Yesterday was Wednesday; my favorite day of the week. There is project runway and Singapore idol airing on that day. Sadly Daniel was eliminated, though I hope to be san Antoine, really cannot stand his winning ego. Pissing me off every week, yesterday his design looked so Moulin rouge while Daniel’s design was the ordinary but with a trace of vintage.

I missed the Singapore idol, spare some time packing my clothing and battery charger for my genting trip. Cannot wait, Road cum feasting trip. Today is my graduation day, so troublesome i don’t have any makeup collection, hence I just put on lipstick. Shit later I will be looking damn shag, unable to sleep well and no makeup camouflage. Sick!! Most likely I will doze off while waiting for my turn. zzzzZZZz….

Oh ya, yesterday I did something wrong, must said very sorry to her for unable to help her. Very sorry, please do not blame me.

Yesterday was Wednesday; my favorite day of the week. There is project runway and Singapore idol airing on that day. Sadly Daniel was eliminated, though I hope to be san Antoine, really cannot stand his winning ego. Pissing me off every week, yesterday his design looked so Moulin rouge while Daniel’s design was the ordinary but with a trace of vintage.

I missed the Singapore idol, spare some time packing my clothing and battery charger for my genting trip. Cannot wait, Road cum feasting trip. Today is my graduation day, so troublesome i don’t have any makeup collection, hence I just put on lipstick. Shit later I will be looking damn shag, unable to sleep well and no makeup camouflage. Sick!! Most likely I will doze off while waiting for my turn. zzzzZZZz….

Oh ya, yesterday I did something wrong, must said very sorry to her for unable to help her. Very sorry, please do not blame me.

Yesterday I was undergoing Monday blues, at some point of time I dread of going to work. Dragging my heavy body and headed to workplace, to my dismay even my buddy was not coming to work left me and ah lay. The entire office was very quiet; my department left me and another colleague. As a typical temp worker since my bosses were not there, my entire morning was catered to net surfing, constantly being bombarded by xia asking for comments on the items she eyeing on. Though she labeled herself as Banned, to me she seemed unbanned, frantic shopper (mad woman) rushing to be in the spree before it’s closed. Hahah. Today she no longer working in that army camp, no one kept me entertain. So boring!! Sob sob!

Went home as usual, Mum was sick. No one accompanied me to continue watching the HK serial; hence I watched the superband and the dance show on channel 5 with daddy. Superband was nice, especially J3 and “Lost way Soldiers”. I prefer “lost way soldiers’, though J3 is my seniors, well do not really know them either. Watched the Japan vs Australia match, joined in only after the first half because I do not wish to abandon Tay Ping Hui. Well it is exciting to see the Japanese panicked while the Australians scored.

TONIGHT SEE HOW THE KOREANS FARE!!!!

Look at this photo:



Is it disgusting?


Damn I had been through it yesterday, though time had change. My ear holes were produced using a powerful gun sending one of the earrings through my massive thick earlobe. It was definitely hurting, terribly painful. I wonder how on earth people can endure the pain having their nipples or groins pierce. They must be jumping up and down yelling %^&$%^&* after piercing.

If you ask me, whether I wish to have another piercing. Definitely no man! Pray hard I will not need to undergo another piercing.

Well yesterday afternoon I had a fond for beancurd, ginko dessert, unexpectedly my mum read my mind. She cooked a big pot of that yummy dessert for us; I had a large share of it. Taste so fantastic!

Today something happened in the office, a not very pleasure day to me. The place I am sitting now is going to make way for the new management support officer. In other word, I may be retrenched. Shitty day indeed, hopefully my job end at end june if not
I will be broke and rotting at home like a wailing ghost. No job = no $$, no $$ = stay at home, Stay at home = Maid, Maid = Scolding from MUM for no doing anything at home. Rescue me from the agony of being a maid, and being broke.

In this cold weather, i wish i got a chance to have this.

Ginko, barley and beancurd plus a hard boiled egg......superb!!!

Ten reasons of not going to the marina square steamboat.

1. Not air-conditioned
2. Sulky customer service
3. Unhygienic food
4. Horrible location
5. Horrible food
6. Toxic: Cancer-prone way of cooking
7. Touting at the MRT station
8. Food available not worth the price except for the live prawn
9. Next day will fell sick after eating, either sore throat or food poisoning
10. Rowdy crowds
    
    No more…. This kind of place……………………………………
    To my friends/ cousins: Please do not suggest this place, spare me the agony!!
    
    PS: To huiping…….
    
    End of July coming hor….. Ben & Jerry Café should be open le hoh……. My HMMmmmmmm there can?
    Heheheh……. Hopefully there is something interesting about this café or we go Jap buffet in suntec…….
    
