break.... doing UV spec... Got myself a piece of salmon ( 1.45 pound) price abit steep ... consume once a month i think.... my fridge and freezer have a lot of food. I think i cannot finish loh.... Brought yogut to eat with bread for breakfast..... and an egg plant.
10.30pm time to sleep..... tml the funding company coming to see the fuel cell.... must dress smartly.... cannot be late....sianz wake up at 7.00 am and start work at 8.30am.
SAT: we went to edinburgh ( Scotland)...... very nice country!!! Scenery is fantistic, so beautiful, streets are clean that UK... so culture with guys wearing quilts... so sexy... HEhe... people blowing the scottish instrument i have no idea what is that instrument.... not bad. The place is very romanatic .... very ideal for honeymoon.. too bad i am not. Haiz..too bad... nice to cuddle and kiss over there. ( another personnal view.... pls ignore my rubbish thinking)
Return to newcastle about 8pm.... ate dinner till 10pm... went over to Keith's place. SOmewhere near our place.... just walk there... ( drinking party). //// ( nice ==== free flow of alcohol and chips and music and dancing show put up by the drunks)
Meet up with the SIngapore society...... ( the guys are sociable but not the girls folding their arms and kept munching the chips)..... This one particular guy...which i found abit disgusiting.... D & O also think so... He cannot drink.. get "high" super easily.... His face will be bloody red... he will go to every guy smooching their faces or cuddling them. OMG...... he even stripped in front of everyone..... nice figure....people got gym one lol.... strip until left his orange brief... so old worse than my dad's one. My godnesss....wad a pity i never bring alone my canon.... haiz what a waste... never mind there is plenty of chances... i think cos he get high easily.... haha.
The next question popping in your head is what about me...... right? For someone who hardly touch alcohol back in Singapore....hehe.... i drank some..very light one... I aware of the consequence and unable to pay the price lor. Hence i was holding to my cup for the whole night, sitting myself beside Olsen ( poor olsen so tired ( we wake up at 6am to scots so tired lor) he ignore the loud music and sleep!! SO pro!! Everyone thought he drunk haha).... back to me>>> OKie. I drank 1 cup of cherry wine ( like soft drink), next someone named " eric"= funny personality who pouring wines to everyone and insisting everyone to drink.... yet he was not lor.. Unfair!! Next he poured me a PORTs ( something like red wine... alcohol percent higher).... WAd Ports... again .... my fridge has one loh... belonged to D & O... they brought for our every friday's movie night one lor.. OKie drank.... taking sips at a much slower pace cos abit strong...... Then eric came to me " wad still the same huh...... u been holding on to the cup for a long time huh" I simply just gave a wide grin....Later they had Chon YA ... (that japanese green tea wine) Delwyn had a cup..... He offered me a sip... the first taste is sweet so sweet but the aftertaste is bitter damn bitter..... i ate chips..hahha freee one lol.... so happy. Drank like so little... delwyn said my face was red le.... hearing that i stopped drinking hahah.... Because i do not know my alcohol level. That is all folks.... for the drinking parts
Sunday: Feeling tired so never travelling ( Olsen the ah PA said he is tired.... I also felt so.... so stay at home and rot.... i liked)
I wake up at 10 am so nice..... then crawled out from the blanket and cooked some pasta for lunch.... and headed to the city centre to do grocey.... MArket was not opened... sianzzzz.... luckily the supermarket had some cheap veggies and fruits.. Brought alot of stuffs and went home to cook omelttte with mince meat and broccli soup..... ate that had a homely feeling so nice.... then read some magnizes ( found on the rail)...
Monday: work..... abit work to do
Tue: work..... long lunch break.... doing UV spec... Got myself a piece of salmon ( 1.45 pound) price abit steep ... consume once a month i think.... my fridge and freezer have a lot of food. I think i cannot finish loh.... Brought yogut to eat with bread for breakfast..... and an egg plant.
10.30pm time to sleep..... tml the funding company coming to see the fuel cell.... must dress smartly.... cannot be late....sianz wake up at 7.00 am and start work at 8.30am.
Monday, October 17, 2005
Astro chart...wad do u think abt me? Is it true? MAybe!!
Rising Sign is in 17 Degrees Aquarius
You like new ideas and concepts, but you prefer to discover them by yourself -- it is not easy for others to convert you to anything. You form your own opinions, but once you do form them, you then want to convince everyone else that they are correct. Try to be more tolerant of the opinions of others. You have a deep and abiding interest in science, mathematics, and the great social problems of the day. Very sympathetic toward the downtrodden, equality is your battle cry! You demand that those in authority be fair to all. You are an intellectual -- emotions and emotional people are difficult for you to understand. You are known for being calm, cool, detached and objective.
Sun is in 06 Degrees Leo.
More than a bit of a showoff, you love to be the center of attention! But others do not usually mind because they tend to enjoy your genuine warmth and affection. Very spirited and willful, proud and self-important at times, you demand your own way. You are quite honest, however, and the respect of others is very important to you. You never compromise yourself and you pursue your goals with persistence and dedication. Your regal presence and demeanor draws you to positions of leadership and authority. But beware of being overly hardheaded, domineering, ostentatious or patronizing or you will lose the goodwill and admiration that you enjoy. Very theatrical, you live life on a grand scale wherever and whenever possible. Your strength and energy vitalizes those who come in contact with you.
Moon is in 15 Degrees Taurus.
Warmth, comfort, security and familiar surroundings are necessary for you to feel at ease. Very loving and affectionate, you prefer a steady, patterned way of life. Patient, calm and steadfast, you are not easily upset. Others look to you for support. You tend to be a slow starter and a slow mover -- others may try to rush you, but they will never succeed. Emotionally, you are quite stubborn -- your attitudes about people and things were firmly set in your youth and will change very little as an adult. You are also very cautious and conservative about spending money. It is not that you are selfish, you just need to feel secure. Beware of a tendency to become overly complacent and too self-satisfied.
Mercury is in 26 Degrees Cancer.
