Photowhoring!!


Mine's:
 

Lesey's:
 

Eunice's:
 

Jia Wei's:
  

Woohoo smashing great time, ever had since I surrendered my social life to sucky NUS.
SHit to the sickening studies....heck care!!

Lalala, went to Newton food centre to have dinner. Though the food was not that amazing, overall still not that bad.

Haha the usual us.... left out HT. See Ya on 8/10/06!! Okie?

AFter the meal, we decided to go for a drive to CHANGI. Saw airplanes......
Well we decided to have some drinks along the Changi beach bar. HAHha I shall lets the photos do all the talking.


CHeers!!!


LS and SL.... Miss her, especially in NUS.


Eunice and Me.... Miss her too....


Guys chilling out....botaks!!

Stay tuned for the next entry where we played photowhoring!!

Hmmm, though I am in the middle of my programming tutorial.
I am feeling very high, a smile hanging on my face. Someone cheered me up, thks M.K!!
Sometime having some great friends, encouraging u is a heavenly thing.

Anticipating the arrival of Dec, i shall bury the agony of studying.
Now must think as self fulfiling prophesy.

Studying is not an agony but a self fulfiling prophesy.
M.K

Felt like an extra in school, anyway who really care about that. I will force myself to be more comfortable.... a few weeks more to go.... very fast will be 3 years down the road, why bother so much? Telling myself I shall able to make it,indeed I should.

Some had tons of commitments/burdens to oblige yet they are not complaining, why should me?

unfit to be in such a position to complain either, the commitment I holding now are not high as compared to them. I should have felt inferior instead.

Changes must be make.

A little surprise waiting for me to discover I know.....

Corrinne May's vocal calmed my mind and body.

Felt very sorry for their state, tried to help but helpless.
As a friend i think, Be strong no matter what!

Well, lets hope the world is filled with joy and happiness...... Ya! must be.

Well now is the third week of school, I am still lost as usual. Lectures some I do understand but some I was dreaming away or dun understand. Friendswise, perhaps because of my unique timetable find it difficult to mix with my classmates. There is no sense of bonding I see in my class, but anyway some of them still bothered to chat with me, gratefully!!

Doing the online physics trial assignment, I kept getting big fat O. I dun even understand what they are asking..... wondering the actual assignment should be even worst!!

I wondering all my poly mates whom currently in UNI, are they the same as me? Or is it just me and HP who are strangling like crazy? Please let me scrape through this sem though road ahead is even worse...........


Feeling is depressing.... disheartening....
Looking for a rainbow among the gloomy sky.....
Miracle is all I want for my deep understanding in the concepts of matter of math and sciences....though i sounded like a greek....pardon me....

Hmm My life is not that interesting ...............
I am leaving my Blog to grow spider web.
Perhaps i might even delete this blog..... but it contains too much memories. Especially the good times in POly and UK.

Uni life is not easy, Putting my best effort....
Antisocial is the root of a mugger.... Finding friends are not easy....
Wadever...

I dunno ....
GOd please return the previous me....
Please dunno let me think so much into those rubbish stuffs......
LEt nature take its own course....

yayayayay....thats is the only way out
I think........
I am happy.... trying to be ....

First Day OF SCHool.

Chaotic, I was blurred. First time attended a lecture which packed the entire lecture hall, next time must come early to book seats, walking around the super big campus for lecture notes and lining up for those expensive books. Horrible hot weather plus the irritating noise of hers beside my ear, really pissed me off. I wish the housefly will go away...... whack!! Whack!!...Smash!!

Met some seniors thanks for those good advises especially Joanne.

Today I shall settle all my stuffs......
Buy all those notes and books......

I have already step in.... no matter what prove to them!! I will succeed YEAH!!

Tuesday I went out with my sec buddies.

The entire afternoon was spent cooping in the KBOX room singing those new songs.
Me & H.P
US Again
HP & Tiff


After the KBOX session, we met M.K and went to Millena Walk for Dinner. As we were walking past those classy dining place like Uber Burger or nice jap eating place, we were saying to ourselves "Wait for another 4 years, we shall be!!"

After the dinner, we went to Marina Square Giant Supermarket to grab some drinks and snacks for the fireworks of the night.

Sitted ourselves at the fountain in front of The ORiental Hotel, but we managed to get some glimpse of the fireworks. Haha!!
Let the photos Speak!!
Without ME.... They are like that!!

With ME is COmplete....

The tree blocking us

Fireworks

Hmmm.... We chatted, teasing each other, laughing and time passed pretty fast!! JIa You Everyone!!

Well, interesting!

1)Chatted with Mic over the phone, suddenly felt He somehow become more mature. Thanks for the encouragements and advices. As we chatted, a thought struck me; I felt drifted from my polymates, especially the 6 girls. But hopefully we do make an effort to meet up.

2) Watched a late night movie with my bro accompanied with a late supper (LGS). FAT!!! But FUN!!

3)My timetable is like shit, now i am waiting for my english slot......I hate my department for taking their own sweet time ......