    The last treat before we go in UNI!!!!! Yayayay Woohooo!!!.... ask the gang along….!! The reason Is MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

A piece of thought: Why on this world there someone so cruel to me? Is he up above watching/ observing me under his watchful pair of eyes? Am I behaving good or bad today? Am I mistreating my family again? Am I bullying my friends? Or am I deceiving myself again?

Whatever that happens, I am handled by myself. When I am tired, I just throw in the towel, regardless of the consequence. Tired and called it a day, that what I want my life to be. Simple and easy, but how many people on this earth is able to enjoy this kind of life. Spend a lazy afternoon reading a novel, with a soulmate sharing my woes, or with my pals / family playing mahjong, while meanwhile whip out a sinful dessert and share among my loved ones. That’s the life…… but I have to endure at least for another 5 to 6 years in order to have all this.

After sharing my thoughts to someone, I no longer felt that guilty. Actually it was not my fault of making u felt lonely, I did interact with you remember? I was with in comfort zone, YES! I prefer their accompany, that’s the bottom-line. Maybe I am no used to your presence or your ego making me uneasy. Please forgive me for being so cold; meanwhile give me some time to accept your ego and spinning tales.

Thanks for spending time listening to my craps....meanwhile I helped you wasting ur force leave... HAHha

After a long battle between NTU and NUS.......
I had decided to choose NUS.
Reason is simple: NUS envirnoment engineering is more focus on chemical engineering. That is the main decision.

ps: Seniors are nice looking..... LOoking forward to camp!!!

Serene & YY join the chemical eng & env eng society camp eh.... looking forward to see you guys there!!

Ola OLA ola.... well yesterday was my secondary classmates gathering. Most of them turned up especially him, I did felt honoured when he mentioned that he was giving me face by turning up at the gathering. I sensed that he was been isolated most of time during the gathering, i was a badie as i sticked to my own comfort zone, hardly spoke to him either. Which make me felt so guilty, i donot wan to lose this friend, but sometime his way of spinning tales really do freak me out at some point. perhaps if there is some time left..... i maybe may ask him out for a dinner to patch up the missing 4 years of our lifes.

To this special friend:

I know you are indeed special, thank for making my secondary life so interesting. If without you, i perhaps still be a little girl staying in her own boundaries or sticking close to her close friend without any thoughts of mixing around. I know you have your difficulties for being absent for so long, perhaps i will never know what are they, neither do i wish to know. I just hope we can just be friends and hang out often. I am neutral.... whatever had happen did happen just let it passed..... Gain a close friend is a greatest present i can give to myself. Hope you share the same thoughts as me.

Shuling

Can anyone please spare me an ideal eating place ideal for holding a gathering? Recently I had been busy meeting up friends, up on the list is this Saturday at meiling’s place bbq. Following by the kuzzie’s meet up at marina on this coming Monday and then 3rd june going to meet up some of the poly friends and also celebrating kc’s birthday. 3rd june I am in charge of organizing but till now I still have not think of a place to hang out yet. People I have not inform them, shit I hate to be one organizing. Hard to accommodate everyone’s preference, some on tight budget while some is pretty okie with anything but never voice out where they wish to go to. Any cool hangout places especially we intend just to have a dinner… that all.

Decision making is irritating and tiresome. I have to make the correct decision and expect this decision will not make me regret in the future. Why like this so troublesome and headache?

If you have no idea what I am lamenting in the above section, allow me to update you. I, Missy Tang received an offer from NUS environment engineering. Yah that environment engineering again… not some other courses. So which one should I choose, NTU allow me to direct 2nd year while NUS start from year 1 while NUS is global recognize plus a friend will be studying with me ( an accomplice) . So which should I choose?

Vexed Very Indeed…………

Backpacking to the middle earth, is it a super doper cool suggestion?

The past week I met up with some of my secondary friends, it had been a long while since we had seen each other once again. At first it was pretty weird, 3 years never had a good old chat with one another was indeed damn crazy. Been absence from each other’s life for 3 years, I totally had no idea how to kick off the conversation. Things were not that bad as I had imagined, we had an incredible time updating each other’s business. No matter serious matters or crappies were shared among each others. To me, I found it totally enjoyable, knowing everyone’s whereabouts, discussing and listening to people’s thoughts. The plus point of that meeting was a backpacking trip to the Middle earth was suggested. Let’s give each other 3 years or so, completed our studies or establish our careers. Save some funds and go backpacking the middle earth. Meanwhile I am looking forward to the 27th bbq, is mahjong’s time as well as drinking time. Cheers!!