Your emotions tend to rule your thought processes. You have difficulty seeing life objectively. You have an excellent memory, especially about things to which you have formed an emotional bond. You prefer ideas and thoughts that are known and familiar, and therefore tend to dislike fads or radical ideas. The beliefs and traditions of your family and culture are very important to you. Your thinking becomes quite unclear when you are emotionally shaken -- try not to make major decisions when you are upset. Let things calm down first.
Venus is in 19 Degrees Virgo. You express your love and affection through selfless service to people or causes. You have a tendency to underestimate yourself and doubt your self-worth. This is very demeaning and should be avoided -- learn to love yourself as well as you do others. Your standards of perfection are very high -- you are attracted to relationships based on duty and responsibility. You are supercritical of yourself and others and, at times, prefer to be alone rather than deal with any imperfections in yourself or in those with whom you might relate.
Mars is in 12 Degrees Capricorn.
Extremely ambitious, you are willing to work very hard to reach the goals you have set for yourself. Very practical, cautious and conservative, you demand tangible results for your efforts. You need to excel in whatever you do, and you have the required sense of responsibility, dedication and self-discipline to bring it about. Beware of your tendency to judge others only by their degree of status and prestige, or by how well they will be able to advance you in your climb to the top.
Jupiter is in 22 Degrees Pisces.
You are at your best when you give of yourself and what you have -- try to avoid being a martyr about it, though. You're a true idealist, but you must learn not to be upset when life does not cooperate with the way you think things should be. Very concerned with spiritual truth and growth, when you practice what you preach, you make an excellent role model for others. You are so devoted to altruistic ventures and concerns that you tire easily at times. It then becomes necessary for you to go off by yourself to recharge your batteries.
Saturn is in 03 Degrees Sagittarius.
Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing. Uranus is in 18 Degrees Sagittarius. You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.
Neptune is in 03 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts. Pluto is in 04 Degrees Scorpio. For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search. N.
Node is in 24 Degrees Aries.
You're at your most comfortable when involved in group activities outside of your immediate family circle. You delight in getting involved with others in neighborhood civic or political activities, especially if you can be a part of the leadership of the group. Your zeal and overabundant energy bring out your real creativity when you can work toward tangible results -- things that will immediately benefit those around you. You have a real gift for getting the most out of charity drives and community benefits. Take time out between projects though, because you tire out easily and your effectiveness becomes greatly diminished when your energy is depleted. Also, don't even think of trying to get involved at a peripheral level -- you need a total commitment to feel personally fulfilled. Let others bake the cookies and set up the chairs -- you should be the one to tell everyone what to do and when to do it!
You like new ideas and concepts, but you prefer to discover them by yourself -- it is not easy for others to convert you to anything. You form your own opinions, but once you do form them, you then want to convince everyone else that they are correct. Try to be more tolerant of the opinions of others. You have a deep and abiding interest in science, mathematics, and the great social problems of the day. Very sympathetic toward the downtrodden, equality is your battle cry! You demand that those in authority be fair to all. You are an intellectual -- emotions and emotional people are difficult for you to understand. You are known for being calm, cool, detached and objective.
Sun is in 06 Degrees Leo.
More than a bit of a showoff, you love to be the center of attention! But others do not usually mind because they tend to enjoy your genuine warmth and affection. Very spirited and willful, proud and self-important at times, you demand your own way. You are quite honest, however, and the respect of others is very important to you. You never compromise yourself and you pursue your goals with persistence and dedication. Your regal presence and demeanor draws you to positions of leadership and authority. But beware of being overly hardheaded, domineering, ostentatious or patronizing or you will lose the goodwill and admiration that you enjoy. Very theatrical, you live life on a grand scale wherever and whenever possible. Your strength and energy vitalizes those who come in contact with you.
Moon is in 15 Degrees Taurus.
Warmth, comfort, security and familiar surroundings are necessary for you to feel at ease. Very loving and affectionate, you prefer a steady, patterned way of life. Patient, calm and steadfast, you are not easily upset. Others look to you for support. You tend to be a slow starter and a slow mover -- others may try to rush you, but they will never succeed. Emotionally, you are quite stubborn -- your attitudes about people and things were firmly set in your youth and will change very little as an adult. You are also very cautious and conservative about spending money. It is not that you are selfish, you just need to feel secure. Beware of a tendency to become overly complacent and too self-satisfied.
Mercury is in 26 Degrees Cancer.
Your emotions tend to rule your thought processes. You have difficulty seeing life objectively. You have an excellent memory, especially about things to which you have formed an emotional bond. You prefer ideas and thoughts that are known and familiar, and therefore tend to dislike fads or radical ideas. The beliefs and traditions of your family and culture are very important to you. Your thinking becomes quite unclear when you are emotionally shaken -- try not to make major decisions when you are upset. Let things calm down first.
Venus is in 19 Degrees Virgo. You express your love and affection through selfless service to people or causes. You have a tendency to underestimate yourself and doubt your self-worth. This is very demeaning and should be avoided -- learn to love yourself as well as you do others. Your standards of perfection are very high -- you are attracted to relationships based on duty and responsibility. You are supercritical of yourself and others and, at times, prefer to be alone rather than deal with any imperfections in yourself or in those with whom you might relate.
Mars is in 12 Degrees Capricorn.
Extremely ambitious, you are willing to work very hard to reach the goals you have set for yourself. Very practical, cautious and conservative, you demand tangible results for your efforts. You need to excel in whatever you do, and you have the required sense of responsibility, dedication and self-discipline to bring it about. Beware of your tendency to judge others only by their degree of status and prestige, or by how well they will be able to advance you in your climb to the top.
Jupiter is in 22 Degrees Pisces.
You are at your best when you give of yourself and what you have -- try to avoid being a martyr about it, though. You're a true idealist, but you must learn not to be upset when life does not cooperate with the way you think things should be. Very concerned with spiritual truth and growth, when you practice what you preach, you make an excellent role model for others. You are so devoted to altruistic ventures and concerns that you tire easily at times. It then becomes necessary for you to go off by yourself to recharge your batteries.
Saturn is in 03 Degrees Sagittarius.
Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing. Uranus is in 18 Degrees Sagittarius. You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.
Neptune is in 03 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts. Pluto is in 04 Degrees Scorpio. For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search. N.
Node is in 24 Degrees Aries.
