“Sometime the road ahead is paved with anything but good intention.”

That is the PHRASE for my life. Though I have no idea what my road ahead will be like, but I hope it will be fun, happening and fulfilling in terms of academic and personal life. Hmm get what I mean, Opps!! The following 3 years should be my last schooling days, which I will be treasuring every day. Although mugging for exams or rushing for projects and reports will be a pain in my ass, I will try to ENJOY it.

Very sorry, I had not blogged for the past weeks. Opps is past-weeks…. With a big “S”.
Apologizes, due to the fact that my house internet connection is 56k, which is pathetic slow and inefficient. Haiz…. Dun blame me okie.

Past weeks:
Fun? Some sort …. Get to meet up some friends over 2 bbq gatherings in a row. The first one was “WOW”. I really enjoyed every minutes of it, although in the beginning I was smoke screened by the Ying’s family. Ha-ha… dun worry I understand… pity S.W and myself. Chatting over the moonlight, while eating plenty homemade bbq foods with a small sip of red wine. A million thanks to the Ying’s family for being such a host, catering very delicious foods for this group of jolly foodies. Haha…

The second one was with my lecture mates. Haiz I did not really enjoy that much. Perhaps is due to the very wrong location or wrong selection of dates or maybe I was simply just tired. I just felt very out of position. Thanks to Eileen and Jaclyn, very encouraging words, I will find my way no matter what.

The official tomb sweeping day for the Tang family was held on GD Friday. The almost whole clan gathered once a again. Very big family… seized the chance to catch up with my kazzies. It had been a while, I had seen them especially kiwi and slayer. Great changes in both of them, one grew slimmer while the other one became the diva with golden locks. Both looking great… especially slayer not that Uncle anymore. Perhaps before slayer enter NS, 4 young and promising tigers of the TANG clan should meet up for dinner bah. Self praising OMG…. Slayer very free one hoh…. Organize LAH!!! This Friday I am FREE!!!

The past Saturdays were cooping at my aunt’s place playing PS with my little cousin. He is so pro with the K.O game. I was K.O after his 2 powerful strokes. SO paiseh… lose terribly to a primary one boy. After the K.O game, was a pillows fight with my little cousins. Too bad H.J was not there, or else her fat ass will be on my lap most of time. I miss her….jia you pan niu for ur first exam…

Shopping is my main target now…..
Getting my ears pierce soon… must get them done asap….tml lah
Shoes going to worn out soon….. time to get some wedges or flats…. I am too tall for heels, though H.T said must learned to wear heels. I think if I wear heels, my centre of gravity is too high, very easily will make a big fat fall.
Bags….any suggestion to purchase a very unique bag? I want those very coloured ones not the usual ones.

I am going for my sleep cum talk show…. GD nite !! ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZ

After a few drastic stressfully and anxiety-packed days, I finally received a letter from NTU. Past few days, I seemed to lose the grip of my life. From the moment I knew most of friends got letters from NTU and NUS respectively, my heart was filled with covetous and anxiety. I could stop myself from thinking of the bad things: if I could not enter, I had waste a year slogging my life at some workplace, adapting myself to 8 to 6 kind of life which I hate the most. I totally sianz, dun know how many tears I wept during the past 3 days. U should have imagine how sadden I was. My poly friends kept assuring me that I should be able to enter, even my lecturer who called to ask me to go back to NP for an interview to assist the school in renewing their license assured me that based on my good result should be having no problem in entering NTU/NUS.

Working hard, developed a strong passion in the engineering field. I finally have gotten directly into Environmental Engineering second year. Although I was unable to have a chance to became a chemical engineer. However environmental engineering was a perhaps a better choice for me, since every chemical/ oil industry require an environmental engineer to assist them in dealing those waste produced from their production process. The coming 3 years going to be very thorny, especially I had to direct entry to second year. My senior currently studying the same course had been complaining that is very difficult. Hopefully my 3 years in NTU will be smooth sailing, and last thing try to enjoy the last period of my study years. Play Hard and work hard!!

Although yet to receive news from NUS, high chances I should be studying in NTU. In other words, I do not have chance to know any future doctors.
PS to HUiting: Hey I know why u wants to get into NUS chemistry, cos u want a doctor boyfriend right? But in NTU, Weiwei is waiting for U…..How?