4) Today I am meeting my sec buddies. Fireworks, Games, Laughters, chatting and plenty more!!!

A Very LAte Posting

I had a nice birthday this year!!

To begin, thank you eveyone who wished me through MSN, SMS, Friendster or celebrated with me over the past few weeks. Deeply appreciated.

And those GREAT presents cum concert tickets from H.P, M.K & S.W.

And also the nice treats from poly 6 gals and Acqua.

Well I am 20, kinda of excited for the new life of mine.
Doing well in my uni is my primary job, well the rest depends.

While I was having a great time in the stadium watching the exciting performance, he was outside at carpark H.

While I was having Beef Horfun, Fish Beehoun and Chicken Wings,he was having very cold KFC fried chicken.

Pity Him!!! Hahaha.... Next time play mahjong I give U eat okie? Hhahha

Pictures of the NDP

STadium


MUm and Bro

bro and me

MY early Birthday present!!



Thanks M.K
So touched.... i am not chiomei haha......

Getting ready

Happy Birthday to myself, I am 20 today! *Grinning

A remarkable stage of my life, well the start of uni life, a new experience awaiting for me to unfold.
My wishes:
1. DOing well in UNi
2. FAmily and friends all doing fine
3. Seeking for an additional person to dotes on me! HAha
4. Become more prettier and charming :)
and somemore......

Update on my birthday celebrationS!

1. With my polymates
The six of us met up and celebrated mine and serene's birthday at AIWO. The food was not to our likening, Yucks!! Well girls when is our next outing ( iceskating ??) Kassie!!

2. With my Campmates
Thurday we went JB for KTV and Seafood. The KTV was damn happening, room is very big(can fit the 24 of us), discolight spinning, 5 microphones and a huge TV. We went high, screaming loudly at the SUn YAnzi's first day. Snatching for the microphones to sing and dancing along with the music. I liked the MAyday's and the First day where we basically went mad and high!!!


The Seniors...


Acqua's girls


Me, MAtt and The crappiest man on earth ZHIZONG


KOkSing and Me



The guys


Guys


Birthday Acqua: Wee, Carine and Me

Hmmm... now left my sec mates...tiff when r u coming back?

The most ON ppls i ever seen

Chess CAmp Video
The Video file is very big hence may take some time to play. Thus please bear with the long wait time and enjoy it!!!

http://ia301218.us.archive.org/3/items/RyanAcqua/acquavideo.swf

Well Today last day at work, holidays straight ahead, cannot hardly wait. I need a break, slacking at home or hanging out friends that will be it.

Next week I will be in camp, it had been a while since I last joined camp which was during secondary one. That camp really left a scar in my memory, so horrible though was a good bonding session with my secondary friends. Hopefully this camp shall not be the same, please praying hard. There will be fright night which I am looking forward to, furthermore I more likely be in the same group as Wee, at least someone accompany me so not that bad ha-ha, well meanwhile I am able to see Cindi and Mayfang as well.

Looking forward to 22nd at TCW’s mahjong den “)

Heyhey "Pong" and Then "Wu".......YESHHHHH

Now is around 12 noon, office is in a peaceful situation. Most aunties went out for their lunches while mine is at 1pm. My stomach is protesting frantically, thinking of what I am getting for lunch today.

Back Track…

Yesterday went to watch “The King and The Clown” with TCW, Tiff and H.P. I love the movie!! Crazy dirty jokes, the casts acting and creative lead to me to say “BRAVO”. I was completely smitten by the show, especially by Lee Joon Ki. The demure movement, his pair of phoenix eyes and his smooth complexion, every inch of him look like a lady.

Sat: I went Kboxing with TCW, Tiff, H.P, M.K and M.L. It had been a long while since we last sang together. Perhaps it had been a long time I sang for 5 hours, I felt abit out of breath…. Haiz..
We started with the tidbit Marathon, keep attacking the tidbits and demanding the person in charge to refill our bowls. After the singing, we went Bukit Timah and ate some local fares, so to accommodate to TCW.
Chatted about the past, then I found out I was labeled as homely girl …. Which means practically went home after school. Diao! Whatever perhaps that is the past, after found out what I had missed out. Now maybe is not too late to change their impression of me, anyway I need not to leave any impression. Who are your friends or your foes, you should know very well. I love my clan everyone in it, hope we contact each other often. No more MIA for 3 years! Furthers 3 months enough le. IF NOT I WILL NOT FORGIVE ANYONE..... SHOUTING WILL BE HEARD!!

Thur: Ate NYDC, and B & J again, this time with H.T, L.S, Mic and J.W.
Did I mention, every time I went out with my polymates. I usually sited at the corner or no one sitting infront of me, felt abit left out. Whenever I wished to speak or share some of my views, I had to shout across the long table. Sickening and pathetic. Overall is enjoyable outing, all the bests to the guys in tekong… have fun!!

That’s all bah, I think. Lack of rest!!Please slow down the TIME. Stop ticking I cannot keep up the pace.
I require a long rest and sufficient time to tidy my room!!!!