You're at your most comfortable when involved in group activities outside of your immediate family circle. You delight in getting involved with others in neighborhood civic or political activities, especially if you can be a part of the leadership of the group. Your zeal and overabundant energy bring out your real creativity when you can work toward tangible results -- things that will immediately benefit those around you. You have a real gift for getting the most out of charity drives and community benefits. Take time out between projects though, because you tire out easily and your effectiveness becomes greatly diminished when your energy is depleted. Also, don't even think of trying to get involved at a peripheral level -- you need a total commitment to feel personally fulfilled. Let others bake the cookies and set up the chairs -- you should be the one to tell everyone what to do and when to do it!
Friday, October 14, 2005
waiting for the time to passssssssss
Now is 1.30pm..... although my lunch break suppose to end at 1.30pm, but i am require to meet Prof. Paul at 1.45pm to get my next week working plan from him. Finally I am able to handle some important stuffs individually. Thanks God! Working in a not so well furnished lab as compared to the one i am working in which is recently builded. But never mind at least i am handling some stuffs... and next friday i able to hand in my weekly results and plan to Paul such that fri meeting i will not have to act as a vase any more..... Yesh!! Finally lor..
Life was dull over here... nothing much!! Yesterday we went TESCO( supermarket) to get some food again.... Tesco is abit quite far from our place but anyway it open 24 hrs.. damn nice lor.. an activity place for those who refuse to turn on early... Breads selling at reduced prices.... Brought a cheese spread, 10 packets of corn chips, 3 cans of sardines, 1 2L of lemonade, 1 pasta sauce, and 1 bottle of lemonade shady( with alcohol) for tonight party....... Total bill= £3.11
Everytime went to Tesco, the bill would be £3. ..... Dun understand why!!
Life was dull over here... nothing much!! Yesterday we went TESCO( supermarket) to get some food again.... Tesco is abit quite far from our place but anyway it open 24 hrs.. damn nice lor.. an activity place for those who refuse to turn on early... Breads selling at reduced prices.... Brought a cheese spread, 10 packets of corn chips, 3 cans of sardines, 1 2L of lemonade, 1 pasta sauce, and 1 bottle of lemonade shady( with alcohol) for tonight party....... Total bill= £3.11
Everytime went to Tesco, the bill would be £3. ..... Dun understand why!!
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
back from the metro center
so damn far
we walked and walked
across the Tyne bridge
and 6 to 8 miles
finally we reached metro centre which is outside of newcastle ( located at gateshead)
Levis jean selling at $60.... Nice... but i am not interested in Levis..... Here newcastle has alot nice fashion.... but is expensive..... I have seen alot nice jackets and boots..... Wanted to buy..... damn expensive....... Male clothings so nice..... especially from topman... so nice and expensive
i ended buying a Mark and Spencer chocolate cookies (£0.37)
Bus fare £1.5 :<
Tml miting my real supervisor
Hopefully he is a nice man..... Treat me nicely
Although i heard from Dr ming ( head supervisor) saying that he is a direct and stuctured person
Hopefully able to learn something under him
Sianz still have not chances to go to the library and borrow some novels..............
Home is boring.... not TV.... no internet( which i can survive without it)..... Must get something to read.... Hence i ended up read the street flyers and postcards.... Mostly are pubs and clubs flyers
Lesey if u r reading these
Their poster and flyers design are damn nice....
Juz now passed by a old bookstore
old books onli £0.5 = $1.5 so cheap
intend to buy one
Delwyn stopped me saying the library might able to borrow it
Which i doubt so cos the library only have periodic articles............
we walked and walked
across the Tyne bridge
and 6 to 8 miles
finally we reached metro centre which is outside of newcastle ( located at gateshead)
Levis jean selling at $60.... Nice... but i am not interested in Levis..... Here newcastle has alot nice fashion.... but is expensive..... I have seen alot nice jackets and boots..... Wanted to buy..... damn expensive....... Male clothings so nice..... especially from topman... so nice and expensive
i ended buying a Mark and Spencer chocolate cookies (£0.37)
Bus fare £1.5 :<
Tml miting my real supervisor
Hopefully he is a nice man..... Treat me nicely
Although i heard from Dr ming ( head supervisor) saying that he is a direct and stuctured person
Hopefully able to learn something under him
Sianz still have not chances to go to the library and borrow some novels..............
Home is boring.... not TV.... no internet( which i can survive without it)..... Must get something to read.... Hence i ended up read the street flyers and postcards.... Mostly are pubs and clubs flyers
Lesey if u r reading these
Their poster and flyers design are damn nice....
Juz now passed by a old bookstore
old books onli £0.5 = $1.5 so cheap
intend to buy one
Delwyn stopped me saying the library might able to borrow it
Which i doubt so cos the library only have periodic articles............
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
daily rountines
Hahah.... fianlly i blogged
Now currently waiting for the time to pass
Newcastle is boring, maybe i been cut off from the internet and the TV. It is worst than Vietnam at least there is some activity to keep me activity.
My daily rountine wake up at 7am..... drank fresh milk...ate Kiwi( running out)...... Brush teeth..... do business..... lay at the living bed..... wait till 8.45am
Knock their door.... then walk to find Dr ming.....at 9am
he brief us till 9.15am......... then do our passes and all necessary stuffs......
Okie then 10am...... Nothing to do.... walk down to the city center to buy food and grocey.
Ate ham and bread and mooncake for lunch
Get the passes and now at the old library cluster room blogging (2pm)
Later going to find Dr ming and hopefully meet up some lecturers
Sianz........... Tml is another free day
Hopefully can go TESCO and supermarket shopping again which is sianzzzzzzzzzz
Now currently waiting for the time to pass
Newcastle is boring, maybe i been cut off from the internet and the TV. It is worst than Vietnam at least there is some activity to keep me activity.
My daily rountine wake up at 7am..... drank fresh milk...ate Kiwi( running out)...... Brush teeth..... do business..... lay at the living bed..... wait till 8.45am
Knock their door.... then walk to find Dr ming.....at 9am
he brief us till 9.15am......... then do our passes and all necessary stuffs......
Okie then 10am...... Nothing to do.... walk down to the city center to buy food and grocey.