Finally… I am writing a new post. That was since ages; yeah this sight is too common. I do admit I am not a frequent blogger. Maybe my life isn’t interesting for me to blog about.

Last week I met with a minor accident, on my way back from work. It was a hit and run car accident, I was the poor victim. Right-hand side of my body was slightly hit by the passing car. Then my pity right foot was rolled under by the front tyre. Luckily not much damage, no bone fracture or whatever. Hence now temporarily unable to wear heels or do anything which brings great strain to my foot.

Now I … watching jewel in the palace all night long..

“Sometime the road ahead is paved with anything but good intention.”

That is the PHRASE for my life. Though I have no idea what my road ahead will be like, but I hope it will be fun, happening and fulfilling in terms of academic and personal life. Hmm get what I mean, Opps!! The following 3 years should be my last schooling days, which I will be treasuring every day. Although mugging for exams or rushing for projects and reports will be a pain in my ass, I will try to ENJOY it.

Very sorry, I had not blogged for the past weeks. Opps is past-weeks…. With a big “S”.
Apologizes, due to the fact that my house internet connection is 56k, which is pathetic slow and inefficient. Haiz…. Dun blame me okie.

Past weeks:
Fun? Some sort …. Get to meet up some friends over 2 bbq gatherings in a row. The first one was “WOW”. I really enjoyed every minutes of it, although in the beginning I was smoke screened by the Ying’s family. Ha-ha… dun worry I understand… pity S.W and myself. Chatting over the moonlight, while eating plenty homemade bbq foods with a small sip of red wine. A million thanks to the Ying’s family for being such a host, catering very delicious foods for this group of jolly foodies. Haha…

The second one was with my lecture mates. Haiz I did not really enjoy that much. Perhaps is due to the very wrong location or wrong selection of dates or maybe I was simply just tired. I just felt very out of position. Thanks to Eileen and Jaclyn, very encouraging words, I will find my way no matter what.

The official tomb sweeping day for the Tang family was held on GD Friday. The almost whole clan gathered once a again. Very big family… seized the chance to catch up with my kazzies. It had been a while, I had seen them especially kiwi and slayer. Great changes in both of them, one grew slimmer while the other one became the diva with golden locks. Both looking great… especially slayer not that Uncle anymore. Perhaps before slayer enter NS, 4 young and promising tigers of the TANG clan should meet up for dinner bah. Self praising OMG…. Slayer very free one hoh…. Organize LAH!!! This Friday I am FREE!!!

The past Saturdays were cooping at my aunt’s place playing PS with my little cousin. He is so pro with the K.O game. I was K.O after his 2 powerful strokes. SO paiseh… lose terribly to a primary one boy. After the K.O game, was a pillows fight with my little cousins. Too bad H.J was not there, or else her fat ass will be on my lap most of time. I miss her….jia you pan niu for ur first exam…

Shopping is my main target now…..
Getting my ears pierce soon… must get them done asap….tml lah
Shoes going to worn out soon….. time to get some wedges or flats…. I am too tall for heels, though H.T said must learned to wear heels. I think if I wear heels, my centre of gravity is too high, very easily will make a big fat fall.
Bags….any suggestion to purchase a very unique bag? I want those very coloured ones not the usual ones.

I am going for my sleep cum talk show…. GD nite !! ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZ

After a few drastic stressfully and anxiety-packed days, I finally received a letter from NTU. Past few days, I seemed to lose the grip of my life. From the moment I knew most of friends got letters from NTU and NUS respectively, my heart was filled with covetous and anxiety. I could stop myself from thinking of the bad things: if I could not enter, I had waste a year slogging my life at some workplace, adapting myself to 8 to 6 kind of life which I hate the most. I totally sianz, dun know how many tears I wept during the past 3 days. U should have imagine how sadden I was. My poly friends kept assuring me that I should be able to enter, even my lecturer who called to ask me to go back to NP for an interview to assist the school in renewing their license assured me that based on my good result should be having no problem in entering NTU/NUS.

Working hard, developed a strong passion in the engineering field. I finally have gotten directly into Environmental Engineering second year. Although I was unable to have a chance to became a chemical engineer. However environmental engineering was a perhaps a better choice for me, since every chemical/ oil industry require an environmental engineer to assist them in dealing those waste produced from their production process. The coming 3 years going to be very thorny, especially I had to direct entry to second year. My senior currently studying the same course had been complaining that is very difficult. Hopefully my 3 years in NTU will be smooth sailing, and last thing try to enjoy the last period of my study years. Play Hard and work hard!!