Does anyone like me who has a phobia standing on the weight scale? Are you curious about your weight yet reluctant to know the actual figure? I had not been weighting myself for a long period of time even since I started working. According to report, they said once you are inadaptable with the new environment, you tend to pile on more weight. This implies to those who just entered the working life; that is me.

Being a temp worker for almost 4 months, I hardly kept to the strict diet I had back in UK. Apart from that, I have not gone jogging once. Freakily terrible, what on earth I was busy myself with?

Weekdays occupied me with the 8 to 6 job, reached home with the objective of relaxing in front of TV set. Had dinner, fruits, chocolate cum snacks and sometime (most of time) I will cooked Maggie mee for supper.

Weekends, I usually had my meals outside. Hang out with friends or family.

Ya, in no time, I shall return to the fatty me. Please don’t say I am very slim, give me some motivation. By saying
“SHuling you are terribly FAT!!”

Pray hard I will stick to my exercise and diet routine I had in UK. Perhaps when you are too free or lonely, you tend to be more conscious about your surrounding and lifestyle.

Over the weekend, I met up with my primary school friends at Just Noodles followed by Ben & Jerry’s. It’s had been 8 years since we ever contact each other. Initially I was worried that everyone will be like on guards, hold within their own boundaries. It turned out to be vastly different; we bonded pretty well, sharing with each other‘s stories. Giggling at the past’s jokes/ rumors, the feeling was great. It’s really what we are back in south view primary school, everyone was native and innocent. There were so many things to be catching up that we eventually reached CCK at 1am. Well girls, lets meet up again okie?

working sux to the core!!

I am frantically bored at work. Yesterday was a terrible day; I was scolded by one of higher position person for surfing the net and using msn excessively in front of everyone. Being the first one being scolded by her, I felt indirectly at fault when she scolded kok lay after me. First time being scolded in working field, so embarrassed hoped this is going to be the last time.

I am going to end my work on the 14/7/06. The third week of July will be on camp, while the rest until school open will be staying at home relaxing (or on a short gateway to Malaysia). Have a relaxed mind before bury myself with the agony of studying/examinations.

CLICK ON THE PICTURE!!

Finally I have graduated from my poly schooling; it is time to move on to my university education. Hopefully I will be doing fine over there for the upcoming 4 years. The road ahead is not easy, I hope I can yield satisfaction and joy from it.

Finally NP graduation photo: Click here!!!

Yesterday was Wednesday; my favorite day of the week. There is project runway and Singapore idol airing on that day. Sadly Daniel was eliminated, though I hope to be san Antoine, really cannot stand his winning ego. Pissing me off every week, yesterday his design looked so Moulin rouge while Daniel’s design was the ordinary but with a trace of vintage.

I missed the Singapore idol, spare some time packing my clothing and battery charger for my genting trip. Cannot wait, Road cum feasting trip. Today is my graduation day, so troublesome i don’t have any makeup collection, hence I just put on lipstick. Shit later I will be looking damn shag, unable to sleep well and no makeup camouflage. Sick!! Most likely I will doze off while waiting for my turn. zzzzZZZz….

Oh ya, yesterday I did something wrong, must said very sorry to her for unable to help her. Very sorry, please do not blame me.

Yesterday was Wednesday; my favorite day of the week. There is project runway and Singapore idol airing on that day. Sadly Daniel was eliminated, though I hope to be san Antoine, really cannot stand his winning ego. Pissing me off every week, yesterday his design looked so Moulin rouge while Daniel’s design was the ordinary but with a trace of vintage.

I missed the Singapore idol, spare some time packing my clothing and battery charger for my genting trip. Cannot wait, Road cum feasting trip. Today is my graduation day, so troublesome i don’t have any makeup collection, hence I just put on lipstick. Shit later I will be looking damn shag, unable to sleep well and no makeup camouflage. Sick!! Most likely I will doze off while waiting for my turn. zzzzZZZz….

Oh ya, yesterday I did something wrong, must said very sorry to her for unable to help her. Very sorry, please do not blame me.

Yesterday I was undergoing Monday blues, at some point of time I dread of going to work. Dragging my heavy body and headed to workplace, to my dismay even my buddy was not coming to work left me and ah lay. The entire office was very quiet; my department left me and another colleague. As a typical temp worker since my bosses were not there, my entire morning was catered to net surfing, constantly being bombarded by xia asking for comments on the items she eyeing on. Though she labeled herself as Banned, to me she seemed unbanned, frantic shopper (mad woman) rushing to be in the spree before it’s closed. Hahah. Today she no longer working in that army camp, no one kept me entertain. So boring!! Sob sob!

Went home as usual, Mum was sick. No one accompanied me to continue watching the HK serial; hence I watched the superband and the dance show on channel 5 with daddy. Superband was nice, especially J3 and “Lost way Soldiers”. I prefer “lost way soldiers’, though J3 is my seniors, well do not really know them either. Watched the Japan vs Australia match, joined in only after the first half because I do not wish to abandon Tay Ping Hui. Well it is exciting to see the Japanese panicked while the Australians scored.