Ate ham and bread and mooncake for lunch
Get the passes and now at the old library cluster room blogging (2pm)
Later going to find Dr ming and hopefully meet up some lecturers
Sianz........... Tml is another free day
Hopefully can go TESCO and supermarket shopping again which is sianzzzzzzzzzz
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Hi Guys!!
I had been cooping in school library almost every days until late evenings. Rushing over the plant design, lab reports and so on...... I am fear of going to school.....
I had been cooping in school library almost every days until late evenings. Rushing over the plant design, lab reports and so on...... I am fear of going to school.....
I had made a decision........Till the time is ripe I will tell u guys....Keep u all in suspend first.. After all must depend on someone first.... So to increase my chance of going there.......I hope she is able to make a right decision which allow both of us not to be upset and regret.
Hah, later staying back in school to do lab report, have not really know wad is going on......I believe none of grpmate know lor, so must spend time understand it as we go along.....ThaT will be done after lunch...
Daddy said he want to give Blacky away, I refused....:(
I will miss her, she is mischievous and noise but adoring...
My duties are to bath her, easy job hor, my mum's is to feed her, daddy's is to clean up her products daily whereas for my slacker bro is to bark instruction........that's all. Useless Bum...
Next time i will upload my blacky photos.....She is stray but she is timid and useless and a potential destroyer of shoes.....
Friday, June 17, 2005
Wad am I doing now??
I felt so reluctant to come to school. Year 3 sucks!! Almost every modules I am facing difficulties in. I am grateful to someone who helped me in DPM. He called me up yesterday and told me he had already came up with a logo. HAhah really treat him a lunch. I was wondering if he is in the same class and happens to be my groupmate again that will be even better. Juz dreaming!!
Yesterday, I had my first lab report meet up discussion since year 1. Horrified we started off quarrelling in a refined way. Haha I found it non productive, seems to me most of the work we did beforehand, then yesterday we complied some parts loh. But never mind it juz a very nice experience!! Get to know some of my friends well.
I am dread of WISP, whatever national education. Do u find that Singapore is having any ethnic prejudice.... Come on Singapore government spent plenty of time and money trying to promote and installed the so called racial harmony in most singaporean minds. Wad else ways to improve, all the methods had already impost loh. Sick.....
Yesterday, I had my first lab report meet up discussion since year 1. Horrified we started off quarrelling in a refined way. Haha I found it non productive, seems to me most of the work we did beforehand, then yesterday we complied some parts loh. But never mind it juz a very nice experience!! Get to know some of my friends well.
I am dread of WISP, whatever national education. Do u find that Singapore is having any ethnic prejudice.... Come on Singapore government spent plenty of time and money trying to promote and installed the so called racial harmony in most singaporean minds. Wad else ways to improve, all the methods had already impost loh. Sick.....
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
It had been ages since i last blog
So how is everyone? Should be fine right!! I having a hard time in poly especially year 3. All the things seem so difficult, i felt so damm stress out. Sianz..........A couple of tutorials i having difficulties doing it. I hope i am able to keep on track, able to hand my school stuff well.
I feel cutting off my fringe, very annoying!! That bunch of hairs kept blocking my vision. Keep it for a couple of weeks if not i going to cut it off. Then i am back to square one. HAizzzzzzzzz
I feel cutting off my fringe, very annoying!! That bunch of hairs kept blocking my vision. Keep it for a couple of weeks if not i going to cut it off. Then i am back to square one. HAizzzzzzzzz
Friday, May 27, 2005
School...........I dun Like
School reopen I felt old. Looking frantically for familiar faces, but i seen none of them. Recently my laptop's combo drive met some shity problem. The Mel service ppl get it replace with a brand new one, but it turns out to be the software problem. They refer me back to my department, the TSO dun know how to fix so reformated my laptop. I am so pissed off, my files and photos all gone. Never mind still need to carry that heavy damn machine to that isolated remote part of sch which is located on uphill. Sianz.
Haiz change class le, feel so uneasy. Just simply said i felt pretty bored in my new class, maybe new friends not very familiar with one another ( some chose to be with themselves, refuse to make new friends, these ppl i loathe the most) Looking forward to weekends......i going to make fullest of every minutes!!!
Haiz change class le, feel so uneasy. Just simply said i felt pretty bored in my new class, maybe new friends not very familiar with one another ( some chose to be with themselves, refuse to make new friends, these ppl i loathe the most) Looking forward to weekends......i going to make fullest of every minutes!!!
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Monday, May 02, 2005
Lamming
Hi GUYS,
It has been a long while since I last post my blog, life had been pretty hectic. Therefore please forgive me. The much anticipated long weekends had finally arrived…..I really had a great time yesterday, BBQ, sinful Chocolate Ice-cream, unlimited flow of ribena, cream puff, several otaks….Oh boy!!! Weight gain, yeah, we played ghost house, FUN!! I loved the 3 “ghosts” at the wenjie’s room part that was the best!!!
Cptc left 3 more weeks, cheers!! CPTC was boring; the only interesting part is I can play cards during rest time. HAiz, looking forward to school reopen….
It has been a long while since I last post my blog, life had been pretty hectic. Therefore please forgive me. The much anticipated long weekends had finally arrived…..I really had a great time yesterday, BBQ, sinful Chocolate Ice-cream, unlimited flow of ribena, cream puff, several otaks….Oh boy!!! Weight gain, yeah, we played ghost house, FUN!! I loved the 3 “ghosts” at the wenjie’s room part that was the best!!!
Cptc left 3 more weeks, cheers!! CPTC was boring; the only interesting part is I can play cards during rest time. HAiz, looking forward to school reopen….
Sunday, April 10, 2005
counting....
Listening to Bowling for the Soup “1985”………… Nice!! Really rock….my mind off.
Recently, some friends went to UK for attachment. I went to send them off; I regret my decision of making a trip to changi airport. Why? I missed my 10pm show which is my favorite, reached home around 12.30am. Mom gave me a piece of her mind, is it worth it?
I kept asking myself, I had done my best to be their friends, but do they treat me as their friends? Hah, UK attachment only what so big deal about it!!! Do I sound like a sour grape? I think so….Anyway, wish them all the best, take care guys!