Last but no least, I finally was able to graduate from a school without any regret. From PSLE to O-level, I cried my way home. PSLE turned out to my turning point of my life. I was expected to get at least 220 and above based on my prelim. But I gotten 204, my mum who have high expectation of me then, wept at the very moment when she heard my result. I cried on my way home and I never stepped another foot back into my primary school. I hate myself and my primary school. O-level: Another disaster. Since my bad experience with PSLE, I worked super hard during my secondary years. I was topped in Literature and India History for my lower secondary years, eventually got into triple sciences stream. But I found out biology was not my cup of tea, dropped biology and focused on my other subjects. O-level turned out to be flop, gotten very good results for all the subjects except English. I failed English, due to that I was unable to enter JC. I cried again on my way home and again never stepped my foot again in that horrible school.

Finally Ngee Ann Poly, has able me to graduate without any regret. Very thankful, great friends were make………. Thank YOU!!

I will like to thank Dr Ming ( Newcastle) for giving me advise on choosing the course. Very thankful, I will treat U dinner when u come to Singapore. Let’s go Makan.

Tidying my room as well as clearing some old stuffs.
Came across my old diary; which contained some of my favorite poems.
Here is one which I wish to share:

Title: FUNNY HOW LOVE CAN BE

Like a shawl of invisibility,
that arranges over unknowning eyes,
Temporaily blinding the heart's windows,
before showing at the right time in a nice surprise.

Or like a dubious but mightly form of anesthetic,
that suddenly befalls upon a ready tongue.
Rendering the stuttering tendency,
to one who had been stung.

Like a tsunami of amnesia,
that may totally sweep away all else.
But to selectively spare a certain plot of land,
where yearning buds of love blossom by themselves.

Or like an all-knowing being in a squarish screen,
bringing every stray strand of hearts closer.
Manifested in those arcane symbols amid a technological wonder.

Like a miraculous fifth season,
that goes between hot, cold, wet and dry.
Completely unpredictable and extremely volatile,
to shine laughter on a heart,
or with rain to make it cry.

PS: Though I am a hopeless in relationship, but I am not in a hurry.

Recently felt very restless, regarding the NUS thingy. IS it game over for me? How come some GPA lower than me able to enter those weird courses which we are uncut to choose in the very first place? Puzzled!! When I receive the enrolment package? WHen?????

Bright note: I received my 3 week temp job pay!! Yesh finally I contributed some $$$ to my CPF account. What a loafer I am, finally make some contribution to the society by paying $0.50 to CDAC. Heheh....

I miss the carefree days, I had over there!!
Very relaxed.....
I want to go back to there!!
The past 5 months maybe was a dream, But I got IT!!

I hate the reality I am facing now!!
Aimless like a drifting sail in the middle of South China Sea.
Do not how far my port is?
Which Port I can go into?
Uni of society's port, NUS's Port or NTU's Port!!

Saturday

Today is a lazy Saturday; my whole body is in a restless mode. Initially wanted to sleep abit longer, however was being woken by my bro’s alarm clock. Felt irritated, felt like punching his sickening sleeping face. In the end, I turned to those past magazines to release my anger.

Yesterday was a fulfilling day; Shalalala!! What a wonderful day!! Watched 2 movies in the brand new Cathy Cineplex, totally free of charge! Half Light and 13th District were the 2 movies I watched. Half light was a thriller cum mysterious movie starring Demi Moore; I am not a great fan of thriller cum mysterious, overall was pretty okay. But 13Th district was Damn Nice!! It was a French movie, action packed ad reline rushed that kind of movie. The actors’ stunts were stunning totally fabulous, ten times better than Jackie Chan’s. The director of 13th District was the fellow who directed Five element. Although the movies came free of charge, the bad news was I had treated my companion a Subway daily Special meal. Indirectly, I paid for yesterday outing. But I truly enjoyed it. Millions thanks to myself!! Hahha!!

Gotten my result, I was very pleased with myself. I got distinction for my attachment( Yipee!!); which I thought was impossible right from the start. However my overall GPA was much lower than my peers, in other words, my chance of getting into local universities was not that prospect. All thanks to my damn first year in poly; which I did so horribly!! However time cannot turn back, now all I can do is to pray hard. Pray that I can succeed in entering local university, regardless which university or what courses, I will be satisfied.

Argh!! Let me enter!!!!!

Ok!! Enough of venting my frustration, back to packing my room and tidying my photos………. Maid Sling transformation!!!

Siao!!!! Ignore me.........

My life is so boring and monotonous. I recently got a job working as a temp at Singtel’s credit management. Job scope is handling faulty cheques, which is eye straining. Working environment is pretty okay, although almost all of my colleagues are aunties. The downside is I cannot access to internet, because my access to the internet is firewall. Suck!!