TONIGHT SEE HOW THE KOREANS FARE!!!!

Look at this photo:



Is it disgusting?


Damn I had been through it yesterday, though time had change. My ear holes were produced using a powerful gun sending one of the earrings through my massive thick earlobe. It was definitely hurting, terribly painful. I wonder how on earth people can endure the pain having their nipples or groins pierce. They must be jumping up and down yelling %^&$%^&* after piercing.

If you ask me, whether I wish to have another piercing. Definitely no man! Pray hard I will not need to undergo another piercing.

Well yesterday afternoon I had a fond for beancurd, ginko dessert, unexpectedly my mum read my mind. She cooked a big pot of that yummy dessert for us; I had a large share of it. Taste so fantastic!

Today something happened in the office, a not very pleasure day to me. The place I am sitting now is going to make way for the new management support officer. In other word, I may be retrenched. Shitty day indeed, hopefully my job end at end june if not
I will be broke and rotting at home like a wailing ghost. No job = no $$, no $$ = stay at home, Stay at home = Maid, Maid = Scolding from MUM for no doing anything at home. Rescue me from the agony of being a maid, and being broke.

In this cold weather, i wish i got a chance to have this.

Ginko, barley and beancurd plus a hard boiled egg......superb!!!

Ten reasons of not going to the marina square steamboat.

1. Not air-conditioned
2. Sulky customer service
3. Unhygienic food
4. Horrible location
5. Horrible food
6. Toxic: Cancer-prone way of cooking
7. Touting at the MRT station
8. Food available not worth the price except for the live prawn
9. Next day will fell sick after eating, either sore throat or food poisoning
10. Rowdy crowds
    
    No more…. This kind of place……………………………………
    To my friends/ cousins: Please do not suggest this place, spare me the agony!!
    
    PS: To huiping…….
    
    End of July coming hor….. Ben & Jerry Café should be open le hoh……. My HMMmmmmmm there can?
    Heheheh……. Hopefully there is something interesting about this café or we go Jap buffet in suntec…….
    
    The last treat before we go in UNI!!!!! Yayayay Woohooo!!!.... ask the gang along….!! The reason Is MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

A piece of thought: Why on this world there someone so cruel to me? Is he up above watching/ observing me under his watchful pair of eyes? Am I behaving good or bad today? Am I mistreating my family again? Am I bullying my friends? Or am I deceiving myself again?

Whatever that happens, I am handled by myself. When I am tired, I just throw in the towel, regardless of the consequence. Tired and called it a day, that what I want my life to be. Simple and easy, but how many people on this earth is able to enjoy this kind of life. Spend a lazy afternoon reading a novel, with a soulmate sharing my woes, or with my pals / family playing mahjong, while meanwhile whip out a sinful dessert and share among my loved ones. That’s the life…… but I have to endure at least for another 5 to 6 years in order to have all this.

After sharing my thoughts to someone, I no longer felt that guilty. Actually it was not my fault of making u felt lonely, I did interact with you remember? I was with in comfort zone, YES! I prefer their accompany, that’s the bottom-line. Maybe I am no used to your presence or your ego making me uneasy. Please forgive me for being so cold; meanwhile give me some time to accept your ego and spinning tales.

Thanks for spending time listening to my craps....meanwhile I helped you wasting ur force leave... HAHha

After a long battle between NTU and NUS.......
I had decided to choose NUS.
Reason is simple: NUS envirnoment engineering is more focus on chemical engineering. That is the main decision.

ps: Seniors are nice looking..... LOoking forward to camp!!!

Serene & YY join the chemical eng & env eng society camp eh.... looking forward to see you guys there!!

Ola OLA ola.... well yesterday was my secondary classmates gathering. Most of them turned up especially him, I did felt honoured when he mentioned that he was giving me face by turning up at the gathering. I sensed that he was been isolated most of time during the gathering, i was a badie as i sticked to my own comfort zone, hardly spoke to him either. Which make me felt so guilty, i donot wan to lose this friend, but sometime his way of spinning tales really do freak me out at some point. perhaps if there is some time left..... i maybe may ask him out for a dinner to patch up the missing 4 years of our lifes.

To this special friend:

I know you are indeed special, thank for making my secondary life so interesting. If without you, i perhaps still be a little girl staying in her own boundaries or sticking close to her close friend without any thoughts of mixing around. I know you have your difficulties for being absent for so long, perhaps i will never know what are they, neither do i wish to know. I just hope we can just be friends and hang out often. I am neutral.... whatever had happen did happen just let it passed..... Gain a close friend is a greatest present i can give to myself. Hope you share the same thoughts as me.