Wednesday, I went back to school for CPTC briefing which is kind of wasting time and transportation fees. Briefing only lasted 1/2 hour; whole things talked about the safety procedures and the meeting time etc. I was thinking why the lecturers don’t just email us the necessary information to us instead making a trip to school. I received a logbook which required me to write a report on things I learned in CPTC everyday. It is some sort like keeping a diary, sianz. After the briefing, I went to Orchard to meet up my buddy Hui Ping. Both of us went window shopping to numerous shopping complexes, even though there was a heavy downpour but did not dampen our high spirits. I really treasure the time being with her. We chatted every things under sun, shared our woes with each other. I really fortunate to have her as a buddy, hope our friendship lasts forever. Hear that Hui Ping, stop smiling to yourself, I saw that.
Thursday, I went bowling at CDANS………Really sux at it. I hate bowling that is the words. 70% of my bowling went to the gutter, my scores was way below 100. After bowling, went to play badminton. We played for less than half an hour then some kids came and joined us. Looking at them brought me some memories which I remembered I was about the same age as them. Playing badminton and block catching with my tuition friends, joyous moment’s loh… So fun!!! After bowling, went for some ice kachangs, so expensive. Then ate our dinner and went to Huiting’s house. Went through some of her old photos, she changed a bit. One thing remained was her dark distinctive eyebrows. Hahah.
Days remaining to CPTC (which I think some kind like I am entering to NS): 9 Days….Sadie!!!
Recently, some friends went to UK for attachment. I went to send them off; I regret my decision of making a trip to changi airport. Why? I missed my 10pm show which is my favorite, reached home around 12.30am. Mom gave me a piece of her mind, is it worth it?
I kept asking myself, I had done my best to be their friends, but do they treat me as their friends? Hah, UK attachment only what so big deal about it!!! Do I sound like a sour grape? I think so….Anyway, wish them all the best, take care guys!
Wednesday, I went back to school for CPTC briefing which is kind of wasting time and transportation fees. Briefing only lasted 1/2 hour; whole things talked about the safety procedures and the meeting time etc. I was thinking why the lecturers don’t just email us the necessary information to us instead making a trip to school. I received a logbook which required me to write a report on things I learned in CPTC everyday. It is some sort like keeping a diary, sianz. After the briefing, I went to Orchard to meet up my buddy Hui Ping. Both of us went window shopping to numerous shopping complexes, even though there was a heavy downpour but did not dampen our high spirits. I really treasure the time being with her. We chatted every things under sun, shared our woes with each other. I really fortunate to have her as a buddy, hope our friendship lasts forever. Hear that Hui Ping, stop smiling to yourself, I saw that.
Thursday, I went bowling at CDANS………Really sux at it. I hate bowling that is the words. 70% of my bowling went to the gutter, my scores was way below 100. After bowling, went to play badminton. We played for less than half an hour then some kids came and joined us. Looking at them brought me some memories which I remembered I was about the same age as them. Playing badminton and block catching with my tuition friends, joyous moment’s loh… So fun!!! After bowling, went for some ice kachangs, so expensive. Then ate our dinner and went to Huiting’s house. Went through some of her old photos, she changed a bit. One thing remained was her dark distinctive eyebrows. Hahah.
Days remaining to CPTC (which I think some kind like I am entering to NS): 9 Days….Sadie!!!
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Holidays......Till 18/4/05
Holidays..................
I think this is the last holidays in my schooling life, the last one le. Haiz, sad hoh. So fast need to step in to the cruelsome working life, at the age of 21. Where alots of youngsters around this age are still getting their degrees, so envy them. So holidays have been a couple of days, what i have been doing. Reading, watching and shopping i have enough. I brought sun yanzi and rockstar album. I think the next couple of days, maybe staying at home singing Yanzi's Music videos..... Hahah can save the money of going to Kbox.
Perhaps staying in JB is not a bad choice, cost of living is low, can easily get privated DVDS, MUsic videos at low prizes. So gd hoh.........Can get the whole series of desperate housewife. Somehow can get the Sims2 including the univerisity at RM18. But such a pity, it is only avaliable in DVD-ram. Heard that wenjie, is not that i refused to buy huh.......is ur com faults, okie!!
To be continued............................
I think this is the last holidays in my schooling life, the last one le. Haiz, sad hoh. So fast need to step in to the cruelsome working life, at the age of 21. Where alots of youngsters around this age are still getting their degrees, so envy them. So holidays have been a couple of days, what i have been doing. Reading, watching and shopping i have enough. I brought sun yanzi and rockstar album. I think the next couple of days, maybe staying at home singing Yanzi's Music videos..... Hahah can save the money of going to Kbox.
Perhaps staying in JB is not a bad choice, cost of living is low, can easily get privated DVDS, MUsic videos at low prizes. So gd hoh.........Can get the whole series of desperate housewife. Somehow can get the Sims2 including the univerisity at RM18. But such a pity, it is only avaliable in DVD-ram. Heard that wenjie, is not that i refused to buy huh.......is ur com faults, okie!!
To be continued............................
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Is it juz an empty talk ?
Very soon going to the end of the sem, 2a02 going to spilt and hopefully we still contact each other. Pretty looking forward to the new sem, wondering wad is yr 3 life will be! Confirm busy one loh. That day spent my lunch in sch catching up with some of the YEP mates. We came to a conclusion that is we are going to have a outing together b4 my CPTC training. Yeah! INtially we intended to go to KL, but because of several of them having their attachments straight after their exams. Therefore we dropped the idea of going to KL. Then we seems to decide to go trekking in BK timah hill that 9.1 km route, dun know whether it is a good choice or not. The following day we will go JB for seafood feast to refill our energy. Although nothing had been confirmed, but i pretty keen in going lol. Haha
Projects plenty lol, i need to finish some by this week!! I hate business related subjects, so much craps!!!
Projects plenty lol, i need to finish some by this week!! I hate business related subjects, so much craps!!!