Thinking of signing up for any mobile plan instead of using prepaid card. Why this thought? Reason is very simple; sometime I think that my friends circle is very small. Seldom friends will send message or give me a call to catch up. I feel very lonely, disappointed with myself; how come my making friends skill is so lousy. My place in my friends’ minds not the first few priorities; I am not asking much just allow me to feel my presence is significant not invisible. I think that is the basic respect for each other. Perhaps everyone is waiting for the other party to make initiative. My answer is I had already made a couple of initiative, I am sick and tired. I just want to widen my circle of friends!!!!

Yesterday saw CL on the bus back home; she is as pretty as ever. Think back we had been just friend for more than a decade. Been in the same schools for all our education up to this point, but due to character and mentality differences we just remain just friends. I spoke to her about the topics on friends.

“Perhaps people’s main objective is studying not making friends, those people tends to be very self-centered. There is not forever a friend in their minds”

All the co-promises are all- rubbish……………. I hate them!!

If given a chance to remain schooling, I will make myself to make more lasting friends.


For the cousins:

I think maybe night cycling is inappropriate and abit crazy. Perhaps we should go out this coming Saturday or Sunday, can?

If all insist on Friday….. I will join u guys at the evening; work commitment. IS okay !!

Activites :

Early morning/ afternoon: LAn game or kbox ( xia’s fav) or wadever. ( crapping, walking and wasting time )

I dun know whether kbox having Klunch during the weekends? Please spare some thoughts for my pocket!!! I know u guys are damn rich …… hahah!!!

IT has since been awhile

It has been awhile since i last blogged. Somehow missing in action for quite some time. Been away for a period of time, homecoming was something which I was looking forward to each day. However back in Singapore for almost close to 2 weeks, I started to miss the life i had in UK. Although life was boring over there, I missed the freedom and the carefree life I had over there. Missed the healthy food I ate especially the sandwiches ( the nicest bread and miller yogurt). Hahha

Over the past 2 weeks, I met up with my relatives and friends. Plenty serious thoughts came across my mind.
Familywise still okie, still manage to stay connect with them. Bonding was making through watching canto series (black & white ones) and daily sessions of mahjong. Very typical canto family? hehe....

Friendwise, so far I just met up with my poly 6 girl gang. I dun really enjoy that dinner gathering cum sanging kTV...... Perhaps being away.. no much connection or common topic. Never mind, strive to improve....

Homecoming

I am coming home on the 22nd
HAhahahahhah
I will continue with this post till i am back from lunch

Hehehe.... A day in newcastle

Frosted mini cooper... here is filled with coopers... my dream car!!
A usual sight from my window, a road i walked past for 4 mths!
The angel guarding the city center.... cool status....
Today is vvvVVVery cold.... heavy snow coming... I think

Went to hangout in the city center.... waste time there!! Aahhha.. so near somemore... like lot 1 to my place.

Zara shopping!! ( retail therapy).... got myself that black cropped trouser, actually intend to purchase that black with silver straps shirt but the size abit too big.....

GOLA UK sneakers model: classic vintage

Hectors hall: One of my fav food stalls, best granny smiths are from there and mushrooms as well.

Hutichsons: cheap garlic & carrots

The usual sight.... tobacco... ppl smoke like crazy...

I believe everything has its own pace...

Finally 1 feb is drawing near.... cos it is a special day for the 3 of us.
Further details shall not be disclosed, cos it is pretty private. Hahah just me please!!

Hahah...sorry for making everyone panicking/wondering where am i staying right now? YESH i am now in my cosy house, paid 20 pounds for the extended 3 nights. Finally everything is settled. Tomorrow shall be knocking on Paul's door, get my important thingy and shall end off with a word " See you!!" Yeah!!

If u are wondering how come my blog does not has the tagboard..... cos it does not want to appear... due to some unknown errors. Tried several times but haiz.........

You will mostly likely hearing a Jap song as u r reading my entries...... That is a song from a jdrama i recently watched. That song is a very touching show, titled " one liter of tears". Something which everyone might be bewildered abt this, my tears kept swelling during out the whole show. It is based on the true story abt a 15 girl whom gotten an incurable diease which caused her to lose her movement and speech abilities. It is a must watch show!!!