Shuling

Can anyone please spare me an ideal eating place ideal for holding a gathering? Recently I had been busy meeting up friends, up on the list is this Saturday at meiling’s place bbq. Following by the kuzzie’s meet up at marina on this coming Monday and then 3rd june going to meet up some of the poly friends and also celebrating kc’s birthday. 3rd june I am in charge of organizing but till now I still have not think of a place to hang out yet. People I have not inform them, shit I hate to be one organizing. Hard to accommodate everyone’s preference, some on tight budget while some is pretty okie with anything but never voice out where they wish to go to. Any cool hangout places especially we intend just to have a dinner… that all.

Decision making is irritating and tiresome. I have to make the correct decision and expect this decision will not make me regret in the future. Why like this so troublesome and headache?

If you have no idea what I am lamenting in the above section, allow me to update you. I, Missy Tang received an offer from NUS environment engineering. Yah that environment engineering again… not some other courses. So which one should I choose, NTU allow me to direct 2nd year while NUS start from year 1 while NUS is global recognize plus a friend will be studying with me ( an accomplice) . So which should I choose?

Vexed Very Indeed…………

Backpacking to the middle earth, is it a super doper cool suggestion?

The past week I met up with some of my secondary friends, it had been a long while since we had seen each other once again. At first it was pretty weird, 3 years never had a good old chat with one another was indeed damn crazy. Been absence from each other’s life for 3 years, I totally had no idea how to kick off the conversation. Things were not that bad as I had imagined, we had an incredible time updating each other’s business. No matter serious matters or crappies were shared among each others. To me, I found it totally enjoyable, knowing everyone’s whereabouts, discussing and listening to people’s thoughts. The plus point of that meeting was a backpacking trip to the Middle earth was suggested. Let’s give each other 3 years or so, completed our studies or establish our careers. Save some funds and go backpacking the middle earth. Meanwhile I am looking forward to the 27th bbq, is mahjong’s time as well as drinking time. Cheers!!

Finally… I am writing a new post. That was since ages; yeah this sight is too common. I do admit I am not a frequent blogger. Maybe my life isn’t interesting for me to blog about.

Last week I met with a minor accident, on my way back from work. It was a hit and run car accident, I was the poor victim. Right-hand side of my body was slightly hit by the passing car. Then my pity right foot was rolled under by the front tyre. Luckily not much damage, no bone fracture or whatever. Hence now temporarily unable to wear heels or do anything which brings great strain to my foot.

Now I … watching jewel in the palace all night long..

“Sometime the road ahead is paved with anything but good intention.”

That is the PHRASE for my life. Though I have no idea what my road ahead will be like, but I hope it will be fun, happening and fulfilling in terms of academic and personal life. Hmm get what I mean, Opps!! The following 3 years should be my last schooling days, which I will be treasuring every day. Although mugging for exams or rushing for projects and reports will be a pain in my ass, I will try to ENJOY it.

Very sorry, I had not blogged for the past weeks. Opps is past-weeks…. With a big “S”.
Apologizes, due to the fact that my house internet connection is 56k, which is pathetic slow and inefficient. Haiz…. Dun blame me okie.

Past weeks:
Fun? Some sort …. Get to meet up some friends over 2 bbq gatherings in a row. The first one was “WOW”. I really enjoyed every minutes of it, although in the beginning I was smoke screened by the Ying’s family. Ha-ha… dun worry I understand… pity S.W and myself. Chatting over the moonlight, while eating plenty homemade bbq foods with a small sip of red wine. A million thanks to the Ying’s family for being such a host, catering very delicious foods for this group of jolly foodies. Haha…

The second one was with my lecture mates. Haiz I did not really enjoy that much. Perhaps is due to the very wrong location or wrong selection of dates or maybe I was simply just tired. I just felt very out of position. Thanks to Eileen and Jaclyn, very encouraging words, I will find my way no matter what.

The official tomb sweeping day for the Tang family was held on GD Friday. The almost whole clan gathered once a again. Very big family… seized the chance to catch up with my kazzies. It had been a while, I had seen them especially kiwi and slayer. Great changes in both of them, one grew slimmer while the other one became the diva with golden locks. Both looking great… especially slayer not that Uncle anymore. Perhaps before slayer enter NS, 4 young and promising tigers of the TANG clan should meet up for dinner bah. Self praising OMG…. Slayer very free one hoh…. Organize LAH!!! This Friday I am FREE!!!

The past Saturdays were cooping at my aunt’s place playing PS with my little cousin. He is so pro with the K.O game. I was K.O after his 2 powerful strokes. SO paiseh… lose terribly to a primary one boy. After the K.O game, was a pillows fight with my little cousins. Too bad H.J was not there, or else her fat ass will be on my lap most of time. I miss her….jia you pan niu for ur first exam…

Shopping is my main target now…..
Getting my ears pierce soon… must get them done asap….tml lah
Shoes going to worn out soon….. time to get some wedges or flats…. I am too tall for heels, though H.T said must learned to wear heels. I think if I wear heels, my centre of gravity is too high, very easily will make a big fat fall.
Bags….any suggestion to purchase a very unique bag? I want those very coloured ones not the usual ones.