Friday, February 18, 2005
broke
Recently, I had been busy with Chinese New Year Celebration following Hui Ping’s and Hui Ting’s birthday celebration. Hardly spent time at home, treat my home like a hotel. Now I am packed with lots of reports and projects. Yah, that day I watched the HIDE and Seek. It is a thriller not a horror movie. Dakota Fanning had grown up since I last saw her starring in I am Sam. Her acting was fantastic, icy clear blue eyes extremely scary! Robert De Niro’s acting in hide and seek was ok only, storyline abit weak not much, except the setting was eerie.
“ I have a friend named Charlie….”
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“ I have a friend named Charlie….”
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Saturday, February 05, 2005
Test over!!
Time flies, now is mid term of my year 2 last semesters. Just finish with my common tests, do not anticipate much about the marks, especially ACEP. I think I lose 10 marks for wrong interpreting of the 1st question. I am still fuming! In my opinion, polytechnic tests or exams are just like tutorials, lack of true capability. No matter what, I just lousy at everything I do. Regardless whether it is school work or social life, I am looser, I admit!
Coming term must be very busy! Need to hand financial statement’s project, TPHM report, perspective on china’s reflection and project, lab report and finally emat report.
Haiz just attended a brief on my year 3 specialization (pharm or petrol option).Very fast, I going to be separated from my six girls and classmates. Sad!!! I missed those times, although having new friends are a good thing, but I do cherish those times I spent with them. Still cannot decide which to choose. PS: give me some ideas pls.
Chinese New Year coming, I still haven’t got a chance to go to Chinatown. This couple of days, I was staying at home spring cleaning. Perhaps can train my arms muscles, cleaning windows. Tiring! Thursday went to bugis with polyfriends that cost me $18 including dinner and movie ticket. The girls went shopping at Parco; lesey brought a pair of earring. Quite nice, then went west mall at around 8.30pm to watch “shall we dance”.
Actually I more interested in watching The Aviator, but the girls wanted the dancing movie. So go with the crowds again. “Shall we dance” is a humorous movie; I was fully captured with the dancing. If I was rich, I will go and learn dancing. Watching the movie brought me back to Vietnam, where I was dancing my butt off with techno beat. Really enjoy every minutes of it.
Maybe, on my 19th birthday want to try going to some happening places, dancing and partying! Yeah!!
Coming term must be very busy! Need to hand financial statement’s project, TPHM report, perspective on china’s reflection and project, lab report and finally emat report.
Haiz just attended a brief on my year 3 specialization (pharm or petrol option).Very fast, I going to be separated from my six girls and classmates. Sad!!! I missed those times, although having new friends are a good thing, but I do cherish those times I spent with them. Still cannot decide which to choose. PS: give me some ideas pls.
Chinese New Year coming, I still haven’t got a chance to go to Chinatown. This couple of days, I was staying at home spring cleaning. Perhaps can train my arms muscles, cleaning windows. Tiring! Thursday went to bugis with polyfriends that cost me $18 including dinner and movie ticket. The girls went shopping at Parco; lesey brought a pair of earring. Quite nice, then went west mall at around 8.30pm to watch “shall we dance”.
Actually I more interested in watching The Aviator, but the girls wanted the dancing movie. So go with the crowds again. “Shall we dance” is a humorous movie; I was fully captured with the dancing. If I was rich, I will go and learn dancing. Watching the movie brought me back to Vietnam, where I was dancing my butt off with techno beat. Really enjoy every minutes of it.
Maybe, on my 19th birthday want to try going to some happening places, dancing and partying! Yeah!!
Friday, January 21, 2005
NP's open house cum 02 class outing
20/1/05 It was NP’s open house day cum 02 class outing day. It was the time I can earn cca points, spending the whole morning manning the Rotaract Booth then spent a whole afternoon at LSCT making ice-cream. SianzZZZ! However seeing those native and innocent secondary kids brought me a lot of memories. I used to be one, thinking entering poly, life would be more slack and stress free, but things turned out different. My day started it off awfully, heard some disheartening rumors about me. Leading me fuming the whole morning, Shit to the pair of black and white “business couple”. This led me to understand that the worst and deadly weapon is a person’s mouth. How come people can backstab you, unaware how much it will bring sadness to that person. If you are dissatisfied with me, just yell it out in front of me. Though you confronted me, things had already done. I was also left with despair. Hopeless and helpless indeed. What more you want from me, knee down and said sorry, dream on man!!
Enough of the fuming part, my afternoon was much better. Met Sylvia at the library, intended to take shuttle bus but need to wait for 5 minutes. Therefore we decided to make our way to blk 40 by the ‘bus no 11’ (walking lah), hehe on the way we saw an eye candy (Moses), we were like drooling over his great looking eyes and tanned skin. But too bad, he is attached. Ha-ha went to CE lab and found Zhi Ming & Calvin. Although both of them in same class but they seldom talked to each other .Strange! Zhi Ming, Sylvia and I went free lunch at level 2, not bad got fried mee, drum lets and packet drinks. Three of us joined Eileen, Mr. Joel and Dr Geng at the table. The conversion was quite boring, I got an urge quickly finished the lunch and ran away. If I get to turn back the time, I would rather the 3 of us had lunch on our own, and catch up with each other. Oh boy, none of my classmates had arrived. I was alone apart from my lecture mates. Luckily, Eileen was there to keep me company. I was very grateful for that, Jaclyn was teaching me how to make chocolate ice cream mixture. It consists of 8 egg yolks, 8 tablespoons of sugar, 1 tablespoon of corn flour, 300ml of fresh milk, 300ml of whipped cream and 1 block of dark chocolate. Is it very fattening? Better think twice before eating an ice cream!!! I think I better change my favorite dessert to fruit salad healthier. Helping out at the ice cream booth was much better, using liquid nitrogen to make those cream mixtures to ice cream? Sounded unbelievable! Ha-ha, spent lots of efforts convincing those school kids that the ice creams were edible. Meanwhile I took a break, joined my gang at the convection centre pretending I was an o-level student desperate for the goodie bag. Fun! Sneaking afraid that those student unions knew me, lucky I was not that well known in poly. Goodie bag nothing much, but that was a meji hello panda. I liked it!! My brother came to my lab, so sweet of him, he helped me carried the goodie bag home. My friends were staring at him like an alien from Mars. Girls, can you all just spare my brother? I guessed he was freaked out!!