Although yet to receive news from NUS, high chances I should be studying in NTU. In other words, I do not have chance to know any future doctors.
PS to HUiting: Hey I know why u wants to get into NUS chemistry, cos u want a doctor boyfriend right? But in NTU, Weiwei is waiting for U…..How?

Last but no least, I finally was able to graduate from a school without any regret. From PSLE to O-level, I cried my way home. PSLE turned out to my turning point of my life. I was expected to get at least 220 and above based on my prelim. But I gotten 204, my mum who have high expectation of me then, wept at the very moment when she heard my result. I cried on my way home and I never stepped another foot back into my primary school. I hate myself and my primary school. O-level: Another disaster. Since my bad experience with PSLE, I worked super hard during my secondary years. I was topped in Literature and India History for my lower secondary years, eventually got into triple sciences stream. But I found out biology was not my cup of tea, dropped biology and focused on my other subjects. O-level turned out to be flop, gotten very good results for all the subjects except English. I failed English, due to that I was unable to enter JC. I cried again on my way home and again never stepped my foot again in that horrible school.

Finally Ngee Ann Poly, has able me to graduate without any regret. Very thankful, great friends were make………. Thank YOU!!

I will like to thank Dr Ming ( Newcastle) for giving me advise on choosing the course. Very thankful, I will treat U dinner when u come to Singapore. Let’s go Makan.

Tidying my room as well as clearing some old stuffs.
Came across my old diary; which contained some of my favorite poems.
Here is one which I wish to share:

Title: FUNNY HOW LOVE CAN BE

Like a shawl of invisibility,
that arranges over unknowning eyes,
Temporaily blinding the heart's windows,
before showing at the right time in a nice surprise.

Or like a dubious but mightly form of anesthetic,
that suddenly befalls upon a ready tongue.
Rendering the stuttering tendency,
to one who had been stung.

Like a tsunami of amnesia,
that may totally sweep away all else.
But to selectively spare a certain plot of land,
where yearning buds of love blossom by themselves.

Or like an all-knowing being in a squarish screen,
bringing every stray strand of hearts closer.
Manifested in those arcane symbols amid a technological wonder.

Like a miraculous fifth season,
that goes between hot, cold, wet and dry.
Completely unpredictable and extremely volatile,
to shine laughter on a heart,
or with rain to make it cry.

PS: Though I am a hopeless in relationship, but I am not in a hurry.

Recently felt very restless, regarding the NUS thingy. IS it game over for me? How come some GPA lower than me able to enter those weird courses which we are uncut to choose in the very first place? Puzzled!! When I receive the enrolment package? WHen?????

Bright note: I received my 3 week temp job pay!! Yesh finally I contributed some $$$ to my CPF account. What a loafer I am, finally make some contribution to the society by paying $0.50 to CDAC. Heheh....

I miss the carefree days, I had over there!!
Very relaxed.....
I want to go back to there!!
The past 5 months maybe was a dream, But I got IT!!

I hate the reality I am facing now!!
Aimless like a drifting sail in the middle of South China Sea.
Do not how far my port is?
Which Port I can go into?
Uni of society's port, NUS's Port or NTU's Port!!

Saturday

Today is a lazy Saturday; my whole body is in a restless mode. Initially wanted to sleep abit longer, however was being woken by my bro’s alarm clock. Felt irritated, felt like punching his sickening sleeping face. In the end, I turned to those past magazines to release my anger.

Yesterday was a fulfilling day; Shalalala!! What a wonderful day!! Watched 2 movies in the brand new Cathy Cineplex, totally free of charge! Half Light and 13th District were the 2 movies I watched. Half light was a thriller cum mysterious movie starring Demi Moore; I am not a great fan of thriller cum mysterious, overall was pretty okay. But 13Th district was Damn Nice!! It was a French movie, action packed ad reline rushed that kind of movie. The actors’ stunts were stunning totally fabulous, ten times better than Jackie Chan’s. The director of 13th District was the fellow who directed Five element. Although the movies came free of charge, the bad news was I had treated my companion a Subway daily Special meal. Indirectly, I paid for yesterday outing. But I truly enjoyed it. Millions thanks to myself!! Hahha!!

Gotten my result, I was very pleased with myself. I got distinction for my attachment( Yipee!!); which I thought was impossible right from the start. However my overall GPA was much lower than my peers, in other words, my chance of getting into local universities was not that prospect. All thanks to my damn first year in poly; which I did so horribly!! However time cannot turn back, now all I can do is to pray hard. Pray that I can succeed in entering local university, regardless which university or what courses, I will be satisfied.

Argh!! Let me enter!!!!!

Ok!! Enough of venting my frustration, back to packing my room and tidying my photos………. Maid Sling transformation!!!