I am going for my sleep cum talk show…. GD nite !! ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZ

After a few drastic stressfully and anxiety-packed days, I finally received a letter from NTU. Past few days, I seemed to lose the grip of my life. From the moment I knew most of friends got letters from NTU and NUS respectively, my heart was filled with covetous and anxiety. I could stop myself from thinking of the bad things: if I could not enter, I had waste a year slogging my life at some workplace, adapting myself to 8 to 6 kind of life which I hate the most. I totally sianz, dun know how many tears I wept during the past 3 days. U should have imagine how sadden I was. My poly friends kept assuring me that I should be able to enter, even my lecturer who called to ask me to go back to NP for an interview to assist the school in renewing their license assured me that based on my good result should be having no problem in entering NTU/NUS.

Working hard, developed a strong passion in the engineering field. I finally have gotten directly into Environmental Engineering second year. Although I was unable to have a chance to became a chemical engineer. However environmental engineering was a perhaps a better choice for me, since every chemical/ oil industry require an environmental engineer to assist them in dealing those waste produced from their production process. The coming 3 years going to be very thorny, especially I had to direct entry to second year. My senior currently studying the same course had been complaining that is very difficult. Hopefully my 3 years in NTU will be smooth sailing, and last thing try to enjoy the last period of my study years. Play Hard and work hard!!

Although yet to receive news from NUS, high chances I should be studying in NTU. In other words, I do not have chance to know any future doctors.
PS to HUiting: Hey I know why u wants to get into NUS chemistry, cos u want a doctor boyfriend right? But in NTU, Weiwei is waiting for U…..How?

Last but no least, I finally was able to graduate from a school without any regret. From PSLE to O-level, I cried my way home. PSLE turned out to my turning point of my life. I was expected to get at least 220 and above based on my prelim. But I gotten 204, my mum who have high expectation of me then, wept at the very moment when she heard my result. I cried on my way home and I never stepped another foot back into my primary school. I hate myself and my primary school. O-level: Another disaster. Since my bad experience with PSLE, I worked super hard during my secondary years. I was topped in Literature and India History for my lower secondary years, eventually got into triple sciences stream. But I found out biology was not my cup of tea, dropped biology and focused on my other subjects. O-level turned out to be flop, gotten very good results for all the subjects except English. I failed English, due to that I was unable to enter JC. I cried again on my way home and again never stepped my foot again in that horrible school.

Finally Ngee Ann Poly, has able me to graduate without any regret. Very thankful, great friends were make………. Thank YOU!!

I will like to thank Dr Ming ( Newcastle) for giving me advise on choosing the course. Very thankful, I will treat U dinner when u come to Singapore. Let’s go Makan.

Tidying my room as well as clearing some old stuffs.
Came across my old diary; which contained some of my favorite poems.
Here is one which I wish to share:

Title: FUNNY HOW LOVE CAN BE

Like a shawl of invisibility,
that arranges over unknowning eyes,
Temporaily blinding the heart's windows,
before showing at the right time in a nice surprise.

Or like a dubious but mightly form of anesthetic,
that suddenly befalls upon a ready tongue.
Rendering the stuttering tendency,
to one who had been stung.

Like a tsunami of amnesia,
that may totally sweep away all else.
But to selectively spare a certain plot of land,
where yearning buds of love blossom by themselves.

Or like an all-knowing being in a squarish screen,
bringing every stray strand of hearts closer.
Manifested in those arcane symbols amid a technological wonder.

Like a miraculous fifth season,
that goes between hot, cold, wet and dry.
Completely unpredictable and extremely volatile,
to shine laughter on a heart,
or with rain to make it cry.

PS: Though I am a hopeless in relationship, but I am not in a hurry.

Recently felt very restless, regarding the NUS thingy. IS it game over for me? How come some GPA lower than me able to enter those weird courses which we are uncut to choose in the very first place? Puzzled!! When I receive the enrolment package? WHen?????

Bright note: I received my 3 week temp job pay!! Yesh finally I contributed some $$$ to my CPF account. What a loafer I am, finally make some contribution to the society by paying $0.50 to CDAC. Heheh....

I miss the carefree days, I had over there!!
Very relaxed.....
I want to go back to there!!
The past 5 months maybe was a dream, But I got IT!!

I hate the reality I am facing now!!
Aimless like a drifting sail in the middle of South China Sea.
Do not how far my port is?
Which Port I can go into?
Uni of society's port, NUS's Port or NTU's Port!!

Saturday

Today is a lazy Saturday; my whole body is in a restless mode. Initially wanted to sleep abit longer, however was being woken by my bro’s alarm clock. Felt irritated, felt like punching his sickening sleeping face. In the end, I turned to those past magazines to release my anger.

Yesterday was a fulfilling day; Shalalala!! What a wonderful day!! Watched 2 movies in the brand new Cathy Cineplex, totally free of charge! Half Light and 13th District were the 2 movies I watched. Half light was a thriller cum mysterious movie starring Demi Moore; I am not a great fan of thriller cum mysterious, overall was pretty okay. But 13Th district was Damn Nice!! It was a French movie, action packed ad reline rushed that kind of movie. The actors’ stunts were stunning totally fabulous, ten times better than Jackie Chan’s. The director of 13th District was the fellow who directed Five element. Although the movies came free of charge, the bad news was I had treated my companion a Subway daily Special meal. Indirectly, I paid for yesterday outing. But I truly enjoyed it. Millions thanks to myself!! Hahha!!