Finally, we headed to Fish & Co at Plaza Singapore. 1st time been to Fish & Co, lucky there is Eunice who often patron Fish & Co gave me and Lesey some recommendations. After some discussions, Eunice and I shared a seafood platter for two and a mermaid flush. While lesey and Matthew shared one, lesey’s drink was pink passion. Wait for the 2 les pair (Serene & Kassie) who sneaked out for a stroll while giving an excuse for toilet. Waited for awhile, Michael’s soup arrived. He was the only one who ordered a set meal. Everyone was drooling at the bowl of soup, making fun at him. Ha-ha, he never offered anyone some of his soup. Selfish guy huh? Then all our drinks arrived, my mermaid flush was damn big sized. I guessed it was about 2 liters, passing round the table as everyone wanted to sample it. I sampled some of the drinks, viknese’s was tasteless, adrant’s taste liked balloon, and Kenneth’s was overpowered with alcohol. Matt’s and zhi wei’s were the best among all those cocktails. Finally, food arrived; Kassie’s sambal fish was hot. The seafood platter was too much; I liked the mussels and the fish. Luckily, I had a light lunch. Eunice said I was weak, because I did not eat much… Sad! Hah. The dinner was nice, conversions were good. I had a good laughs, had a great time. The best was it was free because we had a very generous lecturer Mr. Joel to make our class outing so wonderful. Thanks!! After the dinner, we went to play pool at Le.Meriden Hotel. Ten of us, 3 gals and 7 guys (Kenneth, Michael, Matthew, Terry, Barney, Zhi Wei, Eunice, Lesey and me). Although same class almost 2 years, I never go out with some of them. Finally got a chance, haha. The pool was abit sucks, I was lousy. Need to practice le, seldom play since o-level. Had a great laugh, but abit expensive compared to beauty world rate. Never mind, played until 11pm, everyone went tired and very full. Reached home around 12.30am, everyone was in bed dreaming away. Took a bath, and went to bed.
Enough of the fuming part, my afternoon was much better. Met Sylvia at the library, intended to take shuttle bus but need to wait for 5 minutes. Therefore we decided to make our way to blk 40 by the ‘bus no 11’ (walking lah), hehe on the way we saw an eye candy (Moses), we were like drooling over his great looking eyes and tanned skin. But too bad, he is attached. Ha-ha went to CE lab and found Zhi Ming & Calvin. Although both of them in same class but they seldom talked to each other .Strange! Zhi Ming, Sylvia and I went free lunch at level 2, not bad got fried mee, drum lets and packet drinks. Three of us joined Eileen, Mr. Joel and Dr Geng at the table. The conversion was quite boring, I got an urge quickly finished the lunch and ran away. If I get to turn back the time, I would rather the 3 of us had lunch on our own, and catch up with each other. Oh boy, none of my classmates had arrived. I was alone apart from my lecture mates. Luckily, Eileen was there to keep me company. I was very grateful for that, Jaclyn was teaching me how to make chocolate ice cream mixture. It consists of 8 egg yolks, 8 tablespoons of sugar, 1 tablespoon of corn flour, 300ml of fresh milk, 300ml of whipped cream and 1 block of dark chocolate. Is it very fattening? Better think twice before eating an ice cream!!! I think I better change my favorite dessert to fruit salad healthier. Helping out at the ice cream booth was much better, using liquid nitrogen to make those cream mixtures to ice cream? Sounded unbelievable! Ha-ha, spent lots of efforts convincing those school kids that the ice creams were edible. Meanwhile I took a break, joined my gang at the convection centre pretending I was an o-level student desperate for the goodie bag. Fun! Sneaking afraid that those student unions knew me, lucky I was not that well known in poly. Goodie bag nothing much, but that was a meji hello panda. I liked it!! My brother came to my lab, so sweet of him, he helped me carried the goodie bag home. My friends were staring at him like an alien from Mars. Girls, can you all just spare my brother? I guessed he was freaked out!!
Finally, we headed to Fish & Co at Plaza Singapore. 1st time been to Fish & Co, lucky there is Eunice who often patron Fish & Co gave me and Lesey some recommendations. After some discussions, Eunice and I shared a seafood platter for two and a mermaid flush. While lesey and Matthew shared one, lesey’s drink was pink passion. Wait for the 2 les pair (Serene & Kassie) who sneaked out for a stroll while giving an excuse for toilet. Waited for awhile, Michael’s soup arrived. He was the only one who ordered a set meal. Everyone was drooling at the bowl of soup, making fun at him. Ha-ha, he never offered anyone some of his soup. Selfish guy huh? Then all our drinks arrived, my mermaid flush was damn big sized. I guessed it was about 2 liters, passing round the table as everyone wanted to sample it. I sampled some of the drinks, viknese’s was tasteless, adrant’s taste liked balloon, and Kenneth’s was overpowered with alcohol. Matt’s and zhi wei’s were the best among all those cocktails. Finally, food arrived; Kassie’s sambal fish was hot. The seafood platter was too much; I liked the mussels and the fish. Luckily, I had a light lunch. Eunice said I was weak, because I did not eat much… Sad! Hah. The dinner was nice, conversions were good. I had a good laughs, had a great time. The best was it was free because we had a very generous lecturer Mr. Joel to make our class outing so wonderful. Thanks!! After the dinner, we went to play pool at Le.Meriden Hotel. Ten of us, 3 gals and 7 guys (Kenneth, Michael, Matthew, Terry, Barney, Zhi Wei, Eunice, Lesey and me). Although same class almost 2 years, I never go out with some of them. Finally got a chance, haha. The pool was abit sucks, I was lousy. Need to practice le, seldom play since o-level. Had a great laugh, but abit expensive compared to beauty world rate. Never mind, played until 11pm, everyone went tired and very full. Reached home around 12.30am, everyone was in bed dreaming away. Took a bath, and went to bed.