Okie talk abt this song, titled 3gatsu 9ka
Performed by RemioromenLyrics: Fujimaki Ryouta
Music: Fujimaki RyoutaSingle: 3gatsu 9ka (03/09/04)Romanji by Pocky

I love this song!! This song is talk abt a couple in spring dreaming abt each other. Just nice for my blog skin....spring time where flowers blooming. That is my favorite season!! Perhaps i maybe arriving in singapore with a branch of holland tulips in my arms. hahah DReaming huh... now is freaking cold.... there may be a high possiblity these few days will snow..... by who? Sling weather predictation.... Hahah

Delected the previous post. It does not sounded nice to start a Brand new year. Hence this dog year is a brand new Year, a brand new beginning for my life. I am turning 20 in a few months time, a year and half before i turn 21. My wishes for this brand new year:

1. Family: Stay Healthy and happy always
2. Career & studies: Smooth Sailing, able to further my education
3. $$: Earn back what I had spent
4. Human relationship: searching , no hurry........
5. Friends: Strong lasting friendship
6. Health: Obtain ideal weight, take up a new sport

That's all.

The past few days were horrible, my energy level in my body is running low. Sleepless nights spent thinking where are we going to stay for the next few days. Luckily everything is settled, we are able to live in comfort for the rest of our days in newcastle. This is what I called refugee's life. Totally there wasn't any Chinese New year mood in us, everytime we were thinking where are we going to stay if there are new tenants moving in. Pray hard everything will be fine!!!!

Counting down............ in 3 weeks' time i will be back home.

Looking back, the past 4 months were incredible. I never regret for making the choice of coming to UK for attachment. The time here was well spent, i did enjoy every moments i spent over here. Though i did not manage to mix around or make any local friends, even though my supervisor is local.... I undestand their cultures and their working attitudes.

Well, I will like say " Thank YOU" to the followings for making my trip possible.

My family

1. My lovely 4 aunties: Really thankful for all ur helps and loves. Ling Ling really grateful!!
2. My dearest Grandma: Popo, I will work hard!! I will!!
3. My brother: Thanks for everything!
4. My DAd and mum: thanks for being so supportive!! All the encouragements given to me. At the bottom of my heart: I think u two all the greatest parents in the whole wide world.
5. My cousins especially wenjie: For tagging at my blog..in other word keep me occupied. Wenjie sorry, for troubling U to call my brother whenever i am online. Thank For ur help!!

my friends....... ThanKs

Especially Lesey and HuiPING, u 2 are the best!! Thanks for the emails, u guys never forget me!! I am very grateful...........

and also Delwyn and Olsen........ Thanks for making my 5 months UK attachment interesting.

LAst but not least: Dr Ming and Dr Liu ( my trainer cum friend)

Both of them helped me in one way and another. Very grateful!

Hi Everyone, It is Chinese New YEAR!!

Although I am not in SIngapore, However let me Present U a WANG WANG DOG!!

Wish EVeryone HAs A WANG WANG YEAR!!!! Gong Xi FA Cai!!! Wan Shi Ru yin!!






















Thank for the CArd W!!!


My first time celebrating CNY aboard!!! I miss Home....

To my family and friends,

Happy Lunar New Year!!
Gong Xi Fa Cai!!
WAn Shi Ru Yin!!

Have FUn!!
Shu Ling

Well looking at my watch, somehow I was thinking of getting a new one.

My watch has been with me for 4 years, i got it at bugis for a price of twenty something.
Mum promised to get bro and me a watch each, both of us were overjoyed !! Therefore we went to BUgis to hunt for our watches. We browsed through several hundreds of watches around bugis area, none of the design caught my eyes.

I know that I am very picky and judge things with a very high expectation, in other words difficult to serve in chinese.

Until I saw my watch at one of the shops, it was a digital watch. Yeah, that's cool suitable for me cos i have a hard time reading the time using the manual clockface. The design was sleek and slim, but the downside is the strap is black with a dragon on the right side. Very Bengish that kind. Staring at it through the shop window, the more I stared at it. I was captivated by its unique design and the thiness of the clockface. Hence I got him.... The Uncle told us that it used costed hundred plus when it just came out in the market. We were thought he was bragging........


UNtil today..... I finally know the name of my watch.

I was searching the net, hoping to find a new watch with the similar concept as the watch i am wearing now. To my horrify, my old watch is still on sale. My watch is a Casio PELA watch, under the collection of Mayfly London. It is selling for 5500 yen on casio.jp or 20 US on ebay. Wow!!

For now.... I think I am not going to change my watch!!!! Hahah!!

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