Gotten my result, I was very pleased with myself. I got distinction for my attachment( Yipee!!); which I thought was impossible right from the start. However my overall GPA was much lower than my peers, in other words, my chance of getting into local universities was not that prospect. All thanks to my damn first year in poly; which I did so horribly!! However time cannot turn back, now all I can do is to pray hard. Pray that I can succeed in entering local university, regardless which university or what courses, I will be satisfied.

Argh!! Let me enter!!!!!

Ok!! Enough of venting my frustration, back to packing my room and tidying my photos………. Maid Sling transformation!!!

Siao!!!! Ignore me.........

My life is so boring and monotonous. I recently got a job working as a temp at Singtel’s credit management. Job scope is handling faulty cheques, which is eye straining. Working environment is pretty okay, although almost all of my colleagues are aunties. The downside is I cannot access to internet, because my access to the internet is firewall. Suck!!

Thinking of signing up for any mobile plan instead of using prepaid card. Why this thought? Reason is very simple; sometime I think that my friends circle is very small. Seldom friends will send message or give me a call to catch up. I feel very lonely, disappointed with myself; how come my making friends skill is so lousy. My place in my friends’ minds not the first few priorities; I am not asking much just allow me to feel my presence is significant not invisible. I think that is the basic respect for each other. Perhaps everyone is waiting for the other party to make initiative. My answer is I had already made a couple of initiative, I am sick and tired. I just want to widen my circle of friends!!!!

Yesterday saw CL on the bus back home; she is as pretty as ever. Think back we had been just friend for more than a decade. Been in the same schools for all our education up to this point, but due to character and mentality differences we just remain just friends. I spoke to her about the topics on friends.

“Perhaps people’s main objective is studying not making friends, those people tends to be very self-centered. There is not forever a friend in their minds”

All the co-promises are all- rubbish……………. I hate them!!

If given a chance to remain schooling, I will make myself to make more lasting friends.


For the cousins:

I think maybe night cycling is inappropriate and abit crazy. Perhaps we should go out this coming Saturday or Sunday, can?

If all insist on Friday….. I will join u guys at the evening; work commitment. IS okay !!

Activites :

Early morning/ afternoon: LAn game or kbox ( xia’s fav) or wadever. ( crapping, walking and wasting time )

I dun know whether kbox having Klunch during the weekends? Please spare some thoughts for my pocket!!! I know u guys are damn rich …… hahah!!!

IT has since been awhile

It has been awhile since i last blogged. Somehow missing in action for quite some time. Been away for a period of time, homecoming was something which I was looking forward to each day. However back in Singapore for almost close to 2 weeks, I started to miss the life i had in UK. Although life was boring over there, I missed the freedom and the carefree life I had over there. Missed the healthy food I ate especially the sandwiches ( the nicest bread and miller yogurt). Hahha

Over the past 2 weeks, I met up with my relatives and friends. Plenty serious thoughts came across my mind.
Familywise still okie, still manage to stay connect with them. Bonding was making through watching canto series (black & white ones) and daily sessions of mahjong. Very typical canto family? hehe....

Friendwise, so far I just met up with my poly 6 girl gang. I dun really enjoy that dinner gathering cum sanging kTV...... Perhaps being away.. no much connection or common topic. Never mind, strive to improve....

Homecoming

I am coming home on the 22nd
HAhahahahhah
I will continue with this post till i am back from lunch

Hehehe.... A day in newcastle

Frosted mini cooper... here is filled with coopers... my dream car!!
A usual sight from my window, a road i walked past for 4 mths!
The angel guarding the city center.... cool status....
Today is vvvVVVery cold.... heavy snow coming... I think

Went to hangout in the city center.... waste time there!! Aahhha.. so near somemore... like lot 1 to my place.

Zara shopping!! ( retail therapy).... got myself that black cropped trouser, actually intend to purchase that black with silver straps shirt but the size abit too big.....

GOLA UK sneakers model: classic vintage

Hectors hall: One of my fav food stalls, best granny smiths are from there and mushrooms as well.

Hutichsons: cheap garlic & carrots

The usual sight.... tobacco... ppl smoke like crazy...

I believe everything has its own pace...

Finally 1 feb is drawing near.... cos it is a special day for the 3 of us.
Further details shall not be disclosed, cos it is pretty private. Hahah just me please!!

Hahah...sorry for making everyone panicking/wondering where am i staying right now? YESH i am now in my cosy house, paid 20 pounds for the extended 3 nights. Finally everything is settled. Tomorrow shall be knocking on Paul's door, get my important thingy and shall end off with a word " See you!!" Yeah!!

If u are wondering how come my blog does not has the tagboard..... cos it does not want to appear... due to some unknown errors. Tried several times but haiz.........