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Pieces and puzzles of my life
Haiz, common test coming! Monday hitting the books, so now let me take a breather first! 13/1/05 was my cousin, chee onn’s wedding! Just felt that times flies…he is like a big brother to me. I still remembered he carried and play with me when I was small. Maybe a few years later, I am the one playing with his children. Haha!!! Although I like to attend wedding dinner, but I hate the dressing part. Such a headache!! My mum every time insisted that I must wear skirt. ;(Why? I dun know!!!
15/1/05, I went the OM quest organized by the Nanyang poly Buddhist society, which was something like the amazing race concept. The location was around gerlang and eunos, attending the OM quest I found out actually gerlang was not liked the red light district as people mentioned. Actually it is packed with Buddhist temples and associations and also those brothels all those lol. We came in third, so tired running up and down gerlang. Luckily, got ourselves a trophy!!!! Fun but very tiring!! And I ate vegetarian foods for my lunch and dinner. Pretty ok still can take it!! First time tried organic wheat grass juice cost me $1.50. Taste like seaweed! Yucks! I hate it!! Went to IMM after the OM quest, and then reached home about 10.30pm. Found out mum left me a pot of bat kut teh. I ate wholeheartedly, ignoring the consequences it would bring to me!!! Haha, oh man, I missed the first episode of the simple life 2. Never mind the dead man in my room movie showed at channel 5 was nice. I loved it!!! Oh yeah, must watch the Road trip this coming Saturday. Although i watched it before (uncut version), but I am watching it this coming Saturday. Heehe!! It sure brings back a lot of memories. Right cousins?
17/1/05, same routine in school! Acep had a mock test, out of 3 questions I only need how to do 1 question. I am dying!!! During the acep, I sounded very frustrated even mr Joel noticed it!! Haha whatever who cares about him!! I dun understand what he is teaching. Went to SIM for lunch, thanks to ms min early dismissal. Initially intend to eat at megabites, but the wokfried was not open yet!! Sianzzzz, I miss the fried fish hor fen !! Then switched to the foodcourt, sianz my stomach abit queasy so I need some hot soup. Not able to eat the delicious sea brass. Saw eric, still the same the yellow ah beng. Huiting making fun of me again, saying I got 7 rumored boyfriends. Rubbish, I not that type of person lol. I am still looking lol
18/1/05, IS day! Which is kassie’s soup day? Today 7.15 reached school, sudden got an urge for mcdonald. Alone I went to KAP mac, ate the $2 meal. So cheap, still can enjoy reading strait times. Not bad!! China lesson was boring. Lunch I joined zhi ming , huiting & kassie at the atrium eating rice bowl. Not bad but a bit $$$ and very little! Went to office and searched for mr chong and the CHH. Both of them were not in, so 3 of us went strolling around the school. We almost became free laborers, and we managed catch a glimpse Angeline ’s boyfriend. Haha
15/1/05, I went the OM quest organized by the Nanyang poly Buddhist society, which was something like the amazing race concept. The location was around gerlang and eunos, attending the OM quest I found out actually gerlang was not liked the red light district as people mentioned. Actually it is packed with Buddhist temples and associations and also those brothels all those lol. We came in third, so tired running up and down gerlang. Luckily, got ourselves a trophy!!!! Fun but very tiring!! And I ate vegetarian foods for my lunch and dinner. Pretty ok still can take it!! First time tried organic wheat grass juice cost me $1.50. Taste like seaweed! Yucks! I hate it!! Went to IMM after the OM quest, and then reached home about 10.30pm. Found out mum left me a pot of bat kut teh. I ate wholeheartedly, ignoring the consequences it would bring to me!!! Haha, oh man, I missed the first episode of the simple life 2. Never mind the dead man in my room movie showed at channel 5 was nice. I loved it!!! Oh yeah, must watch the Road trip this coming Saturday. Although i watched it before (uncut version), but I am watching it this coming Saturday. Heehe!! It sure brings back a lot of memories. Right cousins?
17/1/05, same routine in school! Acep had a mock test, out of 3 questions I only need how to do 1 question. I am dying!!! During the acep, I sounded very frustrated even mr Joel noticed it!! Haha whatever who cares about him!! I dun understand what he is teaching. Went to SIM for lunch, thanks to ms min early dismissal. Initially intend to eat at megabites, but the wokfried was not open yet!! Sianzzzz, I miss the fried fish hor fen !! Then switched to the foodcourt, sianz my stomach abit queasy so I need some hot soup. Not able to eat the delicious sea brass. Saw eric, still the same the yellow ah beng. Huiting making fun of me again, saying I got 7 rumored boyfriends. Rubbish, I not that type of person lol. I am still looking lol
18/1/05, IS day! Which is kassie’s soup day? Today 7.15 reached school, sudden got an urge for mcdonald. Alone I went to KAP mac, ate the $2 meal. So cheap, still can enjoy reading strait times. Not bad!! China lesson was boring. Lunch I joined zhi ming , huiting & kassie at the atrium eating rice bowl. Not bad but a bit $$$ and very little! Went to office and searched for mr chong and the CHH. Both of them were not in, so 3 of us went strolling around the school. We almost became free laborers, and we managed catch a glimpse Angeline ’s boyfriend. Haha
Monday, January 17, 2005
Juz finish my blog layout
An avid reader of jimmy liao books, now my blog has his drawings... Cool!!!!
i later then update my life, which nothing happen much seriously.
i later then update my life, which nothing happen much seriously.
Thursday, December 16, 2004
Busy like a bee, but have not hit the books yet!!!
haiz, i felt very stressed. Lectures donot wad is going on. .... I am dying, someone help me pls!!!!
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Return To Sch
Sianz, i did not have sufficient rest yet. Why sch starts so early? The first day of school was quite boring, still the same.... except saw a couple familar faces.. need to say hi .... sianzzz. Couple of new lecturers, seems to me this sem is NOt GOING TO BE EASY. Went orchard after first day of sch, watched AFTER SUNSET with penny, nathan and huiting. We ate KFC's buddy meal, and watched that comedy. Not bad, quite funny and unique cos the movie featured a special police and thief relationship. The leading female star was hot and steamy. yeah!! After movie, went wheelock place, borders saw jeanttee aw. Pretty and slim..Then went home..and sleep.
I am tired, looking forward to friday so i can get a gd rest at home
I am tired, looking forward to friday so i can get a gd rest at home