You will mostly likely hearing a Jap song as u r reading my entries...... That is a song from a jdrama i recently watched. That song is a very touching show, titled " one liter of tears". Something which everyone might be bewildered abt this, my tears kept swelling during out the whole show. It is based on the true story abt a 15 girl whom gotten an incurable diease which caused her to lose her movement and speech abilities. It is a must watch show!!!

Okie talk abt this song, titled 3gatsu 9ka
Performed by RemioromenLyrics: Fujimaki Ryouta
Music: Fujimaki RyoutaSingle: 3gatsu 9ka (03/09/04)Romanji by Pocky

I love this song!! This song is talk abt a couple in spring dreaming abt each other. Just nice for my blog skin....spring time where flowers blooming. That is my favorite season!! Perhaps i maybe arriving in singapore with a branch of holland tulips in my arms. hahah DReaming huh... now is freaking cold.... there may be a high possiblity these few days will snow..... by who? Sling weather predictation.... Hahah

Delected the previous post. It does not sounded nice to start a Brand new year. Hence this dog year is a brand new Year, a brand new beginning for my life. I am turning 20 in a few months time, a year and half before i turn 21. My wishes for this brand new year:

1. Family: Stay Healthy and happy always
2. Career & studies: Smooth Sailing, able to further my education
3. $$: Earn back what I had spent
4. Human relationship: searching , no hurry........
5. Friends: Strong lasting friendship
6. Health: Obtain ideal weight, take up a new sport

That's all.

The past few days were horrible, my energy level in my body is running low. Sleepless nights spent thinking where are we going to stay for the next few days. Luckily everything is settled, we are able to live in comfort for the rest of our days in newcastle. This is what I called refugee's life. Totally there wasn't any Chinese New year mood in us, everytime we were thinking where are we going to stay if there are new tenants moving in. Pray hard everything will be fine!!!!

Counting down............ in 3 weeks' time i will be back home.

Looking back, the past 4 months were incredible. I never regret for making the choice of coming to UK for attachment. The time here was well spent, i did enjoy every moments i spent over here. Though i did not manage to mix around or make any local friends, even though my supervisor is local.... I undestand their cultures and their working attitudes.

Well, I will like say " Thank YOU" to the followings for making my trip possible.

My family

1. My lovely 4 aunties: Really thankful for all ur helps and loves. Ling Ling really grateful!!
2. My dearest Grandma: Popo, I will work hard!! I will!!
3. My brother: Thanks for everything!
4. My DAd and mum: thanks for being so supportive!! All the encouragements given to me. At the bottom of my heart: I think u two all the greatest parents in the whole wide world.
5. My cousins especially wenjie: For tagging at my blog..in other word keep me occupied. Wenjie sorry, for troubling U to call my brother whenever i am online. Thank For ur help!!

my friends....... ThanKs

Especially Lesey and HuiPING, u 2 are the best!! Thanks for the emails, u guys never forget me!! I am very grateful...........

and also Delwyn and Olsen........ Thanks for making my 5 months UK attachment interesting.

LAst but not least: Dr Ming and Dr Liu ( my trainer cum friend)

Both of them helped me in one way and another. Very grateful!

Hi Everyone, It is Chinese New YEAR!!

Although I am not in SIngapore, However let me Present U a WANG WANG DOG!!

Wish EVeryone HAs A WANG WANG YEAR!!!! Gong Xi FA Cai!!! Wan Shi Ru yin!!






















Thank for the CArd W!!!


My first time celebrating CNY aboard!!! I miss Home....

To my family and friends,

Happy Lunar New Year!!
Gong Xi Fa Cai!!
WAn Shi Ru Yin!!

Have FUn!!
Shu Ling

Well looking at my watch, somehow I was thinking of getting a new one.

My watch has been with me for 4 years, i got it at bugis for a price of twenty something.
Mum promised to get bro and me a watch each, both of us were overjoyed !! Therefore we went to BUgis to hunt for our watches. We browsed through several hundreds of watches around bugis area, none of the design caught my eyes.

I know that I am very picky and judge things with a very high expectation, in other words difficult to serve in chinese.

Until I saw my watch at one of the shops, it was a digital watch. Yeah, that's cool suitable for me cos i have a hard time reading the time using the manual clockface. The design was sleek and slim, but the downside is the strap is black with a dragon on the right side. Very Bengish that kind. Staring at it through the shop window, the more I stared at it. I was captivated by its unique design and the thiness of the clockface. Hence I got him.... The Uncle told us that it used costed hundred plus when it just came out in the market. We were thought he was bragging........


UNtil today..... I finally know the name of my watch.

I was searching the net, hoping to find a new watch with the similar concept as the watch i am wearing now. To my horrify, my old watch is still on sale. My watch is a Casio PELA watch, under the collection of Mayfly London. It is selling for 5500 yen on casio.jp or 20 US on ebay. Wow!!

For now.... I think I am not going to change my watch!!!! Hahah!!

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